Saturday, May 20, 2006 2:52:02 AM
Picture it. All of the people you have gotten to know in your life. People you lov, loved, hate, hated, feared, fear. All of them. You are all trapped on an island are are being forced to kill each other until only one person is left. your given weapons, and food and water. But the rest is up to you. The people who set you up to this think it is just a game. Would you play? Who would you ally yourself with? Who would you avoid? Who would be your prey?
I would play the game, but not for myself. I wouldn't want to "win." Are there "winners?" You would see yourself surpass the lives of those you know, turn into broken down wrecks from post-traumatic disorder. No, I would only play to make sure that I could control the people from killing eachother. Every time some one is asleep I would take their weapon, if i have resistance, it would be terminated...sadly. But all the people I have met in my life would n=know not to cross me. I don't necessarily have a clear contrast of conscience. And I have a major temper. And I have this whole "no fear" thing going for me right now. Sorry I don't sound as I usually do, or have sounded in the past. I have been having some...uh...things occuring in my life...which continue to occur, but I am snapping out of it...so you'll have Ms. Aphorism of the Day back sooner than you think...
Alex
Tuesday, March 7, 2006 1:03:47 AM
::Aphorism of the Day::
Love is what we build nations upon, the stature of every government is based on passion. This foundation for the world is slowly caving in, and all we (the people)do is sit at watch it fall. We chose to either add to the problem, or watch the world fall. Do you add to the corruption...learn about the consequences, and your attitude of life will change....
Consideration of well being, what do you make of it? I see the world developing into harsher times, every second someone is being deceived, betrayed, cheated, lied to, and killed (emotionally, physically, mentally); and at what costs? Everyone is so corrupted by competition and survival at high accords, that everyone lost the sense of caring consideration. Hospitality is rare...correction true hospitality is rare, many of us are being artificially sincere at this very moment, and this is what is causing a great change in the world....
...RaNtInG and RaViNg...
Why is there people who use igonorance against themselves? They create anger and calamity, and all with their fake smiles, and deceitful speeches of "how [they] will never..."...you know how it goes....
Keeping it Real,
Alex
Thursday, March 2, 2006 11:47:10 PM
::Aphorism of the week (it appears)::
Aspire to be who you are, otherwise you live lies, and slowly kill yourself. Trying, lying, breathing dying...but very slowly. (That's just something I say when I notice posers [those who try to be different from who they are truly])If you think about it, it is nothing but the absolute truth..."trying" to be something you're not, "lying" to yourself and the world being that you have 'become' someone different, "breathing" slow deep breaths trying to change, but however end up "dying" because you lost sight of what you really are, and what you wish to become.
Me,my goals for the time being:
1.)Get a car
2.)Get a new surfboard
3.)Make Varsity Track & Field/ Cross-Country/ Swimming/ Water Polo
4.)BE ME!
Yea, so that's it for now....but would love to hear 4rm you guys!!!!!!
:idea:Sexxy Lexxy:idea:
Tuesday, February 14, 2006 11:41:51 PM
Hope you all have an awesome V-Day!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Sometimes I think that the only reason I do the things I do, is to push my own limits...see how far I can go....but I usually get caught up in the rush of things, I can't tell myself to stop....
Has that ever happened to you people? I am always stuck inside my own opinions or thoughts, I am not closed-minded to others ideas and feelings, but I tell myself to be a certain way...think a certain way, and the sad thing is...I respond to my own statements]I repsond to my own statements But oh well....Have you ever thought "How the heck did I end up like this?" I question myself like that alot, but everytime I do, my fantasy life pops into my head. Do you guys have a certain image of your life that you know is not remotely possible? Anywho.....write back! I am always here.....Love ya!
Leprachaun
Saturday, February 11, 2006 1:44:06 AM
:..:Aphorism of the day:..:
Never let anything separate you from your destiny, your goals or your dreams. Even if the person you're dreaming about is causing the separation. Even if the person becomes your destiny, or your goal. If you let that person take away what you were aiming for, then they take away you, and once you're gone...there's nothing else.
If you ever heard the song "I'm Here Without You" by 3 Doors Down, that's what is going on in my head right now. I am so confused, what actions to takext...you know? I always get lost like this, except when I'm on the track or on the surfboard. When I'm running, I take off so fast, that my problems stay behind, and don't return until I stop running. And when I'm on the surfboard, my troubles go out with the tide, and then I am surrounded by serenity. How did it end up like this? When did I become this? So many questions, not enough time to get out all emotions. Plz, talk with me people, I'm always here!
LEXXY
Thursday, February 9, 2006 12:36:20 AM
Have you ever just sat and wondered why you were the way you were? Why do you let the little things slip by you? Why do you see the little things? Why are you regretful , when you believe that regrets are lessons, and should not be accountable? Living in regret is almost as bad as living in jail...you are trapped within you emotions, the bars of your life, keeping you restrained or letting you free... Would you be behind these bars, or in front? Would in matter, because ethier way they [the bars] are still there...?right? The one that got away...a little thing right?...maybe..? No...! How? Why? When? Huh? CONFUSED! If there is anyone that knows all, pleez contact me, because I need to know about life, and the way of surviving it...lol! I know that sounded emo-ish, but it was not intentional...
....You say you love me but you don't know who I am...
I see standing, watching me as I stare
Into the world of my demise
I see it in your eyes, as you see
the aura of my destiny shines for you
But I have no clue....
~Sorry, I got bordeded, and i just wrote this, and yeah!...(NOODLES!)
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