Time goes fast, its New Year again. People always feel excited waiting for new things in the coming years. So do I … behind the happiness, I’m worry for the challenges and responsibilities when its time for me to grow up.

25 years old, I’m not very old but not too young to worry about the future. It’s time to think about future plans, career and a family. I got a good job but I can’t just satisfy for that. I have to get something for my own.

25 years, I don’t have to worry about anything. Just study, go to work in the morning and back home at 6 pm everyday. Life is not that easy. I don’t want to continue living like that. Must do a step to move forward!
1. Get married and be a housewife as every normal girls and live a simple life for the rest of my life
2. Start a business; study a new language to improve my knowledge. Enjoy single life and spend more time with my family.

I preferred the 2nd solution but I couldn’t be selfish like that. Finally, someone came into my life, made me believe in love again and he wanted to start a family with me. I feel happy in love. I feel scared too.

Recall the past, happiness always run away every time I touch it. When I love someone and wanted to think about a small family with our babies, something just happened and we broke up. I know what should happen, must happen. I understand it’s a life should be but I’m not a strong girl to get over it again and again…

What I will become in the next few years? Will I be happy? Will I be successful?
What will be, will be…
Hope the year 2011 will be a better year to me. A new life and a new Me…