Posts tagged with "thoughts"
Saturday, 5. July 2008, 01:19:25
thoughts, annoyance, emotion
Never say never.
Fuck this shit. I solemnly vow:
To never brood again. To have life as it is. To have defeat as a fucking digestive, bitter but yet refreshing. Clearing your mind and bringing you down to earth. Flying high is a tough drop, is it not?
To never be gloomy again, for I am not an emo freak.
To never have to suck it up again, for I am not one that ignores reality.
To enjoy, lo live, to shape a reality of my own. To control, twist, enlighten, support, degrade, help, screw over, embezzle, to model the world of my liking. To cancel, crush, force, ask, demand, gain and stabilize - my life. Out of it, out of the crowd around, out of the masses. Out of the weak and out of the strong alike.
They keep telling me war is the answer
It's a disease of the spirit
It's more than just cancer
It runs through the blood deeply
These cowards are sneaky
They try 'n keep me quiet from starting a riot
I try to be silent
The solution is violence
Couldn't see it any other way
Bust a shot, one time for my run-away
Going in the real, old, deep jungle. /away
Never!
Thursday, 3. July 2008, 00:28:45
thoughts, happyness, emotion
Live for the day. That day you always wanted. That day that rocks your world, that day that the smile never goes down from your face.
Go out. Out with the people you have as friends, the good ones, the ones you care about.
To smile, to have fun. To see the better side of life and live for it, while it's there. To have the joy, the freedom, the exitement. To have the chemistry (your own, you junkies) rushing through you, have the body and the mind take you to the place you want to be.
To listen, to enjoy. The music, the one that makes you go wild, the one that uplifts you. The one that resonates within you and drives that hidden engine of entertainment. The one that makes you live.
To live, to roam, to see, to be the city that you live in. The one full with all those strange people. The one full with all those cool people. The one where you can go out any day and know where you'd be at home. The one that fills up your current "home".
To meet, to love, to enjoy the people around you. To feel and enjoy the crazy diversity around, without spite, without bitter sarcasm. To have fun.
To laugh, and be laughed at. To smile and create smiles. To see humour appreciated and to be able to appreciate humor. To live a life of joy.
To know - all that, and to see what you have, in spite of it being temporary, a passing moment, a year, a day, even a second. And to love it till the end.
To go home in the middle of the night, while it's light outside. To see the sun rising slowly at 3AM and to smile and enjoy.
To listen to the best of music all night and still be able to enjoy even more, while at home. To know what you're looking for and to have it power you up. (Right now that's Miika Kuisma, with Intelligent Design, again, in the middle of the night, and - oh man - is he right at the spot as always).
To see and to believe. To live and to forget. To sieze and to let go.
To be what you want to be. To know what you want to know. To control everything that deserves to be controlled but at the same time go with the flow.
To have life, as it should be.
How awesome is it?
Tuesday, 1. July 2008, 15:01:19
evil, thoughts
So, like stated in some famous and infamous sources, one could sell his soul to the devil to get all the earthly pleasures he wants and then spend the eternity under the agonizing tortures of hell.
And it makes you think it'd be a pretty sweet deal, of course, given that pretty much anyone's soul nowadays is condemned to the said tortures. Interesting. Then one would think - how do I strike that sweet deal? And the problem is that you can't. Because it would, obviously, be a very bad business model for the prince of lies - to go around buying his own property over and over. Of course - noone realizes their worthless souls won't gain them a thing in the lifetime. What you need to be looking for is salvation, repentence. Credit to your soul that would be traded for the desired effect. You've got to have that tempting, pure soul to offer - you've got to have a place to start.
So kids - you need to be good, even in order to condemn your souls to eternal punishment. Isn't that some food for thought

Be nice!
Monday, 5. May 2008, 21:17:43
thoughts, Games, addiction, read more post
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There are just a few *very* good games ever made. It's not the most popular ones, not the most visually impressive ones, not the most technically advanced ones. For me the games that are truly good are the ones that manage to capture your mind and lock it in a word where it really wants to exist. A digital fantasy - abstraction, imaginative. Not a representation of the real world. A game is a combination of arts and crafts that manages to acheive what a single one cannot - sink you into a world powered and fed by your imagination. Your imagination, not that of others, because without your desire there, no external effort would help.
The *very* good games out there combine artistic creativity with brilliant technical execution to create your virtual reality that sinks you into your addiction to this virtual world. No matter what the genre of the game is, without your imagination engaging you deeply within this fantastic universe, it just won't work. The ones that manage to achieve this combine the power of all senses to provide you with that experience.
Deep, detailed environments, moody music, elements planned and layed out carefully. Engaging, captivating and intriguing stories, charming characters, ruthless villains and amounts of content that will etch in your brain for a long time. Very rarely a game has achieved splendour without a good mix of all of these, creating an environment that lets you submerge your mind in.
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Sunday, 9. March 2008, 22:11:19
life, music, thoughts
Something lost and never seen.
How many time have I felt that disease?
Nothing in my life is free.
Feeling like a freak on a leash.
Feeling like I have no release.
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Where is the way out of this?
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