I am what I am !!!

A man come to psychology doctor to ask him why he always feel so disappoint and sorrow about his life, what should he do to make him feel better.The doctor said : "Uhm,it seem a serious sittuation.Why don't u come to the show of Picolo clow show? He could make everyone happy and laugh,he may help u then!".Then the man start cry and said to the doctor :" I am Picolo".


How do u feel after u read this tale? I got it from a movie i had seen yesterday,and it make me think so much about.I know out there also a lot people have same sittuation, they trying to make people who they are love and care so much to be happy, but they could not get happy either,even they may try and try so much to feel the same, but....
I am same with that man, i was trying to make people around me who i love and care so much,trying with every things i had to make they happy, laugh, and more and more, but i could not have any happyness for me,i am not complain my life now, i just feel like i am so tired now to make people happy, so tired, when i sad, down, cry,..... do some one know that?I need someone beside me to listern to me, to hold me when i down, to make me laugh when i cry,to make me stronger when i am weak,....But............!!!