This is me procrastinating.
Thursday, 10. January 2008, 01:31:46
Sorry for the delay. It's been an exausting last few days. Much going on. Lots to think about. Lots to do. Not much time to stop and take it all in so it's nice to now just sit and breathe for the first time. I think life is full of times when you just need to stop. Pause the world for a few minutes and breathe. I don't think people do that enough. Much to busy, I suppose. But, I guess people could argue that I am being too laid-back. But what if I was uptight? I wouldn't be me, that's for sure. Uptight was never part of my character. I actually napped today which was nice. I don't usually sleep during the day so dozing off in History class was a sure sign of lack of sleep 
Too many things. Too many thoughts.
I never made new Year's resolutions this year. 
I did do a lot of thinking yesterday. I realized a few things. Funerals will do that, I think. Let's recap, shall we?
SuperGrape's realizations of Life as of January 8th:
1. Life is much shorter than we think it is. Treasure the little things.
2. As long as you have family and friends who love you, you have everything.
3. Don't sweat the small stuff. Tomorrow, they won't matter.
4. Sometimes, it takes a loss to realize a gain.
5. Life is going to hurt. A lot most of the time. But there's always going to be a silver lining. Sometimes, you just have to look for it.
6. The best lessons are learned from unexpected people.
All of this I realized on my own. With the help of a lot of close friends, a few new ones and a wonderful women who was as loved as much as she is going to be missed. 
As in... La mere de mon petit ami est dans l'hopitale pour cette Noel. (For those less French oriented: My boyfriend's mother is in the hospital for this Christmas.) And because of this, he is not at her house. And because of this, he cannot call me because he is grounded at his other house. *sigh* Merry :fricking: Christmas.
(woot)
WIDGETIZE