Taking Stock
Sunday, 8. November 2009, 19:54:47
I drift into peaceful sleep.
I awake naturally. No abrasive sounds, no tremors as the front door slams, just the sounds of people passing and birds singing.
I look across to my right. He's sleeping. I don't have to worry about waking him up, because I can leave - our lives are no longer led from the confines of one tiny room.
Padding to the bathroom, I notice just how clean it is. I don't have to wait for it to be vacant, nor wonder what disgusting remnants strangers have left behind, because it is mine.
Passing the humming freezer in the hall, I note that it is not in a very convenient space - but far preferable to when it used to click and whirr just a few inches from where I used to rest my head at night.
The light's streaming through the kitchen window. The sink empty of other's dishes, mine sloppily stacked up, I pour some water into the kettle and start making breakfast.
I open the fridge door and smile. Not only does everything in there belong to me, but my food is exactly where I left it. Untouched, unpoked, unstolen. The vegetable drawer is full, as are the shelves. We no longer need to survive on £7 a week, and I am able to eat many fresh things we could not even dream of affording before.
Breakfast in hand, I go into the living room. I'd never had one before. I place my food on my coffee table and turn on the television. Glancing at the bookcase, I take stock of all the media we possess. I pick out a DVD and place it into the DVD player to watch something while I wake.
I look around at the chairs, the computer, the pretty mugs left from last night's supper, and smile once more. The days of selling our possessions for luxuries like.. Well, cake, are over.
I feel a little more awake, so I return to the kitchen to do the dishes. Nobody disturbs me. Nobody tuts or makes irritated noises, because it's my kitchen.
Duties of the morning fulfilled, I return to the bedroom and wake him. Coffee made, cereal laid out, I tell him his food's waiting on the coffee table by his chair, rather than try to scrape some food together as we eat on the bed. Crumbs go on plates and on the floor now, not all over the bed.
The letterbox rattles - that's fine. No more mad dashes to get my post before it's stolen. It can sit there a while.
I return to the bedroom and open our large wardrobe to select some clothes for the day. I have more than one top for each day of the week now, so it takes a little longer to choose.
Later, I decide what we'll have for lunch and we prepare the food with time and care. The chicken may roast without an eye having to be on it constantly, and when it's cooked we can leave what's left covered over to cool - we don't have to strip the carcass and hide the leftovers before we eat.
Later in the afternoon, I decide to bake. Something else previously impossible, I lovingly create delicious treats by my own hand, a grin on my face.
A little after that, I curl up on the sofa under a warm blanket. Perhaps I play a game, do a puzzle or go online. It's my choice, and it's my place.
I take a long, hot shower in a clean tub. Nobody's waiting impatiently for me to finish, nor do I have to make a mad dash through a strange hall to my room so that people don't see me - the curtains in the lounge room are closed and so I stroll, naked, to find my favourite coconut moisturiser to keep my skin soft.
We curl up together and watch a movie. Nobody knocks on the door of the room, nobody disturbs us at all. We get to watch an entire film without interruption.
A little later, we retire to the bedroom - though not to sleep. Things are far more apt now that we don't share three walls with three other households.
My day done, I relax with a hot chocolate or green tea and read or watch a little more comedy.
I brush my teeth, say goodnight and leave to read a little in bed before I sleep. We don't disturb each other - there is no longer television in the bedroom - so I proceed to say my prayers, and read a little of my current novel while he plays a game in the next room.
I drift into peaceful sleep.
I awake naturally. No abrasive sounds, no tremors as the front door slams, just the sounds of people passing and birds singing.
I look across to my right. He's sleeping. I don't have to worry about waking him up, because I can leave - our lives are no longer led from the confines of one tiny room.
Padding to the bathroom, I notice just how clean it is. I don't have to wait for it to be vacant, nor wonder what disgusting remnants strangers have left behind, because it is mine.
Passing the humming freezer in the hall, I note that it is not in a very convenient space - but far preferable to when it used to click and whirr just a few inches from where I used to rest my head at night.
The light's streaming through the kitchen window. The sink empty of other's dishes, mine sloppily stacked up, I pour some water into the kettle and start making breakfast.
I open the fridge door and smile. Not only does everything in there belong to me, but my food is exactly where I left it. Untouched, unpoked, unstolen. The vegetable drawer is full, as are the shelves. We no longer need to survive on £7 a week, and I am able to eat many fresh things we could not even dream of affording before.
Breakfast in hand, I go into the living room. I'd never had one before. I place my food on my coffee table and turn on the television. Glancing at the bookcase, I take stock of all the media we possess. I pick out a DVD and place it into the DVD player to watch something while I wake.
I look around at the chairs, the computer, the pretty mugs left from last night's supper, and smile once more. The days of selling our possessions for luxuries like.. Well, cake, are over.
I feel a little more awake, so I return to the kitchen to do the dishes. Nobody disturbs me. Nobody tuts or makes irritated noises, because it's my kitchen.
Duties of the morning fulfilled, I return to the bedroom and wake him. Coffee made, cereal laid out, I tell him his food's waiting on the coffee table by his chair, rather than try to scrape some food together as we eat on the bed. Crumbs go on plates and on the floor now, not all over the bed.
The letterbox rattles - that's fine. No more mad dashes to get my post before it's stolen. It can sit there a while.
I return to the bedroom and open our large wardrobe to select some clothes for the day. I have more than one top for each day of the week now, so it takes a little longer to choose.
Later, I decide what we'll have for lunch and we prepare the food with time and care. The chicken may roast without an eye having to be on it constantly, and when it's cooked we can leave what's left covered over to cool - we don't have to strip the carcass and hide the leftovers before we eat.
Later in the afternoon, I decide to bake. Something else previously impossible, I lovingly create delicious treats by my own hand, a grin on my face.
A little after that, I curl up on the sofa under a warm blanket. Perhaps I play a game, do a puzzle or go online. It's my choice, and it's my place.
I take a long, hot shower in a clean tub. Nobody's waiting impatiently for me to finish, nor do I have to make a mad dash through a strange hall to my room so that people don't see me - the curtains in the lounge room are closed and so I stroll, naked, to find my favourite coconut moisturiser to keep my skin soft.
We curl up together and watch a movie. Nobody knocks on the door of the room, nobody disturbs us at all. We get to watch an entire film without interruption.
A little later, we retire to the bedroom - though not to sleep. Things are far more apt now that we don't share three walls with three other households.
My day done, I relax with a hot chocolate or green tea and read or watch a little more comedy.
I brush my teeth, say goodnight and leave to read a little in bed before I sleep. We don't disturb each other - there is no longer television in the bedroom - so I proceed to say my prayers, and read a little of my current novel while he plays a game in the next room.
I drift into peaceful sleep.









garlingmatthews # 8. November 2009, 20:06
Spaggyj # 8. November 2009, 20:07
clean # 8. November 2009, 20:10
Zaphira # 8. November 2009, 20:30
It's just a fantastic change that happened! I'm so happy for you both!
clean # 8. November 2009, 20:46
Stomyr # 8. November 2009, 20:47
Spaggyj # 8. November 2009, 20:54
Kitty - thank you so much
David again - I just noticed I made it seem like he sleeps for ages
Stomyr -
gdare # 8. November 2009, 21:04
Dacotah # 8. November 2009, 21:57
Me, it is kinda like when I lived in a dorm setting in Job Corps I guess.
Happy you two have your own place now.
clean # 8. November 2009, 21:58
theoddbod # 9. November 2009, 00:20
KYren # 9. November 2009, 03:06
rose-marie # 9. November 2009, 08:53
Even though "Without the hard times before though, things would not be so strong or happy now" - there certainly is a person or two you could have done without...
It sure puts a smile to my face!
Cois # 9. November 2009, 10:17
Furie # 9. November 2009, 11:13
Kitty, back away from that photo editor and Star Wars stuff!
Spaggyj # 9. November 2009, 12:15
Carol - it was not all bad. We had some wonderful times together and all we have been through has made our relationship so very strong
David - I thought I had made it clear that I was sleeping alone, but when you mentioned it I saw I'd done nothing of the sort
Mart - nopes
Kiran -
Rosie - yes, but it was all worthwhile. Every bad moment was worth it all the way. And thank you
Clint - my sentiments exactly
Mik - I wrote it this way for you because I know you like the style. Love you Jabba.
Dacotah # 9. November 2009, 12:19
Furie # 9. November 2009, 12:33
garlingmatthews # 9. November 2009, 19:06
Spaggyj # 9. November 2009, 19:08
Zaphira # 9. November 2009, 20:15
Originally posted by Furie:
But I like my Photoshop!
Stomyr # 9. November 2009, 21:04
Minenow # 19. November 2009, 02:07
Spaggyj # 19. November 2009, 10:52
Furie # 19. November 2009, 13:44
Stomyr # 19. November 2009, 15:39
Furie # 19. November 2009, 16:47
Stomyr # 19. November 2009, 18:02
Cois # 20. November 2009, 19:08
Minenow # 21. November 2009, 00:19
Your new place and your new life sounds.... just perfect, Kimmie.. I'm so happy for you both.
Spaggyj # 21. November 2009, 11:45
Minenow # 21. November 2009, 15:13
Do you enjoy the neighborhood and surrouding area also?
Spaggyj # 21. November 2009, 15:17
clean # 21. November 2009, 20:29
Good Kimmie.
Spaggyj # 21. November 2009, 21:14
Cois # 22. November 2009, 21:18
qlue # 25. November 2009, 11:06
qlue # 25. November 2009, 11:07
Spaggyj # 25. November 2009, 11:31
gdare # 25. November 2009, 14:52
KYren # 25. November 2009, 15:33