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Court shoes and cool socks

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I've been unwell physically and in my head lately. Feeling better on both fronts, moreso on the physical but not really so intelligent right now elsewhere. Things aren't making ever so much sense and concentration is very low, but I have this dress, it's a poofy black prom dress and the only not trainers I have are big knee high boots with many buckles and laces so I looked for others, and I found my first pair of court shoes on a website and they were reduced from I think £60 to just £12.50 becasue they were not in current season and had only 1 pair left not in my size, but the next day they had my size so I think a person returned them?
Anyway Being a fat, fat tomboy for most life and all of a sudden finding myself with a figure and a love of girl things, I do not know how to wear certain things such as corsets, fitted dresses and heeled shoes above very low,chunky ones. Now I can walk in them a bit I think they are 3 inches? Not sure, but I liked the idea of having a picture of being able to wear them properly so here it is

Sorry I don't know why it is so big.
These socks I liked a lot because they are different. At the back it's all a lace panel, nice.

Yeah, so this is me what, 6 or 7 years ago.

Found this picture today at Mum's.
All I can say is that none of us remembered quite just how massive I was. Serious. Found it and everyone shocked. And that's after a bit of weight loss, there. It wasn't a teen thing either, as a child my obesity rose and rose as my age did. Hooray for eating disorder rolleyes thanks, self.
Not happy with myself now, but still...
Thank fuck I changed.
This don't even show much from the neck down. Had another one but lost it, showed monstrous form better.
Bleurgh.
Keeping this monstrosity around along with a few choice younger photos, really horrific shit, this is fucking tame. Will help in future I think.
Anyway not well, sleep very disrupted and throat mega ow again, sleeping tab should kick in soon but decided to share this as I couldn't get it off my brain from earlier when I found it.
Will catch up this weekend, been sick/busy.

Settled on a hair colour for at least the next week.

You can see it in my new profile picture and also this most recent one below, sorry for the haggard look and computer desktop reflect. Took it a few minutes ago and I'm not feeling well. I did smile as best I could, though.

Still orangey tones if light hits it just so. Will likely take an ash blonde dye to it at some point which should neutralise those. Or not, I may decide I like it. Unlikely I'll like anything for long.

Strawberry...ish

Things.

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Tuesday was interesting. It was moving day for mum, and I had slept three hours each past two nights and had been up since 1am. I'd done a fuckload of cardio and was pretty wired so called to see if there was anything I could do to help. Turned out she really needed us and we were very busy that day. QWe walked four miles in the pouring rain to get some cat calming spray for the cats to move and then we helped move a bunch of things, packed the cats in carriers then we went to help organise everything at the house.
Didn't eat til we got home at 6pm.
Next day (yesterday) I get a call telling me Mojee's gone.
Cried a lot, not given up at it's only been a day and a half. Don't want to discuss it, well taught on feline behaviours and know what to expect thank you. Suffice to say I rescued her over 10 years ago and I never loved an animal this much so fingers crossed. Whisk happy but currently AWOL too although I suspect he's exploring and marking new territory, Suki is OK.
Things are stressy anyway which doesn't help, but ho hum. Saw a butterfly today while out for a choca mocha frappé milkshake which I drank too much of.
Thank fuck for computers and spell check here cause I just had to correct a bunch of crap.
Low.

Birthday Coolieness

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You may or may not know my history with birthdays. Suffice to say, for the past 24 of them, about 3 went ok lol I have had bad luck with birthdays, but yesterday was my 25th, and it was great! bigsmile

I've mashed together a quick collage of the gifts I could find images for (I can't be arsed to charge my camera) and I do know it's a really shoddy mishmash, but sod it p

Mmmkay, so the amethyst pendant in the top left was a small gift from my Dad. He also brought us a huge RAM upgrade for the 'pute when we saw him, so our PC is running much faster.
That pink box below that is a Cath Kidston tioletry set. It itself it is not that spectacular, but you see, Mum has some boxes a lot like this made of cardboard, and she has had them for as long as I can remember. We call them her "treasure boxes" - a name I gave them as a child because they contained what I thought to be her life treasures. Jewellery, trinkets, seashells from the beach... All memories. Treasures. Now I have my own. happy She also gave me the After Eight chocolates and the Green & Blacks chocolate you'll see in the picture. What is not there is the hand-knitted sweater she made me in sparkly black.
The rest is from Mik - We got that gorgeous wool coat at ASDA today, I tried it on and from Mum's reaction it was a pretty good fit. I must say, having looked in the mirror, I agreed. The underwear set, the tye-dyed halterneck maxi dress and the grey cardigan were ordered a few days ago - and as luck would have it, when we returned from Mum's this afternoon, I hadn't even begun to take my coat off when the buzzer rang and a courier handed over my gifts. Lucky, huh? bigsmile not to mention that when trying everything on, it all fit really well.
The Tigger girl shorts and the black rose print dress are on the way, and the boots you'll see in the bottom left also. They'll turn up in a bit bigsmile
Oh, and also not pictured are some long flannel heart-print pyjamas. I get so cold awww

So, yeah, we were up really early after less than 4 hours sleep to meet Mum at ASDA for a trip - which I did real well with, considering my still present agoraphobia and the amount of people around. Then into the village, where we pottered around a little, and finally back to Mum's where I was fed cake, pizza and she even baked me my favourite sweet she makes. It's a pastry base with a fine layer of jam, with eggs, coconut and a little sugar mixed together and poured over the top, baked in the oven. Mog was in a good mood too, so I pestered her all day. She loves me heart she spent a large portion of the day rubbing faces with me awww

Home, and parcels arrived as stated, then I took a little nap. Then bacon sandwich, banana split and a rented film - Inception.
By the way? Fucking fantastic. No kidding.

So, yeah. Spoiled, overfed, joyous, clothed and entertained.
Oh, and loved.
Thanks to everyone, all who wished me well for the day, those who PM'd me personal wishes, those who spoiled me rotten, and especially Mik, who went all out for the day and waited on me hand and foot. Well, he tried.
I'm off now to try and get me some lovings wink
Thankoo heart

Presents! (One of Two)

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Christmas fell upon us yesterday. I had such a hard time getting to sleep. I always do, even if there are no presents. It's just... inbuilt, I guess.
Got a good 4 hours of sleep though, and awoke at about 8:30. I had my green tea, cereal and a ciggie, then started on the gifts I was allowed to open before I got Mik up.
There were some from Mum and a "just-because" present sent to me from Rosie simply because she saw it and thought of me heart which I decided to save for Christmas day bigsmile
I opened those with glee, then got Mik up so I could open the ones from him, too, and so he could open his gifts also. I spent a while playing with and sorting out my loot and then realised it was time to prepare the food, so I got all that stuff done and dusted so all we'd have to do would be to put certain things in at certain times, and then I took a nap lol
Dinner was lovely, by the way, and we spent the rest of the day in a food-induced, sleep-deprived mini-coma p
Today came along and we were picked up by Dawnie in her car for our first visit to her house. Had a lovely time, another lovely dinner, and some more lovely gifts. It was great seeing everyone, especially as we've not been able to visit much at all since moving here over two years ago.
We just got back at 9pm and I took that opportunity to photograph all my lovely lootage happy

Here we have a book of 200 cookie recipes, a Hello Kitty underwear set, a Hello Kitty keyring and a magnet from Mum. We also have a Hello Kitty tin, some joss sticks and a joss stick holder from Dawnie. We have a great big Hello Kitty marshmallow pop from Rosie (which I now see is partially obstructed irked and is FAR too cute to be eaten love ) and the rest of that stuff is a whole bunch of Soap & Glory toiletries from Mik - enough to last a very long time indeedie lol I adore Soap & Glory stuff in general, but I can't usually afford it, so this was great. And of course, I love Hello Kitty so freaking much, as you can see people know by now party
So, for me, it was a Christmas filled with my favourite brands and types of thing - Hello Kitty, Soap and Glory, cuteness, sweetness, pampering and practicality. But mostly fun-ness.
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There'll be more on the gift front posted once my birthday arrives, because I'm a pampered git p
Hope you all had a good Yuletide and, if you're into that thing, some cool, heartfelt gifts from wonderful people who know you well, like I did. Thanks!
bigsmile

Three Hundred and Three

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Doesn't really look like it though, does it? I assure you that it is so. I now have 303 different Kinder Surprise toys. And yeah, I've had a lot of duplicates. This took about an hour to arrange, and once I saw that the angle wasn't even, I did have a hissy fit but couldn't be arsed to move them all around again.