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When should you think of breaking up?

Saturday, October 15, 2011 7:18:21 PM

I'm once again at the dead-end of the road and that's why I'm here, at 2.00pm, listening to a very depressing song "Jar of hearts" and writing this blog.

I've never thought the idea of being in a relationship again can result in a sudden insomnia for the whole week like this. Every night I go to bed, either weeping in tears or finding my mind twisted up with insecure and hurtful feelings. This is crazy, I feel like I can not take it any longer but it's been going on for the last 2 weeks. Even after the very frank talk (the big one), I thought everything should be fine but well, it's not.

In life, you may have many options. The thing is whether you are bold enough to choose one for yourself.

I know I'm scared. I'm scared because the thought of breaking up has appeared not only one time but...many times and it's growing big in my head.

I just want to break free from what's happening. Isn't being with someone supposed to make you delightful and happy? Well, i was but that doesn't last for long. I'm not feeling happy, I'm tired.

But is breaking up really a good choice or just a coward way, for me, now?

http://mp3.zing.vn/bai-hat/Jar-Of-Hearts-Christina-Perri/ZWZAE8DW.html

Should I tell you?Haunted

Comments

~ latemate ~Lazeeitus # Saturday, October 29, 2011 4:54:45 PM

.. thats the downside of love . once hooked it starts to affect everything you do,every decision you make,all you think,and where once upon a time you'd make a decision about anything iyou only had to pls yourself but with a relationship you start to think on their terms and tastes and . . and so now lifes not so straight-forward . . and then breaking up is so hard because even if its not entirely ideal love its still something and missed and can feel catastrophic no matter the outcome . and the sense of indecision's nullifying . . . then theres loneliness . . . but am sure for you theres certainly room for optimism in all this . yes light at the end of the love-lorn tunnel , ,