Tom Kwok

I heard this song and something about it really got to me. Feeling there are only 2 of you can mean a number of things, not just "in love" - but understanding and a common bond with a friend. This basicaly got my mind wondering whether or not there is anyone else out there who thinks the way I do, craves the same things I do, and I got to thinking about soul mates.

With soul mates, etc - sorry I hate cliche phrases lol - but yeah I always wondered if its fate or whatever then should I be waiting for that person to show up or is that person already in my life? It asks the universal question and fantasy of finding someone under your nose, who you never expected. OR going out to find someone incredible from a foreign country and having a one of a kind tale to tell your kids someday.

Im probably far too young to be thinkin about this stuff but lol if you know me by now this won't be a surprise. Although I gotta admit that my chats with Ellan left these things in my head lol!

let me know what you guys think

~Tom:rolleyes:

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The Summer's here, but there seems to be ZERO SUN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Friday, July 6, 2007 1:24:33 AM

The summer days are well in motion, but I am finding it frighteningly difficult to find things to be happy about

The weather is awful so I cant go to the beach - which is where I clear my head. The bad weather means its harder to go out with friends so I end up couped up indoors alot. There were no jobs so I had to re apply to a call centre!!!!!!!!!!! Which was one of the worst experiences of my lifetime lol

So just when i think that depression may be setting in, I am forced to take up a time consuming job which is gonna make stuff worse.

Put if I push all of this aside, do you ever wonder why your here? I mean I have all of these aspirations and so called challenges. BUT I put them all in perspective the other night and came to this conclusion;

Everything I've worked for in my life so far - be it loyalty, friendship, education, achievements and so on... I find that none of them make me happy at the minute. I am genuinely hoping that this is not a permanent fixture lol I realised that even if I get the grades for university, I'll not be any happier because I know that I can achieve them, and I know that I can get anything simple that I want e.g. money from a job or a car, etc but I have no drive to go out there and grasp it.

There are a few breaths of fresh air in these dull few weeks lol but Im not sure they'll make any difference and I not sure WHY I'm here.

Man, I cant believe how excited I was at the start of summer, and how happy I was. I just wanna feel better, and the quicker the better!

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Moving On

Friday, June 22, 2007 3:33:16 AM

Well Im pretty new to this obviously but I thought I'd start off by saying how much I'm going to miss Regent House - a grammar school, or high school to people outside the UK! Hard to think that I'll be at university within a year and studying for my degree. The big bad world is my oyster and the sky is the limit! But this summer I have a few objectives in mind:

Gotta get driving with my own car and stop taking these awful buses!

Gotta train more - Tae kwon Do (Korean Kick Boxing)

Need a job but dont wanna work somewhere like burger king lol

Need to set everything aside and focus on myself for once because I dont really release my own problems enough, if at all! So lots of time at the beach and lots of training to keep my mind open and get rid of stress!

Here's a photo of myself and some friends from school on our last day;