Addicts
Monday, 18. February 2008, 00:01:15
Drugs, pills, nicotine, alcohol, sex, company, people, parties, music, food, sports, fantasy, love, attention, life. Deny it all you want - you're an addict. It's not the question of whether you are or not, the question is at which level. Whether the amount and/or nature of your adictions still fits in the socially acceptable threshold or not.
I know for myself that I have failed. I crave, I seek and I find, use and abuse at least half of the matter listed in the above passage. I might be fitting nicely into the social maximums of emotional stimulants, at least for most of the people. Not for some, but I can't please everyone now, can I?
You woudn't believe me here initially, but just think about how much I've said about music in my limited amounts of posts. I'm a music junkee, I seek to find power for emotions within music and I'm doing pretty good at that. There's music all around me for most of the time and it's not hard to find anything you're looking for in my collection. I'm just telling you how easy it is to understand how hooked up you are, how dependent on external stimuli. And how you'd have severe withdraws from some, if you think about it. Don't exactly expect me to fill you in on the rest though, some things I keep for myself.
Giving an excuse to a junkee is stupid because of that. Because everyone of us is, just in a slightly different way. One that's deemed acceptable, because there's certain processes and emotions that don't function on their own. They're always based on the perception we have of the surrounding environment, whether physical or mental, on the effect it has on us, on purely low-level phisiological level. It's not much different. Whether triggered by a touch, a sound or a pill, the mental end-result is often the same. We're all looking for the same product here, it's just the packaging that's different.
Give me MORE !!!
I know for myself that I have failed. I crave, I seek and I find, use and abuse at least half of the matter listed in the above passage. I might be fitting nicely into the social maximums of emotional stimulants, at least for most of the people. Not for some, but I can't please everyone now, can I?
You woudn't believe me here initially, but just think about how much I've said about music in my limited amounts of posts. I'm a music junkee, I seek to find power for emotions within music and I'm doing pretty good at that. There's music all around me for most of the time and it's not hard to find anything you're looking for in my collection. I'm just telling you how easy it is to understand how hooked up you are, how dependent on external stimuli. And how you'd have severe withdraws from some, if you think about it. Don't exactly expect me to fill you in on the rest though, some things I keep for myself.
Giving an excuse to a junkee is stupid because of that. Because everyone of us is, just in a slightly different way. One that's deemed acceptable, because there's certain processes and emotions that don't function on their own. They're always based on the perception we have of the surrounding environment, whether physical or mental, on the effect it has on us, on purely low-level phisiological level. It's not much different. Whether triggered by a touch, a sound or a pill, the mental end-result is often the same. We're all looking for the same product here, it's just the packaging that's different.
Give me MORE !!!
Your memory's gone and so is your life, Mota boy
But losing out just never felt so right
Your enemy's you and so is your life, Mota boy
But losing out might feel okay all night
WIDGETIZE
Jensen36 # 16. August 2008, 22:27
Mvh Jensen