Monday, 21. August 2006, 20:26:20
Friendship is like a small sand of dust if you thing about it.
A small sand of dust on the beach ,is to me like a realisation of a tiny move toward a good friendship
It is also to me a state of mind that makes me feel important to my peers.
The smallest thing that can be done for some one that is close to me is a gratifications to my well been and a sensation of good accomplishment.
I do understand that for some people any gesture may significated nothing to there eye but I don’t really care. I still love them.
You can make a move and or a gesture that look important to your and be totally rejected. I do go trough that many times but even dough that hake my heart,

I m learning to go over that without incidence from myself.
Very hard but do able (now)

Not to aesy to remove the sand dust in my eyes!!!
But I try to change myself and I realise that it is in me.
I m full of sand dust; that need to be lift in the air by the wind of my friends.
I can’t resist going and helping them.
I do know now that many time friends don’t know how to manage your mountain of sand dust. And that make you feel like your are a sand castle mad preciously by the hands of your life and that the ocean may come and destroy by the reverse of a wave some day.
They also may which that would append and calm down that powerful wind of sand that irritated there eyes and trouble there life in any way. So little that it could be. Call that a friend !
But in your heart you look at them like if they were a wall of non sense but at the end you let the wind goes down and let them think that you are a sand castle even thought you steel love theme!
I hope that make a bit of a sense …….”\

Hey just feel like it today after a non sense of Saturday night were I learned that a friend had enough of my sand dust…….. After a good glace of wine and may be to many! Lllollll!
