Tuesday, April 20, 2010 5:37:52 AM
LUCY IN THE SKY WITH DIMONDS
PEACE ON THE WORLD THATS ALL WE NEED, LET OS LIVE LIKE BROTHERS CARING FPR EACH OTHER AND THEN WE WOULD SEE THE DIFERENCE, DO NOT MAKE LIFE HARD... JUST FIND YOUR PORPUSE PASS IS HISTORY.. FUTURE UNKNOWN.. LETS LIFE TODAY.. BE GRACEFULL AND SHINE ON BECAUSE LIFE ITS JUST ONE AND WE HAVE TO LIVE IT AND ENJOI IT.
PEACE OUT
Wednesday, August 19, 2009 3:31:56 AM
You loved it when my heart dropped, paused, stopped, and walked away
full of content that it went your way
these cuts that i've caused are never to deep to heal
peel back the bandage, see a scar from countless careless things
feel yourself drifting, pulled awaywell nothing feels real anymore
i'm not taking my time anymore
to show you how i feel
to show you who i am
cause it's locked away
Tuesday, August 11, 2009 12:58:38 AM
this weekend was sooo amazing... i went with my homies to the beach.. and we did some surFF..!!!
Kelly Slater
“It's all about where your mind's at.”
Surfing is very much like making love. It always feels good, no matter how many times you've done it.
PAUL STRAUCH, Leonard Lueras' Surfing Hawaii
Surfing is for life.
BRUCE JENKINS, North Shore Chronicles
hope you like those quotes ... i love the surf VIVA LE SURF
Thursday, August 6, 2009 4:58:48 AM
this is the same story with a different tittle...
i have a big QUESTION.... WHY those feelings EXISt..???
one thay when i was talkin with a fang... he was telling me the importance of being a human been... and whe n he gave me his point i bearly believe him and even i started to think that way and i begin to be thankfull but when stuff like this happen, and im talkin about desilutions... then i lose all my sense and ideals.
i begin to think that whyy man... fuck why do we have to suffer men its better being like a fan, and i mean if i had the chance to talk again with the fan i would told him... man if u are saying that is easier to be a human being that a fan then u ARE WRONG... becausee whe u start to feel then.. ur done.
what im tryin to say is that sometimes . feeling bad its not good at all.. i feel like an a stupid.. emo who cant control her emotions and every time that an asshole broke my heart.. ill be cryin a river like an emo suicidal little girl.. and THAT SUCKS... because im that kind of person who doesnt care about anyone or anything... i just live my live and when i feel like i care about someone its so frustrating cuz it hurts and i dont wanna be hurt...
the thing is that i always pick the wrong GUY...and the good ones .. i dont like them.. so heres the thing... if i pick the wrong one then i would cry and suffer and blablaba... if i pick the good one.. i think ill be happy but what happen.. when i say i dont like the good one how can i be with that good fuckin one...when i dont fuckin like him.. SO.. whats the point to keep on this shit... being with someone who i dont like so i can be happy.. that sounds like FUN!...
then ur bst fren tells you.. i knowi t feels like the end of the world but dont be.. everythins its gonna be ok.. " suree... just bcause its not the end of the world is why im trough this hell" cmon... dude.. i wish this would be the end of the world.. sucks..
anyways.. i dont know. what to say ...im losing my way
and i just need to say.. what everythim he broke my heart makes me realize
that i shoul take a side and look back.. . i had looked back and what i see was pathetic soo.. its time for me to live and forget and be... and play
Monday, May 18, 2009 5:29:07 AM
the rains fall washing yours sins
the moon sings while we are sleep
the sky waits till rain calm down
the stars feel free and light the night
the angels care and watch your sleep
so you can fly and feel high
and have sweet dreams by my side...
the universe says u where for me!!!
a bike... 5 friends.. the night.. two oceans...
good day!
Saturday, May 2, 2009 8:34:51 PM
psychedelic experience is characterized by the perception of aspects of one's mind previously unknown, or by the creative exuberance of the mind liberated from its ordinary restraints. Psychedelic states are one of the stations on the spectrum of experiences elicited by sensory deprivation as well as by psychedelic substances. On that same spectrum will be found illusions, changes of perception, altered states of awareness, mystical states, and occasionally states resembling schizophrenia.
The psychedelic experience is an intimate experience, but there are many common themes, and ranges from a sense of connectedness to everything in the immediate vicinity, to a sense of oneness with everything in the universe. Potentially, the range of the drug-induced psychedelic experience goes far beyond drugs. Hallucinogens have these effects"If you started in the wrong way," I said in answer to the investigator's questions, "everything that happened would be a proof of the conspiracy against you. It would all be self-validating. You couldn't draw a breath without knowing it was part of the plot."
"So you think you know where madness lies?"
My answer was a convinced and heartfelt, "Yes."
"And you couldn't control it?"
"No I couldn't control it. If one began with fear and hate as the major premise, one would have to go on the conclusion."
"Would you be able," my wife asked, " to fix your attention on what The Tibetan Book of the Dead calls the Clear Light?"
I was doubtful.
"Would it keep the evil away, if you could hold it? Or would you not be able to hold it?"
I considered the question for some time. "Perhaps," I answered at last, "perhaps I could - but only if there were somebody there to tell me about the Clear Light. One couldn't do it by oneself. That's the point, I suppose, of the Tibetan ritual - somebody sitting there all the time and telling you what's what."
(DOORS OF PERCEPTION, 57-58)
Friday, March 20, 2009 2:09:30 AM
How this shit begins…
First i know you, then i fall for you and now i can help it … i’m starting to hate u
It all begins like a fairy tail it was all full of colors, feelings, love , and good times, what we have was made on the rock… we were stronger I used to think that we should last but it was all fake, its all true when u love someone, we see all the best things of that person, and even if they treat you wrong or they don’t appreciate what u feel o what have done for them, we steel looking at them like some kind of winners, I’m always blind I’m so fucked up…
this is the same shit that is always happening to me… I just cant avoid it..
If you ever know someone like this please for your own good.. step aside, get away, don’t let those kind of person play with you, because love it’s a bitch and is at every side, but its always at bad side, u should think right know that what im saying is all bullshit, but no… and if u don’t believe me just think why long and good relationship ends? Why do people plays with everyone else’s feelings?, why do we always have to pay for someone’s mistake? Or why do we have to get hurted?
Im going to tell you a story, A story of my own, with fiction characters, to make it easier.
There was a girl named ally and she new a boy named George they met at a party, they started to hang out and dance and smoke and drink and have a good time, both started like friends she don’t even like him, she was so cute and funny and friendly also she had a great heart, now he, sorry but George wasn’t the typical prince of love tails like Cinderella, snow white and stuff, ok he was cute but he was always angry, he wasn’t friendly at all, was rude and mean, off course at first he was taken care of her and acted like a gentleman but it was just that… A PERFORMANCE (and a good one), they were happy even she saw all those bad things she thought come-on all this cant be that bad, there must be something good, he’s not a bad person, his just a careless person he need love he needs me I can help him (ERROR MY FRIEND, a careless person, doesn’t care about him, bout his friends and not about u ally SORRY).
Sadly she found that out on the worst way.
The thing is that she doesn’t care about all those little messages and clues that someone maybe god or live or I don’t know who, try to tell her or show her… she just ignore all that and keep her little sweet but dangerous adventure.
They keep hanging out until they have their first love time... (no u sick they didn’t slept together, they just spent a good time), George ask ally to go with him on a camping trip to the beach she was so happy she said yes, and look I’m not kidding when I say love is a bitch and fate his PIMP, they went to the beach and the sleeping bag of George was all destroy so he had to sleep with ALLY…. (HAHAHAHA sorry.. lets continue) she wanted him just as hi wanted her but she said NO, even when things was out of control, and she was fallen for George , ally was also afraid to get hurted and dumb, ally told him.
ALLY: sorry George we cant do this I don’t know you yet and besides I’m afraid to get hurt, tonight was magical you show me a lot of things that even I have seen them before I had never saw it the way I do now, i had always seen the sky but no like this everything is so beautiful, and even more alive, you make me see thinks different, but we can your moving to fast.
At next day he acted like an ass, he doesn’t want to talk to ally and acted so rude and mean, she doesn’t understand what was happening now its all wrong but why? Ally didn’t pay attention at all to that mood change, she just sit and relaxed and tried to not think about that and forget. (BUT NO.. another lesson if a guy treats you like shit… HIS A SHIT so don’t try to understand him.. GET ANGRY AND send him away)
- ALLY ask him.. hey George what’s going on, you‘ve change why you treat me like that, what did I do wrong I’m sorry.
- George: don’t be ally your a sweet girl I’m just a bad guy and I don’t deserve you.
- Ally: but how can you said that, last night u were sooo cute… u even show me things that I see every day in such a different way that I felt like I never seen them before.
- George WHAT? …. Sorry I was DRUNK..
- ALLY (BROKEN HEART)
The story continues like this they keep hanging out together, GEORGE like always treating her like TRASH … but ally keeps seeing him like a good guy, with love eyes (love eyes my ASS). And one day:
- Ally: hey George we had been seeing each other for long time, and we spend a good time together, also we have share beautifull moments, and we do have something in common, and theres something I have to tell you.
- GEORGE: what, don’t play around…
- Ally:I think I had feeling for you
- George: are u kidding me.
- Ally: no im risking myself right now
- George: risking yourself, Why?
- Ally: because im being serious, and tho you don’t now reject is painfull.
- George: believe me I now, im sure about that.
- Ally: ok
- George: so now what we do?
- Ally: I don’t know you tell me
- George: I have NO feelings about you, besides I don’t feel like beign with any woman right now.
- Ally: ok.. (tears)
anyways the story ends like this… SHE FALL FOR HIM, but he doesn’t want to be with her.. she HATES HIM, his an ass, I don’t know…SHES GETTING CRAZY, SHES RUNING WITH NO PLACE TO GO.
I don’t know, he play with her .
I feel sad for ally because she really loves him.,, and he don’t deserve nothing of that love and here’s my big question:
WHY PEOPLE ALWAYS FELL FOR THOSE WHO ARE BAD, THOSE WHO PLAY, THOSE CARELES AND THOSE WHO DOESN’T DESERVE PEOPLE LIKE ALLY?
I have a problem … I cant express what I feel… I try but I can… I try to explain myself on my writings but it never works… hope you can understand it … I know I haven’t say anything but that’s my prerogative. A signal of my only hope
My Opera
