Sunday, December 18, 2011 6:19:33 PM
job, movie, turmoil, out
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Been a while. Extremely busy I've been, and a lot has happened, so let's fill you in...
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Monday, March 28, 2011 5:19:46 AM
tyrrany, tardy, breakup, late
It has been a very long time, and a lot has happened. Let's see, where to begin...
Well, Kyle and I are no more. That ended a few weeks ago; that's all I'm saying about that, though. Moving along!
I've gotten my beginners as of March 9th, and have driven a lot. I don't like driving with my parents, though; they talk way to much. I was stopped at a stop sign and my mother kept telling me to stop over and over, even though I wasn't moving at all >.<
Anyhow, I'm doing sort of okay in my courses right now. It's just that I always have trouble focusing, coupled with the fact that I easily lose track of time. For example, I'm writing this at 2:06. Last time I looked at the clock was three hours ago, yet it feels like ten minutes.
I dunno, I guess I'm just crazy.
Friday, July 2, 2010 2:34:36 AM
canada day, kylelove, happy, cheesy
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Hello again! Pretty quick to make a new post, eh?
Just got back from seeing the Canada Day fireworks with my Kylelove. I have to say, there was not a time I've been prouder to be Canadian, living here. I held his hand, and listened to the anthem, and realized: I probably wouldn't be able to do that (safely) anywhere else but in this awesome country.
I'll keep it short and sweet and part with this: Happy Canada day to everyone, and whenever your countries' day rolls around, enjoy it with your love, and treasure it. I know I do.
Byebyes =D
Thursday, July 1, 2010 3:27:55 PM
tea, canada, fireworks, gertrude
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Hey there, it's been a while!
Well, I passed all my courses, yay me! I'm trying to get a summer job in Moncton now, so I can live with my Kylelove (yep, we're still dating =D), I've spent the past while (while = 6 days). We've done a lot of chores and things; mainly because I feel bad for not being able to pay rent yet due to lack of job.
Tonight we're going to see the fireworks with another gay couple we met, Joey and Lucas. I'm excited; I've never seen the Canada Day fireworks in Moncton before =D and it looks like it'll be a perfect evening to have them.
T catch you guys up YouTubewise, I have an account which I post music on (I play guitar and do covers of songs)Check it out -->
http://www.youtube.com/user/T3hShanefaceWell, Imma go now. Kyles sitting right here drinking tea and today is our relaxation day. Seeya later!
(Geraniums = flowers we potted)
(Gertrude = what I call the telemarketers. *phone rings, picks up* "GERTRUDE?!?! GERTUDE HOW YA DOIN!")
Tuesday, February 2, 2010 10:26:03 PM
procrastination, pretentious
I have a vlog set up, because I'm far too lazy for all this typing.
It can be found at
http://www.youtube.com/user/AttentionSeeker510That is all.
EDIT: ACCOUNT CLOSED.
REFER TO NEXT POST.
Sunday, December 27, 2009 6:53:44 AM
nvidia geforce, oreos, chrissymus, heart
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I love them. Anyhow!
I have received gifts. They are delightful. They include: A sonnet <3, a necklace <3 (both from Kyle) a Wii, chocolates, moneys, giftcards.
So anyhow. What I'm looking forward to the most now is going to Kyle's tomorrow, spedning some *cough* 'quality time'. Second on the list of desires is buying either a GeForce 210 or 220. I'm so damn tired of Intel graphics, and lately they've been breaking down due to sucky cooling.
I'll also reinstall Ubuntu when I get the new card, because there are some problems with this installation (ie having to restart to get it to recognize any new usb device, programs becoming zombies, etc.
I also upped my workout regime. This is good, because I've always hated being small. I mean really, 120lbs is NOT a fun weight to be.
Another fun thing I'm considering is making rings for Kyle and I to adorn. (For Chrissymus I gave him a drawing and a massage. I feel I owe him so much more though. They'd be those promise rings eevrybody wears these days- what? Why do I call it Chrissymus? I'll explain.
I'm nowhere near religious. I don't believe in much, just karma. So, I really only believe in the commercial part of religious holidays, though I do respect them. To me, Christmas is a religious observance, while Chrissymus is the commercial part. I celebrate the latter.
Anyhow, the rings are made of copper and solder. I may upload a photo of one of the prototypes.
Wednesday, December 2, 2009 8:31:00 PM
a, laptop, criticism, report
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If there's one small bit of advice I've to give, it's this: don't buy a Dell Inspiron 1525. Just don't.
Everyone I've known who's owned one has had problems with it. I'm working on my friend's now, who has to take it back to the retailer to replace the battery and the charging cord. So far she's also had to replace the hard drive as well. Right now I'm installing Ubuntu on it for her (she's fed up with Windows) however, the hard drive also has a few bad sectors. With her luck with that laptop, she'll have to replace that as well. For the second time.
Anyhow, I guess I promised to report on my 'date'. It went relatively smooth; started awkward but then again it always does. I got to learn a bit about him, but not too much due to my usual shyness when it comes to making conversation with people I'm infatuated with. What I did do was slowly move closer and closer as the day progressed, until I was pressed up against him. It was beautifully orchestrated, don't you think? The fun part is this: I start out in the same position one date 2, and, well, we all know where it goes from there ;D
[Date 2 being this Saturday]
Our math teacher ran with the Olympic torch recently. While she was doing so, we had a supply teacher. The thing about the class I'm in, well, they're not the nicest group in the world when you're a substitute. So naturally she (the teacher who ran with the flame) gave everyone a 250 word essay to do. Understandable. What does the class go and do next? They make up a story about the supply "giving them the answers to a test" (we had a test that day). Where they came up with that I'll never know. But a truely sad part of it is where they tell the story to anybody else but said math teacher. It's mind boggling. I wouldn't want to be these people's boss, because I'd have to go through all the paperwork of firing them.
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have a lovely day/night.
Friday, November 27, 2009 4:45:41 AM
anaphylaxis, h1n1, meeting, beseeching
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Met a
nice cute okay, sexy guy. His name's Kyle, and we're going to meet in person this Sunday. I'll write about how it goes.Who knows, there might be some deflowering action going on.
I found out that my best friend is against me meeting him, for fear of what might come is we 'dated'. She also is shoving her feelings to the back and not saying a word about it because she's my friend. It makes me feel privileged to have a friend like that, who can be so selfless.
I'm also looking forward to getting a tablet (likely a Wacom Bamboo) once I get the money. I'm at $70(CDN) and my goal would be $150, so a ways to go yet. I'll likely have enough come Christmas though, and I'll upload some of what I draw. The appropriate stuff anyway.
I've also gotten my h1n1 "immunisation". I type that in quotations, because I don't believe it really makes anyone immune to anything. I mean, if the virus mutates or anything (which it displayed it is capable of) the shot will be rendered useless. There have also been recorded cases of anaphylaxis (
http://www.google.com/hostednews/canadianpress/article/ALeqM5jhGEii8dlPMGhQ-pVgtYXF2LsO_A)
However, as entertaining as it might have been, nobody at my school went into anaphylactic shock. And yes, I know I'm morbid.
Anyhow, yeah. Have a lovely day/night.
Wednesday, November 11, 2009 1:40:33 AM
redemption, judgement, karma, relationships
A lot of my friends often ask for my advice on relationships, or rather how to proceed with them. I tell them "Why bother? You're fifteen, it's not as though you should even be too concerned with it right now."
After all, most of them believe that simply telling someone "ilu" over the internet mean you're in an intense relationship with that person. It aggravates me to no end. I would consider a relationship valid when there have been meetings in person and there is real feelings towards the other person along with a certain degree of sexual attraction that is mutual.
But I've been trying to be nicer and ease up on my judgementality for the time being, because it goes against my belief. What I believe in is moral freedom; the right to say or do anything you please so long as you're comfortable and are a good person. That being said, I have a strong belief in karma as well. For some reason I feel as though telling people that what they think is love is really a lie they tell themselves and everyone around them to get attention would come back around to haunt me, so I try to keep my mouth shut about it. That's not to say I haven't cracked and told [numerous] people, but hey
I get credit for trying, right?
Sunday, November 8, 2009 1:04:02 AM
irritative introduction of an irritating intrepid
First posts. Always so much fun. So let's get to the intro part! My name is Shane, I'm a fifteen year old Canadian living in Petitcodiac, New Brunswick. A bubble of a town. Here's why I call it a bubble:
You see, I'm gay. And in this town it's not that big a deal so long as I don't go prancing around with a pride flag on my shirt. (Mind you I'm told the way I act I may as well do just that!) As it is right now, I'm the only known gay guy in town. You must understand how frustrating it is to know that right now there is not one single guy nearby that is even capable of returning the feelings I feel towards him.
That being said, it's easy to see how my best friend is one of two lesbians in town. (and no, she's not dating the other one nor has she ever. The other one is, well, too old and let's leave it at that.)
You can expect a post every day, or two. So have fun with that.
End of intro.