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all my songs have been removed... you had a taste...

To everyone that has heard my music
and has shown support.
for my work i want to thank you,
and also assure you that the work is still.
being done and i am still working hard.
at producing the very best quality of music that i can or have means to do so.
Don't worry this is just security protocol...

after the copy write issues are resolved.
i will then reissue a press release
and place the songs back on the websites.
but for now please understand this is all very necessary.

thanks for you support, your Patience and your friendship...

sincerely Robert F. H.

linkin park / Marie Digbey


You have to check this out! i'm melting...

linkin park

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What Ive Done - Linkin Park This is good work and one of my favorite songs... SelfStyldMusic

Eveonline Video Trailor


Eve is the game for this time...
check this out you wont be disappointed

Faster Than Light Travel: how?

So what is the elusive answer to FTL travel? It was found through advanced research in the field of quantum electrodynamics. By creating depleted vacuum, that is, vacuum as found in space but completely stripped of all energy, and then expanding this depleted vacuum to envelop a ship, the ship is capable of moving faster than light through this bubble of depleted vacuum. A depleted vacuum bubble is more than frictionless – it is so anti-friction that things (including light) actually move faster in it than they would in complete vacuum.


All space ships are equipped with a jump drive device. The jump drive creates depleted vacuum by repeatedly ‘compressing’ vacuum between two polar discs, draining all energy neutrons and quarks out of it. A laser-locked field is then created to hold the ever-increasing depleted vacuum bubble until it has enveloped the whole ship. When that happens the ship is able to enter FTL speed. Although initial experiments with the jump drive were very encouraging technology wise, problems arose in regard to navigation. Once the ship has attained FTL speed, it is very difficult for it to act or react to the world, such as for communication or scanning purposes. Numerous experiments were made, for example with compactified dimensions radio, but without success. The unpredictable nature of quantum mechanics made it very difficult to create a stable enough vacuum bubbles to allow for precise time measurements due to fluctuating speeds. Finally, a solution was found. It was discovered that gravity capacitors similar to the control system used in jump gates were able to pick up gravity signals from ‘normal’ space while the ship was on FTL speed. By locking the capacitor onto one of these signals, the ship travels to it. The bubble is then automatically dispersed once certain distance from the gravity well is acquired. The only problem is that these capacitors can only efficiently pick up signals from gravity wells of certain size or above, with the minimum being a small moon or a cluster of asteroids. Also, in order for the gravity capacitor to align correctly on the destination object in relevance to the position of the sun, it must follow a relatively narrow route towards it, resulting in a fairly restricted emerge area for the ship. This puts some limits on the jump drive’s usage, but as all major objects in a system can be detected, this is not such a great problem. Furthermore, it is now possible to construct ‘fake’ gravity wells on space stations and jump gates, which can be detected and thus homed onto by the gravity capacitor that is part of a ship’s jump drive.

Further research into jump drives, especially those aimed at amalgamating the technology used for jump drives and the one used for jump gates, has led to more and more advanced jump drives becoming available. It is now possible to fit a ship with a jump drive capable of inter-stellar travel. The first versions of these allowed the jump drive to connect to a jump gate in another solar system and jump to it just as if the ship had moved through a jump gate. The later versions allow ships to jump from a system with a jump gate to another system that has no jump gate, and the latest version, still only available as a prototype, allows a ship to jump between systems even if no jump gate exists in either system. The first versions of these drives simply aligned the drive with the nearest resonance node in the system (often using nodes 1:4 or even 1:5), then created instant mini-wormholes through it for just enough time for the ship to slip through. More advanced versions, allowing jumps into systems with no jump gates, are a bit more complex. They send out a constant barrage of high frequency neutron rays, based on the flat-space principle of trans-relativistic physics, through infinitesimal cosmic strings to scout out the destination system. This survey can last for several days before enough data is gathered to allow the ship to create a wormhole (through a resonance node of course) to the destination system.


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THE SMILE

The Smile

one time when i was traveling to see my little girl.
in another city. i noticed a jeep wagoner or something like that in the other lane i think it was gold or tan...hmmm i cant remember any way as i got closer to the truck i noticed the license plate it said TYLER 2..

now i don't have to tell you i was thinking that one of the tylers was driving. being a rocker i can appreciate the thought that this was a possibility.
as i started to get closer i could see a number of bags and boxes (luggage and stuff crammed in the back and i knew that someone was moving or on a trip or something. now my curiosity was up and growing, as i got even closer i could see the driver was female and as i got even nearer my anticipation grew at the thought of seeing someone i knew from the family.
although not personally.
i looked through the side window and saw her. it was Stevens baby girl liv.
we exchanged long glances... we both lowered our glasses to get a better look. and a smile came across our faces then the moment was over. but it was ours. and i continued to the city where my daughter lived with her mom.

it was a little stolen moment that i will never forget.
the day i got a smile from liv.

pretty cool hu....


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just a poem...

WORDS
The words that we write on paper
are not as dear as the words spoken to another in love.
and even more are the words spoken with the spirit.
and heard with the heart.

Author / Rob Ferrell

So you want to know me...

Hmmm. how do i start.where do i begin.
i could tell you aboute my life at the tender age of seven or ten year old.
or i could move into this time and who i am now as a man and a father of my own child.
what would be better i dont realy know.
i guess mabey a little of both is needed to give a clear illustration of who i am and what i stand for and against in this Journey called my life.
I have been to many places and seen many things in the 46 years i have lived on this planet.
some good and soom bad just like you i have been through failed marriage and failed relationships just like you. i have seen trajedy and triumph just like you. hey mabey were not so differant after all.

how is it that we are livening the dreams of our hearts and dont understand the design of our life.
its not a standardized work yet. i'm just begining too. understand more and more aboute the whole cosmos thing and how we are related to the world of science and art. i'm still a child in many ways and in that i don't understand the design of my life yet.
does this mean at some point i fell behind in my understanding process.
i don't so i think it just has to to with learning and living.
i hope i'm not loosing you.

this is what i mean if we are as children. do we think as children or act as children or do we just have a better way of understanding as a child see's. i'm not completely sure about this one but i do know this that if we are to understand as a child with wonder and anticipation. then this should be a good thing and should be nurtured in to our adults lives .

iv'e always wanted to find others that understood how i think but have often come up short in my journey i dont know why.

its just the way it is i guess. i have always been concerned about another's comfort before my own i follow the old rule given by my father when i was much younger that .and i quote
"if moma;s happy you will be happy". did you mother tell you that too.
i've often wondered if we were told the same things when we were kids growing up in our parents home.
but ive never asked anyone before isn't that a little odd.

I still believe in love and romance but i have to admit it scares me to follow my heart in such matters .because of the problems that i have had before trying to hold together a meaningful relation -ship. it's damn hard work. and sometimes when you get to a point where you are comfortable you will loose them to death. i'm not done yet.i still want to find love again. yea its rough .
but i believe with the proper setting it can also be worth all the pain that is indured and with time a real and lasting bond can be achieved.

your probably thinking i'm a pessimist, maby. but no not really just careful. if i have something that is desirable to another than thats good. i would hope that thats true in some sense.

i mean please donot take my pessimism wrong it can be a very good indicator of a life that is moving to a place of peace and understanding.
you must be careful with the things you consider important and precious.

More latter... SelfStyldMusic

The battle with yourself...

Ok heres the think tank...
why is it that day to day we always regard ourselves as our worst enemy.
is there any truth to this or are we just being passive to our own beliefs... Why do we want to emulate others so much that we begin to forget our own identities, about who we are in the whole scheme of things... why do we always consider others needs before our own. or do we. is there anyone who understands themselves fully or do we just get used to who we think we are as people.


Why are we so critical of ourselves and our abilities always feeling that we come up short somehow.
we are all originals breaking the mold each time we come on to the scene. its true you are different from anyone around you and you have value and purpose to someone other than yourself.

[/I] One thing that i always strive for is being original to stand out from the crowd as it were.
as a musician and composer of music and as a man. this is needed to bring new ideas and fresh approaches and concepts to the table. we are after all the poets of this age.

theses are questions i ask everyday. am i any less than you.. in importance are we just kidding ourselves in our intent to be original.
is anyone getting this.
I have been a poet and composer of music since i was a young boy.
i have always considered the needs of other people before my own leaving my own needs to the wayside is that wrong. am i doing a dis-service to myself. i dont think so i think the problem is that not enough people think this way. consider this, if there were more people in a service attitude towards others wouldn't we help each other more with our lives and problems.and in direct effect wouldn't there be less problems to deal with as a result of this way of thinking.

Take relationships for an example.
we always try to find a mate that shares our ideas an attitudes towards life. and we work hard at being what we would expect our mates to appreciate and try to find a common ground with that person when we find them. for myself i would look for a woman that loves art and life expression. also she has a good idea of who she is and is very comfortable in her own skin.
she is a good nurturing individual's and loves nature and sharing her dreams.
this is only my idea of a good mate for myself for another it would be completely different.
for this reason we are all different. and our needs are different. that makes all of us very special in our giving and our understanding.

I would not be concerned with weather or not she is a professional woman of the world. just if shes honest about herself and her needs from me. ok so...

the next thing is this MacDonald attitude that most people have about life you know faster is better... is it.
[/ALIGN] Just a thought.

The Giant Clock.
We live our lives like a giant clock is ticking away and prompting us to move and flow with changes and atmosphere. but how much original thought is really out there and where does it come from.
ok back to the subject of you. being your own worst enemy.
My feeling is this. we are the makers of destiny and we are our best friend or worst enemy in that we have the power of control over our own lives...

as individuals we shape and contour our own paths and destiny's with our actions on a day to day basis.
in that we are the makers of our own rules or guilds to help us through each day and we decide weather we have a good day or a realy bad one...
thats all for now... take care and remember you are in control. SelfStyldMusic,

Staying the distance...

Staying the distance is aboute toughing it out. what ever your going through right now in your life.
and we all are. you shouldnt be surprised aboute that. we all suffer with something in our personal lives.
That is simillar to anothers in respect to the pain we feel.
sometimes its daily some time depending on the situation it's only every now and then.
Staying the distance is aboute being strong when no strength can be found.
where do we we find strength if there is no strength in us and how do we use skills we dont have.

well you have to have support and others around you that are simallar in there beliefs.
and than there are those who dont have anyone near to be that support what do we do then.
how do we cope. we can take a walk into anothers problem by reading or watching a television program ,take your pick.
my point is this we are all not so differant to one another as you might think were just are differant in nature and our abillity to deal and cope with problems. thats why we need imformation and insight from others to feel like we are part of the game.
we all want to be a part of something.

Ok lets take this down a notch mabey you can understand from this basic illustration .something i will share with you in my own lifes experiance.

Two weeks ago i suffered a tragedy in my own life . my father died. now i wasn't totally absent from this reality. i knew this was coming because he used to write me a letter about once a month and he would tell me .such things as "you know i wont be around forever" and I want to make sure you will be ok when i'm gone. we can surmise from this that he was concerned about how i would be and how i will handle his death when it comes. do we know when we are going to die. this is not the only time i have experienced this.
the year before, the woman in my life for the past 7 years died suddenly of a heart attack we used to sit up and talk at night in bed she would say that she felt the lord was calling her home soon and i would reply its just that your scared and not anything to worry about and she would say no your wrong and you have to face this i am going to die soon.. i know.. i didn't listen because i couldn't face the truth you see she had cancer and she knew. i think that there is something inside of each of us, that lets us know that our time is nearing when we will leave this world based on my own life experience

now if that is not proof of the existence of the one we call. God i don't know what is..

So Staying the distance for what.
you would think that loosing your father would de-rail your life. but it dosent have to. we are ment to learn from such things after al they do happen to all of us.it should tear you down and leave you weak and feeling helpless. but it doesn't it just makes you a stronger person. and more intent on success in your own endeavors.
after all he would want me to go on and be positive and be successful right, well that's my point.
staying the distance for me is about finding strength when there is none. finding support when theres no one near. its about toughing it out. biting the bullet and coming through the storm to the other side of the morning... SelfStyldMusic

P.S.I hope this helps.