Minds in motion

I have never believed in joining the crowd because there's a lot of them. I'd rather be right alone. Sometimes I start wondering if the world has gone crazy... Or if I have. Why would someone drink lots of coloured liquid whose active ingredient can be used to fuel my mom's car in full knowledge that the next morning they'll feel sick as a dog in a centrifuge... if luck is on their side? I have no real word to describe humans whose idea of a good party is a table full of kerosine in various labels and fancy containers... Not that the drinks were accompanied by reasonable price tags-they seem to find the most expensive methods of intoxication which still give them award winning hangovers the morning after.
I guess I'll never understand humans, but they could at least try to listen to their subconscious sometimes... You wanna get laid but deep inside you're filled with disgust for yourself... a bit of calm and quiet reasoning will reveal things that might either make you stop thinking in that direction because certain things are simply not in par with your current state of mind and the old ego objects or the contents of your subconscious leaking into your conscious mind scares you. When this happens, ask yourself; is my life Sane?