oh Will!
Tuesday, December 15, 2009 11:28:00 PM
She decided to reveal her secret in a way that would be understood by the heart and not with the brain. But he grimaced and grew angry. How immature and childish, how belittling and patronizing! So he fought back shouting at her to look at him and to stop treating him like a child. He still couldn't see the point - so futile was his life in a world that set seething dogs to get him and fools running after him with sharp knives all because he cut them off from greed and delusion.
How bored he was of life. He just couldn't see how anything could help anymore and though he wanted to hear that Truth might help, or that Freedom would work, what was never offered to him was the willingness to try and go into the ugly quagmire of the mind and feel the difficulties that came with two beings locked in conflict. Beauty's way was mysterious but lacked alot of will.
The will to walk into Truth and see the lies that he told her and others was missing. The will to struggle and fight with shadows locked within Freedom was weak. And the will to expose and uncover the bloodstained sheets within Beauty's cupboard was absent and so Love put on his coat, heaved a sigh and said thanks for nothing.
