Thoughts about everything

Been away – for a long time… Well actually I was here when I could, commented when I could – and tried to make a post but I couldn’t.
3 weeks…
Weeks fly like days and days fly like minutes.
I’m kinda used to getting up early and getting home at night. And when I have free time I usually keep in touch via random IM clients – or trying to gather my thoughts to write something – but as you see it doesn’t really work.
I think that I’m starting to fully understand my classmates. It is weird though.
Obviously it is impossible to be liked by everyone, but I expected a bit more “collectivism”.
I decided to stay completely out of conflicts, but it is interesting to see and hear how they are “killing each other”.
I have plenty of subjects when the class is divided into groups of 3-5 people – and it is interesting to see how none of them want to do anything. You know – usual stuff – but this time I think I got in a “normal” group – where everybody seems to work – however their language skills are – well a bit more than kitchen language, but I think most of them will fail on the big exam. And not because they don’t study but the simple reason that they are afraid to talk. Afraid to a point that if I wouldn’t know them for 3 weeks I would say they have no clue about English. They do – they are afraid to speak. I know I hate to speak front of like 20-30 people but I don’t break down like they do. So I keep encouraging my group – and I try to make them speak – usually it works but there are days when I wish I wouldn’t have a group.
There are lots of people who are really envy that I know far more than them (Obviously as a last grader even if I wouldn’t speak English a lot I’d still know far more then they) – and it is weird to hear that in different IT classes they think of me as a kind of philosopher and in my English classes they think of me as a nerd or something. Yet I keep surprising everybody with knowledge and the ability to speak about everything they come up. (In both English and Hungarian)
Nobody expected that – LOL.
Anyways half of my classes are far too easy and the other part is really hard.
On my IT classes we have some genius professors who probably know far more than we could learn in a lifetime but have NO skill in teaching. No explanations, totally confusing and unreadable graphs, totally “un-understandable” speech and they say the EXACT same crap when is in their book – which has a language that no one really understands (I’m lucky because I know English and I keep looking up for different terms in English so I kinda understand it)[Probably that’s why some people don’t like me there – because they don’t even know “kitchen-English”]….
So here I am – doing my best so far – and looking forward to everything. I’ll keep posting – when I’ll have enough free-time – but probably will comment more than writing.
Hope that everybody feels well

(PS - Probably I made few - or more mistakes but i have no time to proofread it -sowwy)

Track Of The Day:

Iron Maiden : Where Eagles Dare