My Xcape N return 4rm Passion

the constant struggling to be free caused my soul to bleed
does that make me suicidal ?
my hands cuffed to loneliness and
despair have a grasp on my lungs so i cant breathe

my eyes turn to the sky only to be blinded by the pouring rain
the falling tear drops of thy lord couldnt satisfy my thirst nor make me clean
it blinded me ...ive been punished....or so it seems

my red eyes filled with his tear running down the side of my cheek
only makes my heart more cold
i have no more emotion

the constant struggling to be free caused my soul to bleed
does that make me suicidal ?