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When you find someone special

You never let them go;

When you find that special someone

You have to let the world know



I'm not talking about just anyone

Someone who's a real friend;

A friendship is a beautiful thing

Built off of a bond that can't break or bend




I've found my special someone

I can trust them with my inner most secrets;

I can pour out my heart and soul to them

And I know they'll keep it.




From the first time we met

I knew you were one of a kind;

Share your money, car and home

But I want your heart to be all mine.




When my girlfriend leaves me

And my associates are no longer there;

You'll still be standing beside me

And that's how I know you really care.




Characteristics of a friend are irreplaceable

Honest, trustworthy, loyal and true;

There's a certain glow that you have

I feel comfort just being around you.




Don't tell me what I want to hear

And I know you won't tell me a lie;

Tell me what I need to make me better

Even if it makes me cry.




Be hard on me because you care about me

Be soft only when the times right;

Steer me in the right direction

Be my map and my flashlight.




You're my friend because I'm me

Not because of money, cars or sex;

I might meet someone new everyday

But you stand out above the rest.



I honor our relationship

I cherish our talks;

I'm moved by your knowledge

It's your trail of guidance I walk.




Please promise me you'll never change

Promise me you'll always be my friend

Say you'll never run away

Promise me you'll be with here until the end

Like Night and Day!
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Category: Romance and Relationships


I hate you with a passion but I love you with all my heart

I can't stand the sound of your name but from you I don't want to be apart

I never want to see you again, but I always wonder where you are

I would move to get away from you, but then I'd hope you weren't too far




When I see you I get upset but inside you still make me happy

Then again I might smile at you but really feel crappy

I wish the worst upon you when I'm mad, but hope no harm comes your way

I'd take everything, to leave you with nothing but then give it back the same day.




I say, I hope you go to hell when I know I want you in heaven

Sometimes I treat you like a curse when I know you're a blessin'

At times I wouldn't even want to touch you and it makes me grit my teeth

Then seconds later I want to rub you down from your head to you're feet




I make gestures and comments as if you don't mean shit to me

Then I feel like without you I couldn't breathe

I'm so back and fourth it makes my own head spin

Love is like night and day and it will be like that till then end.

Put yourself in my shoes and walk for a day, Put on my shirt, pants and shoes and live where I stay, try putting your all into someone to get a slap in the face. Three years of loving someone for them to laugh and walk away. You did everything for this person you even stopped your bad deeds. You changed your whole lifestyle for them to find out all they have is greed. You both agreed that if you ever broke up that things wouldn't go the way they did. This person promised to love you no matter what and they would stay that way until they were dead. Imagine being with someone where you guy's life revolved around the other person's family, when everything you did good didn't matter, all they could recall was bad memories. So many times you had to apologize not just to your partner but to everyone with their blood, you couldn't move to the next level because those same people would then throw your name in the mud. You put in extra work and you were the glue that held your relationship together. You were willing to do anything and make it through any kind of weather. Yes you made a mistake and the first time it happened they were out the door before you could turn your head. Not even knowing if it was true but because their family said it was, your relationship was dead. Yeah you got a 2nd chance but things were never ever the same. Everything you did good was forgotten and for every other problem you were to blame. Even with this persons problems you still put up with it and loved them in there faults, you did more than the average person but a knife in the back is what you caught. You guys had a beautiful baby but you can't see him because this person is mad at you, making the child suffer because that person is a selfish fool. After 3 years of building something they can laugh the same day you break up, Imagine walking in your own house to have this person's family there getting drunk.You grab a few things and leave behind everything you had, and when you go to get the rest later this person try's to take it all back. You get accused of things you didn't do only because this person needs a reason to leave, instead of being real about it long before, this person hides behind small things. You've tried working things out but they're as stubborn as they come, pride is more important to this person instead of fighting for what they love. So you leave this person alone to find out there fucking an old friend, weeks after your relationship is over this new person is watching yall's kid. But not just anyone, someone that is fresh out of jail, taking care of your son probably teaching him tricks from hell. You go to see your son and that person tries to get you locked up, they lie in every way they know trying so hard to mess your life up. They take the car you paid for and house you split in half and then they make you lose your job because they needed the last laugh. They pretend to be innocent to everyone around, when all you can remember is when you last seen your son, he cried and fell on the ground! You had to leave him because this person was trying to call the cops, lie after lie they told to get you locked up. Not for hurting anyone, but for going to see your own blood, you realize the "angel" you thought you were with was a lie, a devil in disguise it what they really was. But you keep your head up and you finally realize there's so much better for you, someone that will appreciate what you do for them and will do so much more for you. These are the shoes that I walked in for so long but now my feet are bare, now I'm ready for something different I'm ready for a brand new pair!







This is dedicated to someone, and they know who they are there's only one person that could fill the shoes of that "other person" I couldn't do it myself, i guess im not that triflin.

Words full of Passion, outlast the actual reality of the matter, If words could carry a life through the hard times and not a person, no one would ever hurt or feel pain. No one would ever see a drop of rain. Clouds wouldn't fill the sky to block the day. The sun would shine through and forever like a memory stuck in the back of your mind, Sometimes, emotions run over like a flooded river, drowning what the facts are. We get so blinded by our own feelings at the moment we forget to look at the big picture, step back mister! Step back and disregard your emotions, Take one more sip of that potion, the potion of love that kept you floatin' but nobody but that one you loved could glide with your motion, No one else could feel the way you coasted. But now their gone and you wear your heart on your chest, the only problem is you forgot to put it under your bullet proof vest, which you wear so well… you say your heart is guarded but it's so hard to tell, when I can see through every tear you reveal. Every tear you expose to the world is just one more bullet of ammo the world has to shoot back at you, and your not hard to miss, I mean you wear your heart on top of your bullet proof vest, so what's the point! What's the point of having protection when, when the protection only protects an empty vessel that's so full of hurt that there's no room for love, not even room for your own heart, which is why you wear it on the outside! Vulnerable to anything and anyone. You keep your guards up but how much can that do when your so quick to put them down…. Your so quick to hand your heart to the next one the comes around, you don't want it anymore, you say your tired of having it broken and stepped on! Your tired of going up and down , It makes you sick, sick your stomach, so much pain you just can't take it anymore. So you let him…..her take care of it ,but somehow they always seem to fumble, drop it and let break. And you're left alone picking up the pieces of yourself, by yourself because you trusted that one that you thought was perfect! First you must love yourself before you can let anyone love you. You're trying to find someone else to do your job and it never gets done right! You must understand these things don't come easy and don't expect to win without a fight! Just remember Words full of passion, outlast the actual reality of the matter, if words could carry a life through the hard times and not a person, no one would feel hurt or pain but that's impossible keep your head up and protect your heart because no one will ever love you better than yourself! Keep your guards up!