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Taking Stock

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I drift into peaceful sleep.

I awake naturally. No abrasive sounds, no tremors as the front door slams, just the sounds of people passing and birds singing.
I look across to my right. He's sleeping. I don't have to worry about waking him up, because I can leave - our lives are no longer led from the confines of one tiny room.

Padding to the bathroom, I notice just how clean it is. I don't have to wait for it to be vacant, nor wonder what disgusting remnants strangers have left behind, because it is mine.
Passing the humming freezer in the hall, I note that it is not in a very convenient space - but far preferable to when it used to click and whirr just a few inches from where I used to rest my head at night.

The light's streaming through the kitchen window. The sink empty of other's dishes, mine sloppily stacked up, I pour some water into the kettle and start making breakfast.
I open the fridge door and smile. Not only does everything in there belong to me, but my food is exactly where I left it. Untouched, unpoked, unstolen. The vegetable drawer is full, as are the shelves. We no longer need to survive on £7 a week, and I am able to eat many fresh things we could not even dream of affording before.

Breakfast in hand, I go into the living room. I'd never had one before. I place my food on my coffee table and turn on the television. Glancing at the bookcase, I take stock of all the media we possess. I pick out a DVD and place it into the DVD player to watch something while I wake.
I look around at the chairs, the computer, the pretty mugs left from last night's supper, and smile once more. The days of selling our possessions for luxuries like.. Well, cake, are over.

I feel a little more awake, so I return to the kitchen to do the dishes. Nobody disturbs me. Nobody tuts or makes irritated noises, because it's my kitchen.
Duties of the morning fulfilled, I return to the bedroom and wake him. Coffee made, cereal laid out, I tell him his food's waiting on the coffee table by his chair, rather than try to scrape some food together as we eat on the bed. Crumbs go on plates and on the floor now, not all over the bed.
The letterbox rattles - that's fine. No more mad dashes to get my post before it's stolen. It can sit there a while.

I return to the bedroom and open our large wardrobe to select some clothes for the day. I have more than one top for each day of the week now, so it takes a little longer to choose.
Later, I decide what we'll have for lunch and we prepare the food with time and care. The chicken may roast without an eye having to be on it constantly, and when it's cooked we can leave what's left covered over to cool - we don't have to strip the carcass and hide the leftovers before we eat.

Later in the afternoon, I decide to bake. Something else previously impossible, I lovingly create delicious treats by my own hand, a grin on my face.
A little after that, I curl up on the sofa under a warm blanket. Perhaps I play a game, do a puzzle or go online. It's my choice, and it's my place.
I take a long, hot shower in a clean tub. Nobody's waiting impatiently for me to finish, nor do I have to make a mad dash through a strange hall to my room so that people don't see me - the curtains in the lounge room are closed and so I stroll, naked, to find my favourite coconut moisturiser to keep my skin soft.

We curl up together and watch a movie. Nobody knocks on the door of the room, nobody disturbs us at all. We get to watch an entire film without interruption.
A little later, we retire to the bedroom - though not to sleep. Things are far more apt now that we don't share three walls with three other households.
My day done, I relax with a hot chocolate or green tea and read or watch a little more comedy.
I brush my teeth, say goodnight and leave to read a little in bed before I sleep. We don't disturb each other - there is no longer television in the bedroom - so I proceed to say my prayers, and read a little of my current novel while he plays a game in the next room.

I drift into peaceful sleep.

Fictional Character Of The MonthMoi, Flaky?

Comments

garlingmatthews 8. November 2009, 20:06

Heaven, isn't it? :smile:

Spaggyj 8. November 2009, 20:07

Oh, it really is :happy:

clean 8. November 2009, 20:10

It's good to take stock and see how far you've come! :smile: :up: :heart:

Zaphira 8. November 2009, 20:30

*happy sigh*

It's just a fantastic change that happened! I'm so happy for you both! :heart:

clean 8. November 2009, 20:46

Mik, particularly. He gets to sleep a lot and have food brought to him! :eyes: :wink:

Stomyr 8. November 2009, 20:47

:happy: :smile:

Spaggyj 8. November 2009, 20:54

David - it is indeed. :happy: .

Kitty - thank you so much :heart: . Without the hard times before though, things would not be so strong or happy now :D .

David again - I just noticed I made it seem like he sleeps for ages :lol: I've adjusted the wording now so that it's a little more clear p: .

Stomyr - :D

gdare 8. November 2009, 21:04

Nice and peaceful day. I am glad for both of you :smile:

Dacotah 8. November 2009, 21:57

I guess it's hard for us to imagine what it was like for you before since we didn't have to share a place with others.
Me, it is kinda like when I lived in a dorm setting in Job Corps I guess.

Happy you two have your own place now.

:heart: Miss you.

clean 8. November 2009, 21:58

:lol: You didn't have to adjust anything. I was just being silly. Although now he's awake and playing games while you're sleeping (recharging your energy to feed him again, I suppose). :wink:

theoddbod 9. November 2009, 00:20

Just a story, eh? :D

KYren 9. November 2009, 03:06

:heart:

rose-marie 9. November 2009, 08:53

Ah, what a nice story :yes:
Even though "Without the hard times before though, things would not be so strong or happy now" - there certainly is a person or two you could have done without... :wink:
It sure puts a smile to my face! :heart:

Cois 9. November 2009, 10:17

Bliss it must be. :happy: and to reflect on things past makes it all the more worthwhile..

Furie 9. November 2009, 11:13

So I'm Jabba the Hutt eh? Nala solo wookie nipple pinchie. :rolleyes: Hey, you stole my style of post. :irked: I'm suing you on Judge Judy once I've pulled out my front teeth and shaved my hair into a mullet.

Kitty, back away from that photo editor and Star Wars stuff! :mad:

Spaggyj 9. November 2009, 12:15

Dark - thank you :D .

Carol - it was not all bad. We had some wonderful times together and all we have been through has made our relationship so very strong :up: . I imagine a dorm is similar to bedsit places, yes. And thank you :D .

David - I thought I had made it clear that I was sleeping alone, but when you mentioned it I saw I'd done nothing of the sort :o: :lol: .

Mart - nopes p: two tags :D .

Kiran - :smile: .

Rosie - yes, but it was all worthwhile. Every bad moment was worth it all the way. And thank you :heart: .

Clint - my sentiments exactly :happy: .

Mik - I wrote it this way for you because I know you like the style. Love you Jabba.

Dacotah 9. November 2009, 12:19

You are welcome.

Furie 9. November 2009, 12:33

I'm still suing and I'll take everything you've got. :mad::love::mad:

garlingmatthews 9. November 2009, 19:06

Written like that since secondary school I have. Ridiculous when read aloud in straight voice by teacher it is. Stop me that hasn't.

Spaggyj 9. November 2009, 19:08

Yoda :eek:

Zaphira 9. November 2009, 20:15

Originally posted by Furie:

Kitty, back away from that photo editor and Star Wars stuff! :mad:


But I like my Photoshop! awww

Stomyr 9. November 2009, 21:04

I'm just glad you have a good time :smile: :happy:

Minenow 19. November 2009, 02:07

:smile:

Spaggyj 19. November 2009, 10:52

Oh dear lord. Who taught you to just use that awful smiley as a comment? That gets you ignored here p:

Furie 19. November 2009, 13:44

Or beaten with a stick. :up:

Stomyr 19. November 2009, 15:39

Which one? :D

Furie 19. November 2009, 16:47

That big wooden one over there.

Stomyr 19. November 2009, 18:02

:confused: :lol:

Cois 20. November 2009, 19:08

Serial killers unite! :smile:

Minenow 21. November 2009, 00:19

:love:

Your new place and your new life sounds.... just perfect, Kimmie.. I'm so happy for you both.

:happy:

Spaggyj 21. November 2009, 11:45

Well, I wouldn't say it was perfect... But we're very happy here. We've bloody earned it too :faint:

Minenow 21. November 2009, 15:13

Sounds as if you really have...

Do you enjoy the neighborhood and surrouding area also?

P: Perhaps you haven't wanted to venture out too much yet, not that anyone could blame you if so... :o:

Spaggyj 21. November 2009, 15:17

We've been here a year and a half. Back in my hometown after over 6 years.. Neighbourhood's really busy. Hospital, pubs, uni, all within 2 minutes, but actually we've had no trouble here at all :happy: . We're right in the city too, so there's lots to do. It's also my first time living in an actual flat since I left home, rather than a tiny room :up:

clean 21. November 2009, 20:29

Stay!

Good Kimmie. :wink:

Spaggyj 21. November 2009, 21:14

Woof? p:

Cois 22. November 2009, 21:18

:rolleyes:

qlue 25. November 2009, 11:06

:smile:

qlue 25. November 2009, 11:07

Sorry.... I just couldn't resist teasing ya a bit! :devil:.

Spaggyj 25. November 2009, 11:31

*slap*

gdare 25. November 2009, 14:52

:lol:

KYren 25. November 2009, 15:33

Girls and their affectations.

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