My 0.02$ on life, love and friendship

What will it take to gain their trust
And make them believe in me.
How can I make them really see
That this is not who I want to be.

I know I've lied to them before
Almost every word I spoke.
But now I want to change my ways
And speak the word of truth.

They say 'no way. you've lied before
You'll lie to us again'
'Please trust me just one more time''
But they only see my grin

How do I regain the trust they gave
That I've abused so much
What will it take to make them see
That I have changed a bunch

And how do I regain the trust
That I wont give myself
What does it take to trust yourself
When no one else does

Chris Steffens