Sereen

APPRECIATE the present moment!

Sunday, July 5, 2009 4:59:17 PM

I even didn't hug him these last moments... One day, I wanted to buy some presents for him, but I thought that I can give them later...
The last moment, I spoke to him as usual, without showing much tenderness... Oh my God, how it's difficult to realize that your father died in the crash. It's so difficult, so strange, so sad... I didn't do a lot of things to him, I was late. I didn't know that it can happen so unexpectedly...
You never know what happens next.
I understood only now, that we should do all of necessities now and only now. After, it will be late. And you will be sorry about it forever...
I miss you Father, very much!

...WITH COMING NEW YEAR!!!

Comments

Chan Mongolchanmok1 # Wednesday, July 22, 2009 4:04:10 PM

Once a much younger friend told me, "When a human baby is born, God cries out of losing his baby and we laugh in joy for having the baby. But when the baby dies we cry and GOD laughs in having back his child and remind us by saying that when we snatched his baby from his arm he burst into tears too".

Chan Mongolchanmok1 # Wednesday, July 22, 2009 4:09:46 PM

I am so sorry for your loss. I been there, in same situation as your's and I know how heart breaking it is!

Chan Mongolchanmok1 # Wednesday, July 22, 2009 4:11:37 PM

May his soul rest in Peace!

Chan Mongolchanmok1 # Wednesday, July 22, 2009 4:12:56 PM

Life is so unpredictable! Now you see, now you don't!

Chan Mongolchanmok1 # Wednesday, July 22, 2009 4:16:01 PM

I am so speechless! Take care sereen!

SereenSereen379 # Thursday, July 23, 2009 6:42:27 AM

Thank you very much for your support, for your helpful words, Chan. It's very difficult to realize. I still don't believe.

Chan Mongolchanmok1 # Saturday, July 25, 2009 4:00:00 PM

We live as long as we are needed to live. The truth is, we came from zero, from no where and we will return back to zero no where. Question is, what is this big zero?

JimmySpeedtip # Sunday, July 26, 2009 6:48:08 PM

I'm so sorry for you loss, I know words not spoken until it's too late are the hardest ones to swallow. I've had my own loses, thats what inspired me to write the poem in my blogs, "Better Late Than Never". Take care and I wish you all the best.

SereenSereen379 # Tuesday, July 28, 2009 8:34:17 AM

Thank you Cliff. I appreciate your support.

Chan Mongolchanmok1 # Thursday, July 30, 2009 6:05:20 AM

It is so hard to feel orphan. May you have strength to deal with this situation! Sometimes I feel that this life of ours is a big dream.

Life is like a circus for three hours. The first hour is for childhood. The second hour is for the youth and the last hour is for old age. After that! After that, there is nothing! There is no mom, no dad, no son, no daughter! Nothing! Nothing is there!

But what can we do? Nothing? Life will go on as 3 hours of circus! We grow up and get attached with fellow lives and things! We get education! We fight! We talk big! We make big money! We live great but death falsifies all!..............

Kattykatty707 # Sunday, August 2, 2009 1:21:20 PM

oh. It's a long time I didn't visit your blog. Today, I visit it and know this. You should stronger...life is go on.

SereenSereen379 # Thursday, August 6, 2009 9:16:49 AM

Thank you Katty for you support. For me it was also very unexpected. We really can't predict the future. Never. Only God knows it.

Samael Tiamateyemreli # Monday, September 14, 2009 12:52:29 PM

Salam Sereen, kanday siniz? Jashaw kanday bolup jatat? Gazyr nostraenien kanday?

ВладиМирPhilosoffer # Wednesday, September 23, 2009 2:52:59 PM

Hallo Sereen.May be i'm too late,but take my condolence.It is sad event in the life.But life is go on.Hold on.We need to live,we have to live,anyhow.

SereenSereen379 # Thursday, September 24, 2009 11:05:10 AM

Thank you philosopher. Your supportive and helpful words are never late for me. We haven't talked a lot. How is it going?

ВладиМирPhilosoffer # Friday, September 25, 2009 2:18:50 PM

Maybe we are turning for waste.(about me i can say exactly).I made repair in my flat by own hands,and my mind was buisy with it.My father lived in Ukraine(after divorse).We with my sister(she live in Russia) was writing letters fore long time.But no answers.And last year my sister sent a letter to his wife(of my father).And this wife answered,my father was dyed ten years ago! She claims it was his last will to hide the fact of his death!So Grate Patience! Ten years she hided the fact of his death!I don't belive her.It is simple revenge.God is a judge for her.Вот такие вот макароны с подливкой.

Albert Salihual2i5 # Monday, November 15, 2010 1:53:59 PM

hi,you know blamin oneself only add more pain and sorrow,no one can tel wat wil happen the next minute,it so dificult and sad that life dsnt always meet our expectation.your prayer and love wil always reachout to him,am veri sorry it hapen but life is all abt livin,live on.

SereenSereen379 # Friday, December 24, 2010 7:56:07 AM

Hi Albert. Thank you for your supportive comment. You are right. Now since that time I've been living on and breathing new life.