Teenage Scrawlings

Hmmm
my life lately has been....interesting

Last Friday, I had a panic attack. Which was especially fun, seeing as I've never had one before, and I really had no idea what was going on. Thank God for Zak, is all I can say, really...

Saturday and Sunday were Cabaret, as Shigen mentioned. Yes, I sang Be Prepared from the Lion King. I was reallyyyy scared the first night but not so much the second. My favorite part of Cabaret was probably the waltz (the theme was Disney, so all the senior girls were Disney princesses, and we danced with senior guys, and then whoever was left over. I danced with my friend Evan, a junior. The first night was a disaster, but the second was great). Now, the thing about Cabaret is that it is the seniors' last chance to sing with the choir- their last real show at school- so it's always really sad and everything. And at one point, they have the seniors come up and get pinned by their parents or whoever. So Saturday night was sad, and my parents came up, and whatever. But Sunday, that was the really really bad one. My mom came up, but so did Jules and Roxy. Jules put the pin on me, and she started crying when she did. I was about to start, too. I'm just going to miss everyone sooo much....

I can't really remember much about this week. A lot of it has been a blur. I know I went to the doctor's yesterday- that was fun. They gave me a shot. And told me I had to make an appointment to get checked for asthma So that should be fun.

Today I took an AP English exam

all
frickin
day

And tomorrow is my play, which I am realllllllly nervous about! Ahhhh I hope it all pulls together...my teacher hates me