Most wanted: My frog!!!
Saturday, 3. May 2008, 13:28:22
I’ve read about the love story through Blog in an electronic newspaper. Such a wonderful love story which the happy ending. If every cyber-love ends like that then you will never see someone stay awake at night waiting for an ID icon light up…
I’ve been experienced for a cyber-love. The first one was 4 years in internet and 6 months in real life. We expected a future with kids and a house with a garden… But after 6 months together, we realized we are not belongs to each others… Break up is the unavoidable ending.
Second was with someone far away, I love him but I know he will never be mine. Loving someone far away is painful, but knowing he will never be mine breaks my heart. Because of religion, parents and no courage… he give up me. He loves me, I believed that. But something of religion that will always separate us … I feel tired. Want to give up everything and back to the life without-internet. But I miss him and I come back. Sometimes I can’t find reason for every trouble I get and even can’t explain how silly it is… Sometimes I smile, not for happiness but hopeless, just to hide tears fall down… Silly me...
I’m not a special girl with a model figure or an angel face … But there are many guys follow me just because of a bright smile. In real life and in cyber world, it confused me so much …. because I can’t believe in anyone’s words in a shifty world. I was telling myself not to believe anyone easily and get hurt like before … but girl’s heart is the most fragile thing in the world and mine too … sigh…
I don’t mean that there is no good men but wonder how I can realize them among many liar men. Every princess has to kiss frog before find the real prince for her. I don’t expect a prince… if it was a right man in my life, I will love a frog too … Never expect a perfect one, just expect the one who love me for real … It seemed not easily to reach the happiness even if you have found the true love… Wonder, when will I meet my frog?
Life is not a fairy tale but I still want to have a happy lasting forever as the princess and the prince. Just wonder, will I get it?
Sometimes, I think that giving a chance to someone is open a door for me too. I just want to accept someone’s love and close my eyes and love him. Just try… is it a blind love? I don’t know. But at the last, I couldn’t do it. I can’t hurt someone just because I wanna try … they are human not a white mouse, they have feeling, heart and tears… If I feel hurt then don’t they? Don’t be selfish Tearx!!!
Sometimes thinking about single life and I will get a test-tube baby for the rest of my life. Someone say it’s crazy. Yes, it is. But I just think about it… maybe u wonder why a young girl as me feel hopeless in love like that. Well, break up for several times, lost faith and you will understand how I feel.
Every girl hope to have a husband and happy family and so do I.
Anyway, I still keep little faith in heart, little love to hope that I will meet my frog.
Praying …
Where have you been in this world, my lovely little frog?
Love doesn’t come easily to the one who deserve to be loved …
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I also experienced for cyber-love, i think it not true event you meet each other in real life, then you will recognize that all thing like in dream, but not at all, some scarce cases have got happiness. On internet,people often chat with sweet words thus you feel happy. ya!, you like it, but just for a short period time, I think.
By KenyLieou, # 3. May 2008, 15:14:44
By sphuyal, # 3. May 2008, 18:20:37
now it feels like we are puzzle pieces, made for each other, to fit together.
By cheezyridr, # 4. May 2008, 21:10:50
Thanks for giving me a hope that true Love still exist and I hope one day I will meet someone like yours.
By Tearx, # 4. May 2008, 23:42:14
By cheezyridr, # 5. May 2008, 02:08:52
By Tearx, # 5. May 2008, 14:58:16
Too bad... I'm not green. No frog. And besides I heard that frogs fear flying knives.
By Schalandra, # 6. May 2008, 10:11:18
By Tearx, # 6. May 2008, 14:42:55
By Schalandra, # 6. May 2008, 15:21:36
By Tearx, # 6. May 2008, 15:47:03
By KenyLieou, # 7. May 2008, 01:28:45
By Tearx, # 7. May 2008, 01:50:36
Best wish for you ^^
By KenyLieou, # 7. May 2008, 08:19:14