Ranting in the dark

Never say never.

Fuck this shit. I solemnly vow:

To never brood again. To have life as it is. To have defeat as a fucking digestive, bitter but yet refreshing. Clearing your mind and bringing you down to earth. Flying high is a tough drop, is it not?

To never be gloomy again, for I am not an emo freak.

To never have to suck it up again, for I am not one that ignores reality.

To enjoy, lo live, to shape a reality of my own. To control, twist, enlighten, support, degrade, help, screw over, embezzle, to model the world of my liking. To cancel, crush, force, ask, demand, gain and stabilize - my life. Out of it, out of the crowd around, out of the masses. Out of the weak and out of the strong alike.

They keep telling me war is the answer
It's a disease of the spirit
It's more than just cancer
It runs through the blood deeply
These cowards are sneaky
They try 'n keep me quiet from starting a riot
I try to be silent
The solution is violence
Couldn't see it any other way
Bust a shot, one time for my run-away

Going in the real, old, deep jungle. /away

Never!