You are being poisoned!!

Dear father,
I had to write 'a letter to your father' in many occasions. In exams, in class works or homeworks. But this is my first letter that is actually meant for u. And probably the last one too. Life has been really hard these days. And the summer isn't really kind to me. I had always wondered how it would be staying away from the family. It always sounded like so much fun to me. You know being the king of your own world. Do what you want to do, do how you want to do it. But in my experience, it isn't really that much of a fun. It is very much hard actually to be true. Being under the care of the family is a wonderful privilege that everybody can't enjoy. I have been very lucky throughout my life that i had the chance to live with my family, to live with you. Since my birth you have given me so much love and so much care that i never had the chance to complain about anything. You have done so much for all of us. You have worked hard to make sure my every little need. You have sacrificed a lot for me, for us. You have taught me a lot abt life. When i fell you were always there to pick me up, to hold my hand and guide me home. You were the very thread of light in my solitary dark corridor, the white hope in black despair. Growing up under your shadow is something that i would always cherish. I know i am probably not a good son. I know i could have been much much better. Or even if i try to restore the peace now would tht work out? I had wondered that a lot of times though. You know i never really had a chance to give you thanks. I never had a chance to give you a warm hug. Or i never had the opportunity to tell you how much i love you. And its a pity that im not going to post this letter. You know life without you isn't the same anymore. Its a very cold world out there. And you aren't here to comfort me anymore. I miss you very much, we miss you very much. And we will always miss you. I love you father. Your spirit is my strength. May your soul rest in peace.

From
Your grateful son

y do i find it so hard to undrstand ppl these days? or is it tht i hav lost my power to comprehend? i dnt knw y bt i find many ppl realy irritating these days..bt cant help..i knw im getting distant frm them day by day..bt wat can i do? i hav been away frm home for so long actualy not tht long..bt stil i feel tht i havnt gone for a long tym :s wat to do? this atmosphere..ppl..their elusive nature..this sickness..its killing me damn i need to escape..its nt possible i knw...bt i wish i could juz tak a break for a few days..i cant recognise anything around and its lyk a whole new peculiar world to me...i continued treating ppl so well wit a fake smile before..bt now al seems so meaningless..im losing everyone...and its nt tht im nt aware of it

I knw many r affected by these...however with passing tym more and more teens r being absorbed into this cycle..pressure frm skewl,relationships and parents lead the teens to frustration and they end up smoking and taking drugs...its like u hav problems and thts it u gotta do drugs...like come on,get a life! Take up the problem..think abt it and find a solution...dont juz give up and end up finishing two packets of pills a day..u r then nt juz killing time bt urself too!