My OperaDailies - Focus - February 22, 2012
Thursday, February 23, 2012 8:58:20 AM
I don't know you, or how you manage things, whatever they may be, but I seem to suck at it in all accounts.
I grew up loving school, never the interaction between me and my peers, though it was, and still is a nice break from mental activity. I loved the work. How well organised things were, there was structure and order and things just made sense. You could call me the teacher's pet. Always paying attention, answering questions. A well behaved, star student.
That all changed. It's hard to tell what exactly caused this sudden lapse in my behaviour because so many things all happened at the same time. It could be that I moved states, or that I has growing older, becoming more social (Ha, I'm less social now than I was previously.) I think it's a mix of all three.
The sudden change in environment may have triggered something personal, or the new people changed something socially, but whatever it may be, I hate it. In no way has it changed things for the better. It's has just lowered my GPA and made doing anything school related hard.
I use to be able to sit down and just do homework, sure, it did, and still does take me three times longer to do something that I know many people accomplish very quickly. I used to be able to focus on just about anything, even for an extended period of time, now I can only focus on a few things. I can focus on writing, art and programming. I just can't pay attention to anything else. I want to know why.
It's 1AM and there's school in the morning so..
Good Night!
I grew up loving school, never the interaction between me and my peers, though it was, and still is a nice break from mental activity. I loved the work. How well organised things were, there was structure and order and things just made sense. You could call me the teacher's pet. Always paying attention, answering questions. A well behaved, star student.
That all changed. It's hard to tell what exactly caused this sudden lapse in my behaviour because so many things all happened at the same time. It could be that I moved states, or that I has growing older, becoming more social (Ha, I'm less social now than I was previously.) I think it's a mix of all three.
The sudden change in environment may have triggered something personal, or the new people changed something socially, but whatever it may be, I hate it. In no way has it changed things for the better. It's has just lowered my GPA and made doing anything school related hard.
I use to be able to sit down and just do homework, sure, it did, and still does take me three times longer to do something that I know many people accomplish very quickly. I used to be able to focus on just about anything, even for an extended period of time, now I can only focus on a few things. I can focus on writing, art and programming. I just can't pay attention to anything else. I want to know why.
It's 1AM and there's school in the morning so..
Good Night!
