He came over to her house
Thursday, 2. March 2006, 11:44:29
"I don't know what I should do with him. I can't tell him how I feel about him cuz he would get mad. And i know he has better friends then me. And nicer girls. I hate him so much. What am I supposed to do? How should I tel him what I feel for him? That is just impossible. He is impossible. He's not for me. I'm clueless. How do I forget about him? I..."
He had to stop reading cuz she came back. He felt sick. She hated him? His love hated him...that wasn't possible!! His whole world just had turned upside down. He told her: "I feel really sick...I have to go now!" He ran to the door, and opened it as fast as he could. He went out of the house, onto his bike, fast back home.
The next two weeks he didn't talk to her. She couldn't understand why. She let another week withour communication pass...then she went up to him and asked him: "WHat the hell is wrong with you? Why did you suddenly start ignoring me? I thought we were best friends...? What is wrong with you?"
He just coldly replied: "AS if you wouldn't know..."
She said: "No I don't, either u tell me, or I hv to get along with the thought that u actually don't have a reason!"
He took her aside. "Remember when I was in your room? When you went to the toilet I read your diary...not being friends with e is what you wanted. It said: How can I tell him what I feel about him? I hate him so much!"
She started smiling. She gave him her diary. "Now read it again. And this time...read to the end!"
He opened her dairy and read the whole entry:
I don't know what I should do with him. I can't tell him how I feel about him cuz he would get mad. And i know he has better friends then me. And nicer girls. I hate him so much. What am I supposed to do? How should I tel him what I feel for him? That is just impossible. He is impossible. He's not for me. I'm clueless. How do I forget about him? I have no clue if he feels the same for me. Loving him hurts so much that I want to hate him with all my heart. But I can't...I love him. More then I love anyone else...which makes me hate him too...I don't know what to do...its getting late, and I'm not getting enough sleep...so I'll stop here now...Good night, Diary!"
His eyes filled with tears. He grabbed this girl, and kissed he softly on her lips. Finally they found to each other...
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