Teenage Scrawlings

I haven't written in a long time

sorry

Mostly life has just been the usual collection of calamities. I had a day when the universe hated me, followed by a day when everything just worked out perfectly. For the most part, I've been low. Over vacation, I got really really happy for a couple days. All that sunshine and such. And a new crush. And the possibility of them returning it, however vaguely impossible.

I'm kind of crashing again though. I am physically incapable of being happy when I'm around others who aren't, or even if I just know they're not, and lately everyone has been miserable. The ones with annoying little problems want me to comfort them, and the ones I really worry about are openly, noticeably miserable, then refuse to say anything. People are just pissing me off. Even the ones who are not in bad moods are just so STUPID and annoying. I can't deal with anybody