SHENNIS WORLD...!

hate is easy... love takes courage.. without sacrifice there's no victory

a story

How this shit begins…

First i know you, then i fall for you and now i can help it … i’m starting to hate u

It all begins like a fairy tail it was all full of colors, feelings, love , and good times, what we have was made on the rock… we were stronger I used to think that we should last but it was all fake, its all true when u love someone, we see all the best things of that person, and even if they treat you wrong or they don’t appreciate what u feel o what have done for them, we steel looking at them like some kind of winners, I’m always blind I’m so fucked up…
this is the same shit that is always happening to me… I just cant avoid it..

If you ever know someone like this please for your own good.. step aside, get away, don’t let those kind of person play with you, because love it’s a bitch and is at every side, but its always at bad side, u should think right know that what im saying is all bullshit, but no… and if u don’t believe me just think why long and good relationship ends? Why do people plays with everyone else’s feelings?, why do we always have to pay for someone’s mistake? Or why do we have to get hurted?

Im going to tell you a story, A story of my own, with fiction characters, to make it easier.

There was a girl named ally and she new a boy named George they met at a party, they started to hang out and dance and smoke and drink and have a good time, both started like friends she don’t even like him, she was so cute and funny and friendly also she had a great heart, now he, sorry but George wasn’t the typical prince of love tails like Cinderella, snow white and stuff, ok he was cute but he was always angry, he wasn’t friendly at all, was rude and mean, off course at first he was taken care of her and acted like a gentleman but it was just that… A PERFORMANCE (and a good one), they were happy even she saw all those bad things she thought come-on all this cant be that bad, there must be something good, he’s not a bad person, his just a careless person he need love he needs me I can help him (ERROR MY FRIEND, a careless person, doesn’t care about him, bout his friends and not about u ally SORRY).
Sadly she found that out on the worst way.
The thing is that she doesn’t care about all those little messages and clues that someone maybe god or live or I don’t know who, try to tell her or show her… she just ignore all that and keep her little sweet but dangerous adventure.
They keep hanging out until they have their first love time... (no u sick they didn’t slept together, they just spent a good time), George ask ally to go with him on a camping trip to the beach she was so happy she said yes, and look I’m not kidding when I say love is a bitch and fate his PIMP, they went to the beach and the sleeping bag of George was all destroy so he had to sleep with ALLY…. (HAHAHAHA sorry.. lets continue) she wanted him just as hi wanted her but she said NO, even when things was out of control, and she was fallen for George , ally was also afraid to get hurted and dumb, ally told him.
ALLY: sorry George we cant do this I don’t know you yet and besides I’m afraid to get hurt, tonight was magical you show me a lot of things that even I have seen them before I had never saw it the way I do now, i had always seen the sky but no like this everything is so beautiful, and even more alive, you make me see thinks different, but we can your moving to fast.

At next day he acted like an ass, he doesn’t want to talk to ally and acted so rude and mean, she doesn’t understand what was happening now its all wrong but why? Ally didn’t pay attention at all to that mood change, she just sit and relaxed and tried to not think about that and forget. (BUT NO.. another lesson if a guy treats you like shit… HIS A SHIT so don’t try to understand him.. GET ANGRY AND send him away)
- ALLY ask him.. hey George what’s going on, you‘ve change why you treat me like that, what did I do wrong I’m sorry.
- George: don’t be ally your a sweet girl I’m just a bad guy and I don’t deserve you.
- Ally: but how can you said that, last night u were sooo cute… u even show me things that I see every day in such a different way that I felt like I never seen them before.
- George WHAT? …. Sorry I was DRUNK..
- ALLY (BROKEN HEART)

The story continues like this they keep hanging out together, GEORGE like always treating her like TRASH … but ally keeps seeing him like a good guy, with love eyes (love eyes my ASS). And one day:
- Ally: hey George we had been seeing each other for long time, and we spend a good time together, also we have share beautifull moments, and we do have something in common, and theres something I have to tell you.
- GEORGE: what, don’t play around…
- Ally:I think I had feeling for you
- George: are u kidding me.
- Ally: no im risking myself right now
- George: risking yourself, Why?
- Ally: because im being serious, and tho you don’t now reject is painfull.
- George: believe me I now, im sure about that.
- Ally: ok
- George: so now what we do?
- Ally: I don’t know you tell me
- George: I have NO feelings about you, besides I don’t feel like beign with any woman right now.
- Ally: ok.. (tears)

anyways the story ends like this… SHE FALL FOR HIM, but he doesn’t want to be with her.. she HATES HIM, his an ass, I don’t know…SHES GETTING CRAZY, SHES RUNING WITH NO PLACE TO GO.
I don’t know, he play with her .
I feel sad for ally because she really loves him.,, and he don’t deserve nothing of that love and here’s my big question:
WHY PEOPLE ALWAYS FELL FOR THOSE WHO ARE BAD, THOSE WHO PLAY, THOSE CARELES AND THOSE WHO DOESN’T DESERVE PEOPLE LIKE ALLY?
I have a problem … I cant express what I feel… I try but I can… I try to explain myself on my writings but it never works… hope you can understand it … I know I haven’t say anything but that’s my prerogative. A signal of my only hope

the wallPSYCHEDELIA

Comments

BizzyGianni Monday, June 1, 2009 5:58:34 AM

this type of story happens to much in life *sigh*

ShennyShenn Tuesday, June 2, 2009 3:35:55 AM

yes it does ..

BizzyGianni Tuesday, June 2, 2009 3:46:42 AM

I assume it happened to you?

ShennyShenn Wednesday, June 10, 2009 11:25:33 PM

sad it did... im over it know but .. in that time it was awfull for me!!!

BizzyGianni Thursday, June 11, 2009 4:35:39 AM

great you moved ahead but try to stay emotional strong, i let go of pain i never suppress it. you let go so you are in a better state

ShennyShenn Saturday, June 13, 2009 2:07:19 AM

yes i think so... see im that kind of person who never forget and the only way that i can express myself is writting it. i dont express my toughtor emotions or feelings i just hold on and let it pass but i dont forget them :S and thats my big problem bcause i think those emotions one day are goin to came out and i dont know whats gonna happen then :S

BizzyGianni Saturday, June 13, 2009 4:09:20 AM

i thought of that too, it may come out but only u can handle it. but we will see

ShennyShenn Sunday, June 21, 2009 4:19:11 AM

yes we will ... see thanks for read it ... my writting may not be the best but...y try to expres myself

BizzyGianni Sunday, June 21, 2009 4:27:41 AM

your welcome. all writing is different so its alright.
express is best cuz you then feel better in the end

ShennyShenn Sunday, June 21, 2009 5:59:46 AM

i did.. bigsmile

BizzyGianni Sunday, June 21, 2009 6:52:41 AM

yay! xD

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