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Wow...

It's been that long since I've posted?
Well, lots of stuff has been happening since the last time I wrote anything. I'll write another, however, I'm off to work right now. Just a quick update:
I'm getting married to the most wonderful woman in 3 weeks, woohoo!

911 - Where were you seven years ago...

I was sleeping when the first plane hit... I was living with 2 roommates at the time, Waldo and Austin when Austin came up and started banging on our doors yelling "A plane hit one of the twin towers, I think we might be under attack!" I got up and remember seeing the smoked up tower at first look on the television. A couple months before, Waldo and I with another friend (Pam), went on a road trip earlier that year and visited the Oklahoma City bombing site, so my first thought right away when seeing the smoking tower was 'terrorists'. We were sitting and watching when the second plane hit. Well, I wasn't... I missed it because I was heading down stairs back to the tv after getting off the phone with my mom and hearing Waldo and Austin yelling "Holy Shit! Another plane hit!". We were pretty damn sure by that time that it was a terrorist attack. My heart totally stopped when this happened. After hearing about the plane that went down at the Pentagon and in Pennsylvania, then the fear set in. "What the hell is going on?!" I was so shocked not even a tear could drop. The entire day, all three of us sat there, eye's glued to the TV and listening to the radio, skipping work. I'll never forget the feeling of that day. It was like time was standing still. I walked to the supermarket and everybody seemed to just have this blank look in their eye. We were all thinking and feeling the same way but not a word spoken. Not even a nod. Just nothing... Ironically, I felt very American. I didn't cry until later when watching the TV, a reporter said, "Welp, the Empire State Building once again towers highly over New York City." I don't know why that's what brought out my tears, but it did. Everybody has their different ways I guess. I cried on and off the rest of the day and at moments the whole week.

New Photos

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Holy shit, it's a new post!!!!

Took some photos on my little trip in San Diego... Yay!



















EVP's caught on Ghost Hunters at Mount Washington Resort

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For anyone who watches this show and has an interest in the paranormal, you may have heard these evp's taken by lead investigators, Jason Hawes and Grant Wilson of The Atlantic Paranormal Society, (TAPS).
Personally, I think it’s the most interesting and possibly one of the most important evp’s ever recorded for the field of paranormal investigating. The fact that it was pretty clear isn’t much the point I don’t think, rather more the responses.
As Jason and Grant came in the room, they’re talking away and they get a clear female voice on their recorder saying "Hello? Is there someone there?", as if the spirit is just doing whatever it does in it’s own world and can hear these strange voices yet unable to see them. Later on the evp, after asking "Is anyone in here with us?", they get a response saying "Of course I’m in here, where are you?". Again by asking "where are you?", it seems the spirit can not see them. And the way it say’s "Of course I’m in here" as if like, "duh, I’m always here."

The reason I think these evp’s are so important is do to the fact that it helps further the study of a certain theory. Anybody ever seen The Others, a movie which is based off this theory. Basically we’ve got two dimensions going on here amongst many others. One in which we live in and another which they live. A certain ’after life’ dimension if you will.
Let’s say you live in a house haunted by a past resident named Max E. Padd. We’ll just call him Max for short... In our world you see your furniture, your tv, whatever, however, that’s not what Max sees in his world. Maybe he sees how he had it during his living years. His furniture and set up. Sometimes we wonder if spirits come and go. But maybe not always. Maybe, as in this case, Max is always there, but can’t always hear or see you and vice versa. But for whatever reason, do to maybe certain energy in the air, the two dimensions cross paths. Sometimes when they pass they can see you or just hear you like in Jason and Grants case, but we can’t see or hear them. Maybe we can and they don’t see or hear us. And maybe sometimes both.

If this theory is true, TAPS may have caught a nice piece of it, making the theory not as much as just a theory as it was before hand.

The good ol Punk Rock show!

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Yesterday, sometime in the afternoon while repainting my fathers swimming pool, I get a call from a long time friend saying he's got an extra ticket for Bad Religion tonight at the House of Blues. I'm not exactly sure how many times I've seen Bad Religion perform. I lost count somewhere around 16. I figure now, it must be up to around 19 or 20. So, I went on and told my friend, 'Why the hell not, I can see them at least one more time.' I'm sure it probably won't be the last, however. I pretty much grew up listening to Bad Religion as they were my favorite band throughout my highshool years. If you knew me back then, you wouldn't be surprised to see me at a Bad Religion show. You would, infact, expect it. I had every album and knew every lyric and drum roll to every song. I had an entire wall in my bedroom dedicated to nothing but Bad Religion parafanalia from photos, posters, and record covers to signed t-shirts, ticket stubs and posters. I've got countless items with Bad Religion autographs and have met and even hung out with members several times. I've been on a cover of a magazine with the band and once sat next to them as they played a private show at about 2 in the morning in front of about 30 young fans. Yes, I was a BR nut!
But as I've become older, of course, I'm not so nutty anymore. If I was, at 32, I think I'd have a problem. However, I do still have much of their parafanalia, most of it is stashed away in boxes. I still listen to them from time to time from the songs I've downloaded off my computer. But there's still a great deal of songs I haven't heard in years.
Going to the show was like a flash back in time for me. I don't really go to concerts anymore. Maybe one a year if that. And to know how many I use to go to as a teen, there's no number high enough to count. If I went to that many Bad Religion shows, maybe we can have an idea. I've seen Unwritten Law just about as many times. The Vandals, Green Day (even when they still had long hair), Blink 182 (before they added the 182) The Pixies, Fugazi, Pearl Jam, Nofx, Sublime, Ramones, Circle Jerks, Pennywise, Ministry, Smashing Pumpkins, Weezer, Nirvana, Ned's Atomic Dustbin, Primus, etc... If they played in the 90's, I've seen em, and mostly in small venues. I've even met over half of them at that.
To admit, it was nice going to this show and hearing the great old songs that I haven't heard in years that I use to listen to daily. Of course, my voice isn't use to singing along to the songs like before. I still remembered the lyrics, but I havn't been able to talk all day.

If you know you are going to walk more than 100 yards, bring a camera.

Took a little walk this passed weekend with my camera and snapped off a few shots. These were really the only two I somewhat liked, which have been submited under my photography gallery. You can click on them to view them in larger form.


Both photos were pretty quickly taken. Sometimes those end up being the best ones. I saw the lamp and figured it might make a good shot. The photo below was taken on my way back to my truck. I didn't even slow my walk. I saw the kid with the hawk and just wipped my cam over and pressed. I liked the way it kind of turned out...

Yesterday I had to pick my son up at the airport after visiting his mom in Texas over spring break. I brought my camera along and clicked off a few. I'm sure to post them sometime this week, if not tomorrow. Sadly, however, the airport was pretty empty and didn't get a good chance to take shots of any airplanes which I really wanted... But I think I got a least a couple descent photos. We shall see.

In the mean time, I've posted a little J.S. Bach. Enjoy!





BREAKING THE SOUND BARRIER WITHOUT AN AIRPLANE

This is a very interesting read.

My grandfather, who worked for NASA as an engineer in the late 60's and 70's, emailed this to me.. This guy is amazing and even more amazing that he survived this "test flight".

This one gives the term Test Pilot a whole new meaning. Joe Kittinger
is not a household aviation name like Neil Armstrong or Chuck Yeager.
But what he did for the U. S. Space Program is comparable.

On Aug. 16, 1960, as research for the then-fledgling U. S. Space
Program, Air Force Captain Joseph Kittinger rode a helium
balloon to
the edge of space, 102,800 feet above the earth, a feat in itself.

Then, wearing just a thin pressure suit and breathing supplemental
oxygen, he leaned over the cramped confines of his gondola and
jumped--into the 110-degree-below-zero, near-vacuum of space. Within
seconds his body accelerated to 714mph in the thin air, breaking the
sound barrier.

After free-falling for more than four and a half minutes, slowed
finally by friction from the heavier air below, he felt his parachute
open at 14,000 feet, and he coasted gently down to the New Mexico
desert floor.

Kittinger's feat showed scientists that astronauts could survive the
harshness of space with just a pressure suit and that man could eject
from aircraft at extreme altitudes and survive. ; Upon Kittinger's
return to base, a congratulatory telegram was waiting from the Mercury
seven astronauts--including: Alan Shepard and John Glenn.

More than four decades later Kittinger's two world records--the
highest parachute jump, and the only man to break the sound barrier
without an aircraft and live--still stand. We decided to visit the
retired colonel and Aviation Hall of Famer, now 75, at his home in
Altamonte Springs, Florida, to recall his historic jump.

FORBES GLOBAL: Take us back to New Mexico and Aug. 16, 1960.
Joe Kittinger: We got up at 2am to start filling the helium balloon.
At sea level, it was 35 to 40 feet wide and 200 feet high; at
altitude, due to the low air pressure, it expanded to 25 stories in
width, and still was 20 stories high! At 4am I began breathing pure
oxygen for two hours. That's how long it takes to remove all the
nitrogen from your blood so you don't get the bends going so high so
fast. Then it was a lengthy dress procedure layering warm clothing
under my pressure suit. They kept me in air-conditioning until it was
time to launch because we were in the desert and I wasn't supposed to
sweat. If I did, my clothes would freeze on the way up.

How was your ascent?
It took an hour and a half to get to altitude. It was cold. At 40,000 feet,
the glove on my right hand hadn't inflated. I knew that if I radioed
my doctor, he would abort the flight. If that happened, I knew I might
never get another chance because there were lots of people who didn't
want this test to happen. I took a calculated risk, that I might lose
use of my right hand. It quickly swelled up, and I did lose use for
the duration of the flight. But the rest of the pressure suit worked.
When I reached 102,800 f eet, maximum altitude, I wasn't quite over
the target. So I drifted for 11 minutes. The winds were out of the
east.

What's it look like from so high up?
You can see about 400 miles in every direction. The formula is 1.25 x
the sq. root of the altitude in thousands of feet. (The square root of
102,000 ft is 319 X 1.25 = 399 miles) The most fascinating thing is
that it's just black overhead, the transition from normal blue to
black is very stark. You can't see stars because there's a lot of
glare from the sun, so your pupils are too small.

I was struck with the beauty of it. But I was also struck by how
hostile it is: more than 100 degrees below zero, no air. If my
protection suit failed, I would be dead in a few seconds. Blood
actually boils above 62,000 feet. I went through my 46-step checklist,
disconnected from the balloon's power supply an d lost all
communication with the ground. I was totally under power from the kit
on my back. When everything was done, I stood up, turned around to the
door, took one final look out and said a silent prayer: "Lord, take
care of me now." Then I just jumped over the side.

What were you thinking as you took that step?
It's the beginning of a test. I had gone through simulations many
times--more than 100. I rolled over and looked up, and there was the
balloon just roaring into space. I realized that the balloon wasn't
roaring into space; I was going down at a fantastic rate! At about
90,000 feet, I reached 714mph. The altimeter on my wrist was
unwinding very rapidly. But there was no sense of speed. Where you
determine speed is visual--if you see something go flashing by. But
nothing flashes by 20 miles up--there are no signposts there, and you
are way above any clouds. When the chute opened, the rest of the jump
was anticlimactic, because everything had worked perfectly. I landed
12 or 13 minutes later, and there was my crew waiting. We were
elated. How about your right hand? It hurt--there was quite a bit of
swelling and the blood pressure in my arm was high. But that went
away in a few days, and I regained full use of my hand.

What about attempts to break your record?
We did it for air crews and astronauts--for the learning, not to set a
record. They will be going up as skydivers. Somebody will beat it
someday. Records are made to be broken. And I'll be elated. But I'll
also be concerned that they're properly trained. If they're not,
they're taking a heck of a risk.

My father...

This is in a bit of responce to Allan´s Weblog, I Am Rich #2

My pops had heart surgery a couple years ago and had to have is aortic valve replaced. This valve is what pumps blood in and out of the heart. Basically it stoped working and just pumped blood in but not out. So his heart grew to the size of a softball. The doctors believed that the valve hadn't been working for about 10 years and slowly had been failing for about 20-25 years. It also is hereditary. My great grandfather was the first ever to have this same operation and many of the men on that side of the family died of heart attacks, possibly do to this problem. So, there's a good chance for this to happen to me. Anway, since my dads surgery, his blood does strange things and he has to take all kinds of medication to keep his blood thin and pressure low etc. Because the valve is a fake one, although works well, it's not like the natural human valve. Anyway, about a couple weeks ago, while on a checkup, the doctor noticed something strange with his blood. Something about a high count of blood cells or something. I'm not too good with this doctor stuff. It is very common for the blood to be this way when one has cancer and his doctor became very worried. He set up an appointment with a cancer specialist a couple weeks ago. Then, they were'nt fully sure if he had cancer or not, nothing showed up which was a good sign, but he still had to wait 2 weeks to get the results. So in that time, our brains have been in massive wait mode and in preyer that he didn't have cnacer. Yeserday the results came in and was all clear. He has no cancer and that the certain blood count just has to do with his heart compilations and is nothing to worry about. So it was a huge sigh of relief to get this news from my dad lastnight. I worry about him and love him very much and hopefully, even though he has the heart problem, he'll still can live a long life. The valve is said to work about 120 years, and doctors say that if he sticks to his meds, he should live a full life.

Simple Glassy Avatar Tutorial

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I'm going to show you how to make a simple glassy looking avatar using Adobe Photoshop. I used Photoshop CS3 but this can be easily done using any version.

For this tutorial, since I'm working in my Opera blog, I made the standard Opera 50x50 pixel avatar using a their logo. This technique, however, can work for buttons, banners, menu bars etc.

Let us get started...

1. Make a new 50x50 pixel image and fill the layer black. You can really choose any color, but I'm just going with black to make things simple. Name the layer 'background' if not already.


2. Next we want to make a new layer Shift+Ctrl+N. The 'New Layer' box should pop up. Give the layer a name, like glass or gloss or just dude if you want. I named mine glass. Hit Ok.

3. With the newly glass layer selected, fill the layer in with black and double click on the layer to bring up the 'Layer Style' box. Go down and click on 'Gradiant Overlay' but click on the text not just the check mark to take you to the full gradiant screen. This is what you should be looking at.


4. Now it's time to create the glass effect. Click on the 'Gradiant' drop down there in the middle and stay on the Black to White preset. Double click on the bottom arrow or 'Color Stop' as it's called under the black to bring up the color table. Move the circle up to a dark gray color or just type in the color #444343 and hit Ok.


5. Back to the gradiant editor, bring your curser towards the center of the gradiant, just to the left of that little diamond there in the middle and click to add a new stop.

Double click on the new stop and make that sucker black.

6. Now, just to the right of that stop, click again to add another stop. Make that color a lighter gray. I made mine #444444. After you're done with your color, slide that new stop to the left to meet up with the 'black' stop in the middle so it should look like below.

Hit Ok but DON'T exit the 'Layer Style' box.

7. On the left, go up and select 'Inner Shadow' and choose these settings:
Opacity: 75%
Angle: (doesn't matter)
Distance: 0px
Choke: 28%
Size: 5px.
Hit OK.

8. Again at the left, go down and double click on 'Stroke'. Size the stroke to '1', and choose 'Inside' for the position. Leave the blend mode to normal and make the color 'Black'. Hit Ok and exit the Layer Style box.

Your image should look something like this:


9. Now create one more layer and give it a name. It should be the 'top' layer. Bring in a logo, photo, whatever. Again, I made an Opera logo for mine.

Notice the logo is bright red. That's because we're going to drop the opacity on this puppy. If you're using another logo, I suggest you to make it bright also. But do as you feel and what looks best to you.

10. For the last step, drag your logo to the top layer if you haven't already and make your way to the 'Opacity' drop down menu in the layers panel in the top right. No, your other right... I dropped my level down to 45%. You can mess with it and choose a setting you like... After you're done with that, click outside anywhere in the gray area and save your image.


That's it, we're done, enjoy!

Here's some other examples I've made:

Midnight Balance

My wallpaper 'Midnight Balance' has been excepted and entered in the Opera wallpapers and is now downloadable. So far it has 45 downloads. Go check it out and give it a nice rating! p:


Here's the download links:
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