My Opera"We need to talk"
Sunday, January 1, 2012 6:09:28 PM
Now even I am scared every time I think of this sentence. We need to talk means we are having the problems! And it's getting really serious!
So serious that I have been wiping my tears for the last week, even on New year eve where everybody was cheering for the new year, including you. I asked myself why I should be so pathetic when I all did was lying on bed, trembling by the cold in a remote mountainous area and crying like a baby.
We need to talk because things are not going well between us and I am not sure if you want to move on with this relationship with me.
I have reached the limitation of my feelings to tell you this, that what's currently going on is not working for me. Do you see any couples like us, or do u think we should call ourselves 'a couple'? A couple that never appears at public at the same time together, never gets to know each other's friends, a couple who rarely meets or even talks over the phone, a couple who doesn't share...? Do you?
You said it's your work and you can not do anything about it. I think you don't want to, because everything is possible unless you don't want to make it happen, let alone this specific situation.
You said you don't have time for me. I don't ask you to stay, but you can always suggest me to go with you, or block some certain days of the years for me, is it too hard?
You never wanted to spend the Christmas and New year day with me, right? You'd rather choose to work and be with your friends.
You never called just to say Happy New year, or ask what I did on New year's eve, where I went to and who i spent time with? Do you care?
You certainly don't have time for me and want to profess me as your girlfriend, because if you did, you wouldn't just say "I wish you were here" all the time, instead you would make it happen.
Now I think I'm much aware of your list of priority: 1. Your family (of course), 2. Your work (obvious!), 3. Your friends and those who matter to your work (understandable) 4. Your social friends (which are many) and...I should be at the very bottom of that list.
I'm sick of it and I don't even want to name this relationship. I don't even care.
So here we are, we need to talk...
So serious that I have been wiping my tears for the last week, even on New year eve where everybody was cheering for the new year, including you. I asked myself why I should be so pathetic when I all did was lying on bed, trembling by the cold in a remote mountainous area and crying like a baby.
We need to talk because things are not going well between us and I am not sure if you want to move on with this relationship with me.
I have reached the limitation of my feelings to tell you this, that what's currently going on is not working for me. Do you see any couples like us, or do u think we should call ourselves 'a couple'? A couple that never appears at public at the same time together, never gets to know each other's friends, a couple who rarely meets or even talks over the phone, a couple who doesn't share...? Do you?
You said it's your work and you can not do anything about it. I think you don't want to, because everything is possible unless you don't want to make it happen, let alone this specific situation.
You said you don't have time for me. I don't ask you to stay, but you can always suggest me to go with you, or block some certain days of the years for me, is it too hard?
You never wanted to spend the Christmas and New year day with me, right? You'd rather choose to work and be with your friends.
You never called just to say Happy New year, or ask what I did on New year's eve, where I went to and who i spent time with? Do you care?
You certainly don't have time for me and want to profess me as your girlfriend, because if you did, you wouldn't just say "I wish you were here" all the time, instead you would make it happen.
Now I think I'm much aware of your list of priority: 1. Your family (of course), 2. Your work (obvious!), 3. Your friends and those who matter to your work (understandable) 4. Your social friends (which are many) and...I should be at the very bottom of that list.
I'm sick of it and I don't even want to name this relationship. I don't even care.
So here we are, we need to talk...
