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New Schedule / Новое расписание

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Well, for the next two weeks I'm beginning a new schedule that a person from a site dedicated to astral projection advised me. When I come home from work, I'll exercise, eat and take a nap. After a nap I get up, do some stuff then go to bed again. Throughout the day I'll do "reality checks" to see if I'm asleep or not.

Some people recommend trying to AP after a nap. The "reality check" is usually recommended for people who want to learn to lucid dream.

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В следующие две недели я по меняю своё расписание на то которое мне посоветовали на сайте по астральной проекции. Когда я прихожу с работы, я делаю физические упражнения, ем и сплю часик. Потом я встаю, делаю дела и иду обратно спать. Днём я время от времени проверяю не сплю-ли я.

Некоторые рекомендуют пытаться выходить в астрал после короткого сна. Проверка "не сплю-ли я" обычно рекомендуется людям которые хотят научиться управлять своими снами.

Astral projection, intensive training

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It's already well over a month since I've started the Medieval Magick class, and thus every day (about an hour a day) training sessions in creative visualization/astral projection. No success yet, but I'm hopeful. Talked to one of the other participants in the class the other day and he said it took him about a year to learn to AP. Since I've only been regularly training for a month or so, it's probably too early to expect results.

Interesting phenomenon happens when I concentrate on being somewhere else and doing something small and quiet like moving my finger back and forward on a surface: I feel a sort of pressure build in my body and a sort of gravitational force pulling me up. Body starts tingling all over. Sounds like progress except for a small nuance: my head and neck (hard to tell w/ the rest of the body in this state), tense up. From what I read, in order to achieve astral projection the body needs to be relaxed. I don't know. Going to continue to keep trying. Sometimes I get frustrated but the magick class teacher told me I'm doing fine and not to worry, so that's sort of comforting.

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Уже больше месяца с тех пор как я начала класс по Средне-Вековой Магии, и каждый день (где-то час в день) я тренируюсь в представлении/астральной проекции. Пока результата нету, но я всё надеюсь. Разговаривала с одноклассником и он сказал что у него заняло где-то год что-бы научится АП. Так как я только месяц тренируюсь, наверно мне ещё рано ждать успеха.

Интересный феномен случается когда я представляю что я в другом месте, делаю что-то маленькое, как вожу пальцем по кокой-то-там поверхности: я чувствую напряжение в моём теле и гравитационную силу которая тянет меня в верх. Тело начинает чувствовать себя странно. Это всё звучит как прогресс, кроме одного нюанса: моя голова и шея (сложно сказать точно), напрягается. Исходя из того что я читала, что-бы выйти в астрал нужно очень сильно расслабится. Я не знаю. Буду стараться. Иногда мне кажется что у меня ни каково прогресса не происходит, но мой учитель по магии говорит что всё в порядке и не нужно беспокоиться. На верное он прав.

Meditating while lying down == bad

Something Creature discovered: meditating while lying down ruins her concentration.

Bookies are here! Yey!

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Creature's New Year present to herself has arived: Initiation into Hermetics and The Practice of Magical Evocation by Franz Bardon and The Apophenion: a chaos magick paradigm, Peter Carroll's latest work. Creature == uber excited! ^_^

In other news, Creature's concentration skills have gone downhills since she stopped practicing a few months ago furious

Sensing spirits update

Recently Creature has been working with a familiar/thoughtform. I am now able to sense his presence as a light pressure (not quite phisical, but like in increase of air pressure) on the skin of my left hand, arm and left side of the face. Sometimes warmth too. There may also be some "emotional" contact. Like when I'm feeling sad and call to him, he makes me feel better.

Other then that, Creature has been neglecting her occult practices. BAD Creature. New Year's resolution: to always devote time to magick exercises and religious practices.

Update

Hey guys! I deleted my previous post because I've decided not to put my daily training schedule here. I don't always come online every day, and when I do, I usually don't have time to post here. I record my training schedules and notes in my physical mjk journal. This means that in order to get it on here, I have to type up a week or so of my physical mjk journal notes. This is very tedious, and, fankly, no one really wants to read that borring stuff. SO! I will only post here any cool new ideas I have or updates on interesting stuff I come across.

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<.< .... >.> .... -_-'

Feb 27 and 27, 2007 layout meanings and testing guidelines

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Ok. The previous test case was to verify the probability of pulling 2 same-color cards in arow randomy out of a full deck(minus the jokers). Now comes a test of the layouts themselves. Following are the pictures of the layout I'm thinking of using for divination and their meanings: key: ▓ - same-color cards ░ - any color cards Yes:
▓ ▓
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Probably yes:
░ ▓   or   ▓ ░
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▓ ░        ░ ▓
Anything else is no. I'm gonna do a hundred layout pulls to make sure the natural frequency these layouts happen is decent. key: 0 = no 1 = yes 2 = probably yes (not using an html table anymore 'cause it screws up the layout)
0 2 2 0 2 0 2 2 0 2
0 2 0 0 2 0 2 2 0 1
2 1 0 1 0 2 0 1 0 0
2 0 0 0 1 0 2 0 0 2
0 0 2 0 2 1 0 1 2 2
0 0 2 0 2 0 0 2 0 0
2 2 2 2 2 0 2 2 1 0
2 0 0 0 0 0 2 0 0 2
0 0 0 0 2 2 0 0 2 0
2 0 0 0 2 0 0 2 2 2
1 - 8 2 - 40 0 - 52 So with this method one has approximately 10% chance to get a solid yes, 40% chance to get a probably yes, and 50% chance to get a no. Not sure if this is extremely effective as far as divination methods go, but I think it'll do for now. Now, just the act of repetedly pulling and laying out cards and registering certain layouts as having certain meanings may have already programmed this method of divination into my subconcious to a certain extent. What will follow in the next ... however many days it takes will be me testing this divination method on this stage of its programming. The testing should proceed as follows:
  • A minimum of 100 test pulls for each result and each question:
    • need to pull until I get 100 yes's, 100 probablys, and 100 nos. Most likely around 1,000 pulls.
    • need to do the above for both the question with 50% accuracy (i.e. "Will I pull 2 same-color cards in a row?") and 20% accuracy (i.e. "Will I pull 3 same-color cards in a row?").
  • After each reading, the divination cards will be stuck each in a different random place in the deck and the deck thurally mixed.
  • Prior to each divination do the following:
    • Get into an altered state of mind, bordering light gnosis.
    • Ask the question and ponder it for a short bit.
    • Gather energy around the deck that is being held in ones hands.
    • Let the question penetrate the energy.

Feb 23, 2007 - Divination programming notes

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Now I'm going to o test cases for the divination programming experiment. Already did one for pulling 3 same-color cards in a row. Result: 19 out of 100. Will do 2 same-color cards in a row now. Should be about 50/50. key: 1=yes. 0=no. Note: scroll to the bottom for the table. For some reason when I view this blog entry, there is a huge amount of whitespace between when the text ends and the table begins. Not sure why.
1 1 0 1 0 0 0 0 0 0
1 0 0 0 0 0 0 1 1 1
1 1 1 0 0 1 1 1 0 1
0 1 0 1 0 1 0 1 0 0
0 0 1 0 0 0 1 1 1 0
0 0 1 1 0 1 0 0 0 0
1 0 0 1 0 1 0 0 0 0
1 1 1 0 1 0 1 1 1 0
1 0 1 0 0 1 0 1 0 1
1 1 0 0 1 1 1 0 1 0
46/100 Looks about right.

And stuff

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The trick doing non-focal meditation is to actually remember to do it throughout the day.

Here's another thing Creature plans to check out:

Developing own divination method.

Proposed procedure:

  • Using a deck of regular poker playing cards, pick a simple layout.
  • Designate certain patterns (cards of the same color laying in certain spots) that would mean: yes, probobly yes, no, and probobly not.
  • Using the magick procedure you are confortable with program the patters to be associated with their given meanings.
  • Test w/ a second deck of cards. Test cases can include such questions as: "Will I pull out three cards of the same color in a row?". At least 100 test runs. Probobly need to do at least 100 runs for each divinatory answer (example: the answer "yes" was accurate # of times out of a hundred. The answer "probobly yes" was accuret # of times out of 100. etc.)


The test plan probobly needs to be refined. Probobly need to do at least 100 control group test runs before doing the divination testing to determine the normal statistics for getting a certain outcome.

Should later run test not just w/ another deck of cards but also w/ other stuff like dice, etc.

Focal Non-Meditation

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Blah blah blah long time blah absent blah starting practice again blah
Blah blah.

Ok, now that that's settled, to the point:

Focal (and void) Non-Meditation:

1) does not eliminate the the necessity to do focal or void meditation(s).

2) may speed up progress in the above two fields.

3) may lead to general clarity, speed of thought and restfulness in every day life.

4) and other stuff

We sit down for 15 minutes to an hour every day and try to still our mind. Try and fail. We spend months and seem to get not better at it but worse. What is wrong?

Can 15min or an hour compensate for the other 16 some hours of our waking day we spend w/ our heads filled with repetitive and inceassent chatter and stress? In my case (and maybe in your case too), obviously not. Why? It has become a habit and a bad one. Worse, 98% of people do not realize that this is a habit and thus are not able to even consider correcting it. Can't concentrate, can't relax because always thinking of stuff. Doesn't matter what stuff is, but 70% of the time, we don't need to think about it. It makes us mentally tired and unable to concentrate on the thing we are doing at this moment (studying, listening to someone, etc). True, thinking about stuff that does not relate to the current problem at hand can sometimes be useful, but we need to control it. When its useful, we do it, when it's not useful, we stop.

Anyway, enough w/ the stupid intro. Here's how:

Gently empty the mind of all thought. If you are doing something at the moment (ex: listening to someone, writing something, etc) give that 100% of your attention. If you are not actively doing something, keep the mind empty.

This is not an "excersise" you do for a certain period of time. This is to be done all the time you are awake, every day, untill you are able to keep your mind focused only on the thing(s) you are actively participating in and clear it completely when you are not doing anything, ALL DAY LONG, w/o your mind going off on a daydreaming tangent even a single time. When you reach that level of control you may start to allow yourself to daydream WHEN YOU DEEM APPROPRIATE.

Ok? Now off you go. Report your progress to me later.

Serial Experiment Lain

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I've only watched two volumes of this anime so far, but it's got me thinking(shut up! -_-')... What if what is presented there is true... I mean to quite to that extend, but maybe it's possible. Internet truly is creating a whole new world. No sane man would deny this. And to some people (yours truly included) it is becomming just as real, if not more real then the "real" world. And peple do sometimes have different personalities online then they do in "real" life. I know I do. I am not at all in real life like I am on the net... In fact... I'm like Lain. In real life I'm a withdrawn, shy, akward (sp?) little anti-social weirdo. On the net I am, what I believe to be my true self: an arrogant, no nonsense, "I own the world", self. I am The Creature, f00. Mess with me at your own risk.

All the emotions, thoughts and information that goes into the world of the internet, do those not carry within themselves psychic energy? Does this energy not form a network and a world of its own? Its own continent on the astral.

I remember reading an article, I think on chaosmatrix.org, or another chaos magick site, of an experiment a bunch of mages did trying to isolate the demons of the inernet. They say the rose those guys up so that there were outages and computer crashes everywhere. So if there really is a whole psychich layer of the internet, would it be possible to project into it? Or at least connect to it on a psichic level. I'm not sure what it would be like. I wish I was advanced enough in the Arts to be able to attempt something like this...

HOLLY MAMA OF CHLLI PEPPERS!

So I'm like, in the chat right now, and a dude says: "I searched for "Middle Pillar Rite", and the first thing that came up was Creature's blog." I'm like WTF! .... He's right:

http://www.google.com/search?hs=j6g&hl=en&lr=&safe=off&client=opera&rls=en&q=middle+pillar+rite&btnG=Search

Guess that means I need to start putting decent content on here, huh? Darn it! >:[




Oh, and not that I'm complaining or anything, but Google needs to re-think it's link-ranking policy....

Assyro-Babyonian mysticism and magick

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Another research paper:

Assyro-Babylonain Mysticism and Magic


Assyro-Babylonian magic is closely tied to religion. Forces of nature, occurances, sickness, health, luck, were all tied into religious mythology. Earth and heaven, the realm of the gods, are closely intertwined. What happens in one has direct affect on the other. This parallels the "As above, so below" paradigm in western magic. Gods controlled the forces of nature, they communicated with humans in forms of sins, demons caused sickness, luck was explained by divine presence and it's absence meant that one was abandoned by divine forces due to his/her sins.

Religious practices of ancient Mesopotamian religions could be divided into three sections: those of royalty, those of the priests, and those of the common people. Prayers, fasts, mortifications, and taboos were mostly restricted to royal religious practice. The king could also receive divine messages. Priest's religious practice involved the care for the temple and divine images, reciting hymns, and carrying out sacrifices. (Oppenheim, p 181-182) A lot of times priests also performed exorcisms. Little is known about the religious life of a private individual. It was considered that the average citizen did not have the same religious right, so to speak, as royalty or priests to communicate with the gods directly:

It was not considered appropriate for a private person to approach the diety through dreams and visions. (Oppenheim, p 182)



In ancient Assyrian and Babylonian culture great emphasis was placed upon fate. People strived to know it and, to some extent, control it. The world for fate was simtu, which also meant destiny. But this word implied more than that. It also meant something like "purpose". Gods gave everything a simtu, from individual humans to animals, plants, and even inanimate things such as rocks. (Oppenheim p 204)

Individual's luck was also explained using religious context. It was determined by spiritual beings preasent at the person's side: ilu (god), istaru (goddess), lamassu (equivalent of angel. feminine), sedu (angel, masculine). (Oppenheim, p 199) Also, by two demons that follow each person: mukil res daniqti or rabis damiqti (“he who offers good things”) and mukil res lamutti or rabis lemutti (“he who offers misfortume”). (Oppenheim, p 204)

Divination was extremely important in the Mesopotamian society. Shamash and Adad were considered the gods of divination.(Contenau, p 281) Methods of divination varied from interpreting the placement of internal organs of a sacrificial animal, to astrology. A. Oppenheim divides Assyro-Babylonian divination into two categories:

Two-way communication [with the deity] requires a special technique; in fact, two techniques are kown in Mesopotamia: operational and magical. In both instances the answer comes forth in two possible manners: one is binary, that is, a yes-or-no answer; the other is based on a code accepted by both the deity and the diviner. (Opperhein, p 207-208)



In operational divination, “the diviner offers the deity the opportunity to directly affecting an object activated by diviner.” Some examples of that include: casting lots, pouring oil into water, producing smoke from a censer. In magical divination, deity produces changes in natural phenomena such as behavior of birds and animals, their internal organs, changes in positions of celestial bodies, etc. (Opperhein, p 208-209)

Extispicy, that is interpreting abnormalities in location and looks of animal's internal organs was a very popular method of divination. The organ of special importance was the liver, which was considered the seat of the soul of the animal (Wikipedia). There have been found clay replicas of various level of detail of animal livers that were evidently used as examples in the training of baru (diviner) initiates. Divination using the liver even has its own name: hepatoscopy.

Behavior of live animals, birds in particular, was observed for divination as well. Archaeologists have discovered a collection of tablets, Summa alu that are a collection of omens derived from animal behavior. (Opperhein, p 213)

Another popular form of divination was using malformed infants born to either humans or animals. Summa izbu are a collection of omens pertaining to human and animal birth abnormalities. (Opperhein, p 218)

It seems that in Mesopotamian society, almost everything could be considered an omen. What we would call a random occurance in our society, a person of the Mesopotamian world view may consider an omen from the gods. Dreams were important divination tools as well.

Modern astrology had its beginnings in ancient Babylonia.(Wikipedia, “History of Astrology”). Not only were celestial events considered to be omens from the gods, some gods themselves were identified with celestial bodies. Marduk was identified with Jupiter, Ishtar with Venus, Shamash wit the sun, Sin with the moon, etc. (Wikipedia, “History of Astrology”) However, the old Babylonian astrology was rather different from astrology we know today. Georges Contenau writes:

Babylonian astrology was fundamentally based on meteorology, being founded upon observations of the winds, the color of the stars, the occultation of the planets and eclipses… (Contenau, p 289)



So phenomena such as clouds, halo around the moon, storms, eclipses were considered parts of the science of astrology. (Astrology Omens)

The moon was of the foremost importance in Babylonian astrology. It’s phases and the time of its appearance in the sky was the subject of much attention. (Astrology Omens) Appearance of the moon earlier then was expected, for example, was considered a bad omen. (Wikipedia, History of Astrology) Astrological predictions were short term and were not taken as predictions of what is destined to happen, but signes and warnings/omens from the gods as to what could result if things went on as usual (in case of bad omens, if the king did not take special action to correct the situation). (Astrology Omens)

Assyrian and Babylonian magic, not only had its roots in religion, but was a major part of religion itself. Magic was concerned with aversion of bad things predicted from omens and exorcism of demons (the term for exorcist was âshipu). The primary gods of magic were Marduk and Ea. (Contenau, p 291) The magic that âshipu priests practiced was what is commonly known today as “white” magic. People who practiced evil magic were called sorcerers. Besides exorcising demons, another of âshipu’s duties included removal of curses placed on the victim by sorcerers.

The most prominent element in Assyro-Babylonian magic is the true name of a person or demon being exorcised. In fact, name was almost equivalent with the object/individual itself. If something was not named, it did not exist. Names were thought to posses great power and for shiptu (incantation) (Wikipedia, Assyro-Babylonian religion") to be effective, it had to contain the true name of its subject. Voice can harvest the power and knowledge contained within a name. Writing the name down “projects it indefinitely” (Contenau, p 161)

The shiptu and names contained in them had to be pronounced in a special tone of voice. The word used to describe one speaking in this manner, luhhushu is even different from the regular verb “say”, and had a meaning similar to “utter”, “murmur”, or “chant”. (Contenau, p 162-163)

In the name of the gods of heaven and earth the priest called on his adversary by name (this very exposure robbed him [the adversary] of his power). (Contenau, p 291)



This concept of the name being tightly related to the object to which it belongs also has its origins in religion. Before the creation of the world there was primeval chaos, which is attributed to the fact that nothing had a name. The gods were said to undergo the following process when creating a being or thing:

The creating god mentally defines the nature-to-be of his creation: when it has taken final shape in his imagination and he has given it a name, he draws its shape, whereby it acquires almost complete life. (Contenau, p 197)



It is in Mesopotamia that the practice known as isopsephia, otherwise known as gematria, was first used:

The Mesopotamians next conceived the idea of ascribing a numerical value to each sign in their syllabary so that every name was capable of numerical expression… (Contenau, p 166)



There are even records of people signing the name in form of numbers, not letters. (Contenau, p 166) Gods were considered to be in a numerical hierarchy of sorts as well. Anu’s number was 60, which was considered the perfect number. Sin’s (the moon god) number was 30 (number of days in a lunar month), Ishtar’s was 15. (Contenau, p 258)

The mathematical system was based on “sexagesimal” principle. Whence now we use decimal system: multiples of 10, in sexagesimal system is in alternating multiples of 6 and 10.

Perhaps the most important result was that the Babylonian ‘sexagesimal’ system became widespread, and as applied to the recording of time, this gave birth to the twelve-hour day. Although this was later replaced by the Egyptian twenty-four hour day, 20th century time is still based on the division of the hour into 60 minutes and the minute into 60 senconds. (Astrology at RIN.ru)



Other then the invocation of the gods and the use of correct names to harvest the power of and control the entities involved in the magic ritual, a lot of Mesopotamian magic was sympathetic. Sometimes the image of a demon thought to be possessing the sick person was burned or tortured, other examples include watering plants to induce rain, etc.


Bibliography:

Oppenheim, A. Leo. Ancient Mesopotamia: Portrait of a Dead Civilization. University of Chicago Press, Chicage & London: 1964

Contenau, Georges. Everyday Life in Babylon and Assyria. Norton Library, New York: 1966

Astrology Omens, “Babylonian-Assyrian Ittu [Omen] Astrology Before 550 BC.” http://www.geocities.com/astrologyomens

Astrology at RIN.ru. History. Mesopotamia. http://astro.rin.ru/eng/htmls/history/astro3-1.html ,

Wikipedia, "Assyro-Babylonian religion", http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Babylonian_and_Assyrian_religion

Wikipedia, “History of astrology”, http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/History_of_astrology

Gateways to Babylon, http://www.gatewaystobabylon.com/

Visualisation and Drawing

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Today's practice:
  • LBRP
  • MPR
  • Focal Meditation (15min)
  • Pore Breathing - an energy excersise
  • LBRP again

I've been thinking latey about my poor abuilities when it comes to drawing w/ a pencing (or pen)... I got tons of how to draw books, I understand what their telling me, I can think in 3d, but whenever I try to draw, it comes out looking like crap. The proportions are wrong, lines go where they aren't supposed to go, etc. Then I remember what a friend of mine who could draw very well told me once. "You have to image what you're drawing."
I have never considered lack of imagination my problem. But now when I thought about the phrase again, I reolized something.. Imagining the picture you're about to draw isn't enough, apparently. What I think she ment by the word "imagine" was "visualize". And not just visualize for a split second, but keep the visualization constant while you draw. In this sence, perhaps true drawing is tracing. Like putting a piece of wax-paper on a ready-made drawing and tracing it w/ a pen. Except you don't trace another physical drawing, you trace the contuers of your visualization, what you see in your mind's eye.
So! Perhaps I can combine my visualization excersises and my art excersises, by visualizing simple shapes (and then progressively more complex shapes as I learn) and tracing the visualization on a piece of blank paper.
Visualizing a perfect circle is pretty easy. Drawing a perfect circle is not quite as easy. Tracing the cirlce is super-easy. Why not visualize train to visualize the circle so clearly and constantly, that instead of drawing it from memory, you can actually trace your visualization?
I'll try this excersise out later on tonight and continue to practice it every day. Will see if my art skills improve any.

Shamanism

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Creature's research paper on shamanism:

Part of Veritas History of Magick Resarch Project

Shamanism

Man's earning for understanding, experience, and control of the world of gods and spirits dates back to the time before the beginnings of civilization.  To the very dawn of humanity can this thirst for spiritual understanding be traced.  On the stone walls of the caves our ancestors dwelled in we can glimpse the reflections of this search for knowledge, forever engraved into the fabric of the ages by the artists of long ago.  But it is not just this testament in paint and stone of our ancestors spirituality and religion that has survived to our day, it is their very practices themselves.  These, grouped under a common term, Shamanism, are practiced to this day in all corners of the world.  Shamanic practices in Asia, North and South America, Siberia, Greenland, Indonesia, Australia and other places, however remote from each other, bear certain uncanny similarities.

Shamans are said to be able to both heal and harm with magic.  They operate in a trance, and use common techniques to achieve that trance.  They fly to places where gods and spirits dwell, free imprisoned souls and bring back from those ethereal realms messages of prophecy and wonder.  They speak with spirits of the animals and are even said to have control over natural phenomena.

The word “shaman” comes from the Siberian Tungus language.  There may be a bit of disagreement among the sources as to the exact meaning of the word.  Some say the exact translation is “one who knows” (Wikipedia), yet another source claims that it comes from word saman which means “one who is excited, moved, or raised” (Stein, 14).  The word “shaman” was first used in print by Avvakum Petrovich, a Russian priest who lived in the second half of the seventeenth century.  It appeared in his autobiography where he describes his encounter with a shaman on his expedition to Siberia. (Narby, 18) Within various cultures there are other, native terms for “shaman”, such as karadji (translated as “clever man”) in Australia, manang or dukun in Indonesia, Txiv Neeb (“father/master of spirits”) among the Hmong, miko (female shaman) in Japan, angokok among the Eskimo. (Stein, 25-29)

A shaman fulfills several roles in his or her community.  He or she is a doctor, a leader, a prophet and a magician.  Shamans are feared, loved, and respected among their people.  But even so, the road of a shaman seems to be a lonely and painful one, especially in the beginning.  A person can be initiated into shamanhood in three ways: by voluntarily choosing the path of a shaman him(or her) self and seeking an experienced shaman as a teacher, by inheriting the role (if one comes from a family of a shaman), or by receiving a “call” to shamanhood from spirits.  Of the three, the last is considered to produce the most powerful shamans.

Often times the “call” to become a shaman is anything but welcome to the future practitioner.  It is always believed to come from the spirits, whether it be mythical ones, spirits of plants or animals, or ghosts of dead shamans, and can take various forms.  Sometimes a spirit my come to a man in his dreams, other times the spirits may possess him, causing sickness and madness, with only possible cure being the initiate's acceptance of his role as a shaman.  Sometimes a physical accident, such as being struck by lightning or nearly killed by an animal is considered a message from the spirits demanding future shaman's acceptance of the call.  Whatever form the “call” may take, it better be answered in affirmative, least the shaman-to-be suffer great consequences, such as sickness, madness, or even death.

The dreams that act as this “call” to shamanhood, and once the call is accepted, the dreams and visions that are part of initiation, often have a distinct theme of death and rebirth running through them. (Lommel, 53)  The future shaman often has a dream or vision of being eaten by his future totem animal spirit and then having his body re-created by it, or of having his body cut up into pieces by spirits then put together again.  Sometimes in the vision, shaman's body parts such as eyes, brain, or bones are replaced with new ones that are better equipped to perceive and interact with the spirit world.  Sometimes the future shaman's power animal spirit enters into his body to permanently become part of it and thus give shaman its power.

Once the call is accepted, the shaman-to-be undergoes a painful, lonely, physically and mentally trying ordeal of initiation. 

True wisdom is only to be found far away from people, out in the great solitude, and it is not found in play, but only through suffering.  Solitude and suffering open the human mind, and therefore a shaman must seek his wisdom there.


Said shaman Igjugârjuk in his interview with the explorer Knud Rasmussen (Narby, 82).

Whether the art is being taught to him by a live shaman or by the spirits, the initiate becomes almost completely isolated from his community.

The young novice, the 'newly inspired' looses all interest in the ordinary affairs of life.  He ceases to work, eats but little and without relishing the food, ceases to talk to people and does not even answer their questions.  The greater part of his time he spends in sleep.
Some keep to the inner room and go out rarely.  Others wander about in the wilderness, under the pretext of hunting or of keeping watch over the heard, but often without taking any arms of lasso or the herdsman.
-- Waldemar Bogoras quotes a shaman in his 1904 work The Chukchee. (Narby, 54)



The physical ordeals of initiation often come when the initiate shaman goes out by him or herself into the wilderness where, in order to receive visions from the spirits that teach him or her the art, they undergo extreme hypothermia, hunger and thirst.  In the Native American shamanic tradition, the initiate often has to stay in the extreme heat of the “sweat lodge” for extended periods of time in order to receive his or her initiation visions.  Physically, the shaman initiate trains not only to have extreme endurance to pain, hunger, and other discomforts, he or she also trains to have stamina that surpasses that of ordinary men.  Shamans train to drum, dance, and sing for hours without stopping.

After the performance [the shaman] must not show any signs of fatigue, because he is supposed to be sustained by the 'spirits'


-- Waldemar Bogoras (Narby, 54)

During the trances, shamans are sometimes said to have an almost preternatural immunity to pain.  In 1724  French Jesuit missionary Joseph François Lafitau wrote:

In this state of enthusiasm their spirit seems absorbed in that which possesses them.  They are no longer themselves, like those diviners of whom Imablichus speaks, in whom the outside spirit operated in such a way that not only did they not know themselves but they had no feeling and did not feel any hurt during that time so that one could touch them with fire without burning them, pierce them with blazing spits, then rain axe blows on their shoulders and cut their arms with razors.  Indeed, in these ecstasies one can see them swallow fire, walk on burning coals without being hurt...
Furthermore, they stick long pieces of wood down their gullets, coil living surpants in their breasts, and do a thousand other tricks that appear to border on marvelous. (Narby, 23)



If the physical ordeals of shaman's initiation are trying, to say the least, the mental ones are even more so.  Some scientists attribute characteristics of shamanic practice to different mental and physical disorders: schizophrenia, epilepsy, etc.  There is a curious fact, however, that psychologists have yet to explain.  That fact being that even though that the person who is called to become a shaman may suffer what could be called a dangerous madness, once the person accepts the call and becomes a true shaman, they are able to obtain an absolute control over their condition.  No FDA approved drugs, no trips to the psychiatrist. Waldemar Bogoras writes:

There are cases of young persons who. having suffered for years from lingering illness (usually of nervous character), at last feel a call to take to shamanic practice, and by this means overcome the disease.



But that isn't all.  Not only does the shaman overcome his or her own “disease”, he or she is now able to cure others.  In shamanic cultures, both mental and physical diseases are usually thought to be caused by one of two things: a foreign malevolent spirit (or spirit-object) being present within the person's body or person's soul being stolen away and held prisoner in the spirit world.  If the case be the first, the shaman removes the foreign entity out of the person's body during an elaborate ritual.  If the second, the shaman has to leave his or her body and fly through the world axis or axis mundi (Wikipedia) into the spirit world and bring the sick man's soul back.

This soul travel into the spirit realm corresponds quite nicely to the modern term “astral projection”.  Some shamans even mention the “silver cord” that connects the spirit body and the physical body. (Lommel, 99)  Often shamans use herbal substances to help bring about the spirit journey.  One of the often mentioned substances is tobacco juice or smoke, others include psychedelic mushrooms, ayahuasca, etc.  Once the desired state is achieved, shamans often use symbols to aid in the spirit travel, such as flying on the backs of snakes, eagles, climbing to the sky on ropes or ladders, using holes in the ground (often called kivas in the Zuni Native Americal tradition) to descend into the underworld.  Legend has it that the shamans of old could travel to physically travel to the spirit world.

On the spirit journey shaman is tested.  He or she encounters various obstacles, spirits, and gods.  For the journey to be successful those must be overcome or, in case of gods and powerful spirits, appeased.

Once the soul of the sick person is brought back, it is not unusual for the shaman to issue him or her a set of taboos to observe.  Taboos are given much importance in almost all shamanic traditions.  Anything can be a taboo: from prohibition of working on certain days and under certain conditions, to eating certain foods, wearing certain clothes, to ways to kill an animal.  Failure to observe a taboo could result in dire consequences such as sickness, death, or other such great tragedy to the person who breaks it and his or her family.  Sometimes a set of taboos is given to the shaman him or her self by the spirits during his or her initiation.  For example, the late nineteenth century Russian ethnographer and linguist Vladimir Ilich Jochelson writes in his observations of shaman's custom regarding his drum, “It was in its case because the drum must not be taken out of the house without its cover.  A violation of this taboo may result in bringing on a blizzard.” (Narby, 59)

Curing diseases is not the only function of the shaman.  Other uses of shamanic magic include: fertility magic, ensuring luck during a hunt, causing sickness or death of enemies, prophecy through evocation and invocation of gods and spirits, being a medium between the dead and the living, interpretation of omens, control over elements, burial rites and guiding the souls of the dead.

Nearly all of shamanic magic is done while shaman is in a trance.  The trance is induced by rhythmic drumming, singing, dancing, and sometimes drugs. This active trance often ends with loss of consciousness and/or complete physical and mental exhaustion. (this bares resemblance to Austin Osman Spare's techniques of achieving magical gnosis, now widely used in Chaos Magick).  Oftentimes, a shaman not only goes into a trance him or her self, but puts the audience under a mild trance so that they become participants in the experience (Lommel, 25)

The evidence found in the cave paintings of the Neolithic age suggests that one of the primary functions of shamanic magic was communication with animals spirits to appease them after killing them and to aid in successful hunt in the future.  Animal spirits later on take on more roles as shaman's teachers and regular aids.  Snake spirits are widely known to aid in shamanic initiation and often aid some shamans in spirit journeys.  Other popular animals include bears, eagles, and wolves.

Over time, a shaman acquires friendship spirits that become his regular helpers.  In some traditions shaman has one main helper spirit, who's physical representation (often in form of a poppet or a wooden doll) he carries with him.  Sometimes the shaman invokes a spirit or a god to enter and temporarily posses his body while he is on a spirit journey.  As far as Gods and Goddesses go, there is usually not a set pantheon for all shamanic traditions, but there are ones that are similar, such as Lord of the Animals, Mother of the Animals, Lord of the World, The Great Spirit, Mother of Sea Creatures, etc.

Shamans had and continue to have an important role in their societies.  The fact that shamanism survived for millennia, in spite of prosecution by church and state, to this day and is still in force all over the world, and that its elements are so similar no matter where it's practiced, makes one wonder whether there may be truth hidden within it that humanity has an obligation to learn.  It may be true that there can not be one true religion.  But shamanism is not a religion.  It is a way of life.  Shamans are not priests, for they do not “preach” but live their spirituality.  They need no books or hearsay to know what a god or spirit says, they know it firsthand, having talked with the entity themselves.  They need no myths or legends to tell them what the afterlife or spirit world is like, for they have visited it themselves.  Let us hope that this great practice shall continue to survive as it has for millenia and that eventually the secrets of shamanism will be secrets no more, but knowledge and skills available to all.

Bibliography:

Lommel, Andreas, Shamanism: The beginnings of Art, translation from German by Micheal Bullock, McGraw-Hill Book Company, New York – Toronto,  1967

Narby, Jeremy and Huxley, Francis, Shamans Through Time: 500 Years on the Path to Knowledge, Jeremy P. Tarcher / Penguin. New York, 2001

Stein, Wendy, Shamans: Opposing Viewpoints, Greenhaven Press, Inc, San Diego, California,  1991

Wikipedia, http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Shaman December 28, 2005.

Astral Projection Preparation rite

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Today's practice:
LBRP
MPR
concentration excersise

I made up a rite to prepare for astral projection.  I haven't tested it out yet.  Could you guys take a look at it and tell me what you think?  I'm especially concerned about the part where you move the astral center back and foreward and would like to know if that's safe.

Here's what I was trying to do w/ this ritual is trying to use sensory trigers (visual sigil, sound mantra, smelly stuff for the sens of smell), and symbology (w/ the boat thing) to get the mind programmed into the astral projection mode.  Also I read that the middle pillar rite sometimes can train your site to see astral stuff, so I figure maybe if you stimilate the astral centers in this way, it could stimilate astral projection too.  The question I don't know the answer too is: if you astral project, do the astral centers stay with your physical  body or your astral/etheric body?  I'm assuming the latter and thus wrote the following ritual:

Astral Projection Preperation Rite

Statement of Intent: I Astral Project whenever I wish and have complete controll over my Astral Projection experience.

Supplies:







Preperation:








Main Ritual:




Trying to feel Elemental energy

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Creature is sick today. Can't even do the LBRP because it's difficult to walk around.

The only excersise I could do today was an attempt to sense the difference between different elemental energies. I did the same excersise yesterday evening. Tried to sense the difference between the energies of fire (around a candle), water (around a full glass), and air.

Observations:

Fire - a very fast, fine vibration
Water - a slower, thicker vibration
Air - difficult to say. I was doing the excersise indoors, and since the air is around us at all times, perhaps sensing it is so common that it becomes the norm. Perhaps if I were outside in the wind, I could sense the difference between the energy of calm air and the concentrated energy of wind.. But is wind energy really more concentrated then calm air enrgy, or just more mobile?

Call for warmer weather.

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Can't practice the sensing of elemental energies outside because it's -7 degrees Centegrate (at the moment) and incredibly windy. In addition to that Creature has a minor cold accompanied by a runny nose. If she goes outside to practice she may end up in a hospital with pneumonia (sp?) and no health insurance (or just die of pneumonia at home, which in this country is a better finantial decision).

Therefore, doing a spell to make weather warmer:

A variation of the energy casting excersise, but this time calling on the raw elemental energies of Fire and Wind. First tried to gather fire energy in front of me by visualizing a flaming bawl in my hands that attracts other fire energy. Visualizing small fireballs joining the flame in my hands didn't help much. So I tried visualizing a blazing hot day in a tropical country. For some reason I felt more confident about this visualizatin than the other one. It was very cold in the room and my fingernails were turning blue, I'm not so sure I was able to gather any fire energy. Maybe I should try burning a couple of candles in the room next time and see if they can attract some. Then called the wind energy into the circle, commanded it to mix with fire, go out there and warm things up. Released the energy out of the circle suddenly and w/ force, commanding it to spread out and get to warming. After that I put all my mental and emotional strength into willing the weather to warm outside (maybe I should have done it before releasing the energy (IF I had a bunch of energy in the first place)).

Overall impression: unorgonized spell. Improvization is good, but when you start thinking, "Ok, what do I do next", it distracts you and ruins your concentration. I'll go back to writing down a ritual and thinking things through before I do one.

Results: no immediete results. The temperature outside has been steadily going down from -2 in the morning to -7.5 right now (as of 8:37PM). Maybe tomorrow will be warmer. Edit 11/25/05: No visible results. -4 degrees again today. Safe to assume ritual failed. Possible reason for falioure: 1) disorgonized 2)I wasn't concentrated enough on what I was doing and didn't raise enough energy.

Prior to that I did a LBRP and a concentration/visualization excersise. LBRP went OK, but my vibration skills are back to zero. The concentration/visualization excersise got interrupted by a phone call.

After the ritual I did some sensing/scanning w/ fellow classmates in the chat. Minor improvements in that area, or just lucky guesses. Eyesense did say he could feel me scanning him, so I think I'm doing at least half of the thing right...
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