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furious There was a new peace builder here at Soltun to day and she was more easy to talk to than the other ones,
We had conflict solwing to day and we got; Anti voilent , Voilent , Natural,
The natural was in the middle on the flor schedule, There was qestions about what we think was voilent or not or just natural.
The last qestion was if we had two persons sitting with each other and one smoke and the other one do not smoke,
I answered natural and walked to the part of the flor schedule, Some smokers and some other ppl was at the anti war, we raised our hands and discussed about what we think, i raised my hand and asked the anti voilent about what hawe they done if it was war?
And the answer was they where going to smoke peace pipe:lol:.
We already have peacebuilders here but i don`t get to easy with them in svolwing conflikts.
irked awww I dont like talking to them all the time, It might be theyr way of handeling soceity or something & strange about me.

One of them don`t eat meat cow only banana troll .
I think the peace builders are anoying me some thimes.
Ewen other peapole at this scool hawe ben down to
Yesterday i had meeted a peace builder with the same dream to teach others about problem solving,
He told us that he is educated in solving conflicts.
I saw that all the teachers and bacpacers go to a room with this hippie.
I heard noise more noisy like some kind of arguing than my alsidig has ewer been trugh.
I thougt about what if they got the creeps from this guy and one of them did.

The way of my life

I was thinking that i shuld wash my home and clean up,
I mised my computer i since i had to manny wiruses in it tre days ago and tok an pause from it in two days,
I got an visit from my mom and she said that my grandmother was wery sick and she was going to tell me.
I walked on in a decided mather and in a way i after my thogths and soul find right ther the thoghts that i felt i did wrong inthe route then i fixed them into something right infinithe by doing somthing like adosting my behavour by walking on.
I was going to the gym as i told my mom.
She said that nobody goes to gym with dongery and i said sometihng and i tok the elivator to the tird level of the building that the old ones lived..live i wisited the gymasenter.
I tok some hard work with my hands,
And 50 kg in some pumping stuff. 15 or less times
Sudently it started to rain i tok the dor out and
i strated to cool of after rowing work.
I heard some thunder after i tokk another machine and i tok an pause after the work out
i was thinking that i needed to wisit my grandma while my mom was
there it afther all it was thunder.
I meeted one girl that ikind of knewedi said thet i was going to wisith my grandmother and i said it thre times in at in one thre lo of movemonths.
I walked with my bad infekted foot to my grandmother i think i heard something and i saw my grandmother ill as an still living nold being could be
She had her eyes one 4% at closed, My aund and mother and i looked at her she looked wery ill she was ritten, we talked about the other side and my aunt tolg me she har heard about a song she loved loves yeaterday and that two rellatives of us have been in tha place of dimention where the tunel was and told after they was skinn dead, i have aeard about peapole being skinn dead before.

My Grandma died two days ago while i and my mom and my aunt where watcing her die fast and furius and hard breathing sudenthtly her body stopped to bread.
'she coud not tslk to us as she could not do 55 or less days ago i saved her ayr by walking out side and is seemed to work it`s caause to me but she suffered inough
it semed to me she needed to die in this cind of depressing time needed to see her rellatives
and grandma gisped after air, My mother asked some one of the working ladies that heard me sing,
She saiid before that she heard me sing to her once.
I think that i song her an oasis song.