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Back to the Jungle

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Yes, we are going back to the jungle, head-first and at high speed. And it's the right type of Jungle - Jungle as in music, as in D&B not as in forests, heat and tropical disease.

It's a disease of the mind, it's raw and dynamic, it's uplifting and devastating, it is the mood of power. And it's back, from the good old days. It's not like it ever really went away, it just kind of went on a more urban underground scene. And along with the powerful British Jungle beats came along a few new strong moods from the East - Ukraine, Serbia, Bulgaria and Macedonia. And along with bassdrive.com my playlist started having hmsu.org, at first, and recently eilo.org's new D&B channel.

And I realized I shouldn't be missing out on things so bad, although I never stopped showing up at good D&B events, not in Thessaloniki, not in Oslo, not in Sofia. There's always someone to drag me there. And drag me they did - to a true legend - Rony Size in the Hristo Botev hall, Sofia. It was a month ago but I still remember how we barely walked out of there that night. Easily 1500-2000 people, maybe more, maybe less and at the end we were almost begging to stop. The mood in that place is great, I love the stage in my home country. I've been at awesome places, great parties, amazing people, but nothing can beat the amassed mood of a Bulgarian crowd, ready for a party. That and the amazing Rony Size and Dynamite MC. Yes, wellcome to Sofia.

And you can't stop, and you can't stop, and you can't stop.

Jungle is massive! Hahahaha :ko:

/me is teasing his eardrums with the wicked sounds of the crazy Noisia

A mind immersed in a digital world

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There are just a few *very* good games ever made. It's not the most popular ones, not the most visually impressive ones, not the most technically advanced ones. For me the games that are truly good are the ones that manage to capture your mind and lock it in a word where it really wants to exist. A digital fantasy - abstraction, imaginative. Not a representation of the real world. A game is a combination of arts and crafts that manages to acheive what a single one cannot - sink you into a world powered and fed by your imagination. Your imagination, not that of others, because without your desire there, no external effort would help.

The *very* good games out there combine artistic creativity with brilliant technical execution to create your virtual reality that sinks you into your addiction to this virtual world. No matter what the genre of the game is, without your imagination engaging you deeply within this fantastic universe, it just won't work. The ones that manage to achieve this combine the power of all senses to provide you with that experience.

Deep, detailed environments, moody music, elements planned and layed out carefully. Engaging, captivating and intriguing stories, charming characters, ruthless villains and amounts of content that will etch in your brain for a long time. Very rarely a game has achieved splendour without a good mix of all of these, creating an environment that lets you submerge your mind in.

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"Norwegian stiffness" or what?

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It's a funny term that a colleague of mine told me. He was reffering to an advertisement, although I've no idea if it's just a joke in the ad or something else. It doesn't really matter.

What fascinates me is the irony behind the ad. In the last one month I've been to 2 (two) great concerts, all in the same place - one of the biggest concert halls around. First one was Korn, second one was tonight - Queens Of The Stone Age. Really really good ones, with the second one being slightly better. At least in the way people behaved.

And they behaved very, very, excruciatingly depressing. I mean - they were great concerts, great bands, we had lots of fun, I could squeeze a pound of water out of my clothes after the one tonight.

But man - I've never felt more like in a dead forest. There were just logs around me - motionless, without expression, passion, enthusiasm. Fuck, without a sign they're alive. For the love of the god, people - move, make a sound, do something. It's a fucking rock concert, not classical music. Lord, are you stiff indeed. I forgive only the ones that were nicely stoned and having lots of fun in a different way.

That doesn't really bother me though. Do whatever the hell you want. I don't care. Maybe you like it that way. Not my problem anyway. But Jesus are some of you uptight bastards. A few of us that were having fun sometimes got looks like they got the plague or some shit. Fuck you uptight motherfucker - if you don't like it - move to the back of the line, little whiny bitch. I'm here to have fun, not provide for you - depressing emo.

Man, am I pissed. That's just getting me started, I'm not even close to getting to describe the full extent of my annoyance.

But screw that - I'd rather say that both gigs were awesome. I didn't write anything about Korn, but that was the third time I see them - they'll forgive me. Enough to say that I've seen them in a small hall in Thessaloniki, with their greatest fans ever - a total of 400, maybe 500 people. And on the most exhausting experience in my life - on Norwegian wood. I've no clue how I lasted through the whole thing there. How it could be so different than the one in Spectrum... I refuse to understand - don't even try to explain. And Queens Of The Stone Age, simply owned the place. They were amazing, all the good stuff, really dynamic and at the end simply wiped my mind. Brilliant. They were SO bloody good in the end, they got all the crowd moving, screaming, jumping - at long last.

I love Oslo. I love the people I meet, the places I go to. The bands I see - Norwegian and foreign alike, the DJs that play in the clubs. Everyone I've met and I've hang out with - we've had amazing fun. Everyone I know.

As for everyone I just offended - well .. I don't care. I'm happy I managed to get some emotion out.

Now .. Time for a proper, smuggled drink :smile:

Addicts

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Drugs, pills, nicotine, alcohol, sex, company, people, parties, music, food, sports, fantasy, love, attention, life. Deny it all you want - you're an addict. It's not the question of whether you are or not, the question is at which level. Whether the amount and/or nature of your adictions still fits in the socially acceptable threshold or not.

I know for myself that I have failed. I crave, I seek and I find, use and abuse at least half of the matter listed in the above passage. I might be fitting nicely into the social maximums of emotional stimulants, at least for most of the people. Not for some, but I can't please everyone now, can I?

You woudn't believe me here initially, but just think about how much I've said about music in my limited amounts of posts. I'm a music junkee, I seek to find power for emotions within music and I'm doing pretty good at that. There's music all around me for most of the time and it's not hard to find anything you're looking for in my collection. I'm just telling you how easy it is to understand how hooked up you are, how dependent on external stimuli. And how you'd have severe withdraws from some, if you think about it. Don't exactly expect me to fill you in on the rest though, some things I keep for myself.

Giving an excuse to a junkee is stupid because of that. Because everyone of us is, just in a slightly different way. One that's deemed acceptable, because there's certain processes and emotions that don't function on their own. They're always based on the perception we have of the surrounding environment, whether physical or mental, on the effect it has on us, on purely low-level phisiological level. It's not much different. Whether triggered by a touch, a sound or a pill, the mental end-result is often the same. We're all looking for the same product here, it's just the packaging that's different.

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Your memory's gone and so is your life, Mota boy
But losing out just never felt so right

Your enemy's you and so is your life, Mota boy
But losing out might feel okay all night