Ok so this is myfirst ever personal personal post....i guess i havnt being much of personal detail revealer...sorry bout that..i guess am not the kind to go too personal with things except a one-to-one encounter..you know like one of situations where i meet some one or a friend in need n i see that myexperience in such may help out....anyway so how should i start ?
hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm! .....thinking
....thinnnnking!.....
ok.. got it... oh no i don't ..
oh well...let me just start anyway i know best to
So here goes.....My names Alexander Oluwafemi Ewetumo...oh dis aint no psycotherapy session so none of that .. you know what i mean!
...wel its Alex for short although some of myfriends or atleast a small set call me 'Femi' its short for Oluwafemi ...
anyway so anyway i guess am one of those guy dt like to be cool ..quiet at first meeting ..u knw jst hang around scanning n thinking..lol...boring? eh!...anyway u know sometimes in life u so caught up in work and stuff dt u rarely remember things like love,galfriends and all the cool things that make life interesting{Yucky! = this is mybaby side talking }..ya am abit nutts too...lol..
But sometimes it hitts u ...init? ...when u get in one of those mellow moods n everything dat once seems so obliviouse to u just take effect like that crushing,sharp feeling of a spear going through ur heart..and nt jst anywhere on ur heart..it hitts that perfect spot thats gona hurt the most....like its having fun jiving forth n back through to remind ya of the need for a gal..someone to spend some lonely nights with,curdle up in ur hands...so pritty much what am saying is am alone...very alone,sometimes when i tink bout it...ya i know ...its funny...some will call this my hour "Of a desperate cry for help " ..or plainly "DESPERATE DUDE!!DESPERATE" ...lol...and honestly i really dont care what they tink ...i mean i do care bout what my frineds do tink of me...bt sometimes friends do misunderstand except those who really haVe known u for a while...atleast they try ...
So i guess this is me opening up in a weird way...yes am lonely..yes am searching..yes sometimes i find myself being abit desperate..yes iT kills when u not having a gal right round the corner who is blindly and maddly inlove wit u..
{honestly...please shoot me..pls am begging ..shoot me...cnt believe myself is doing this..is he madd oR something..u dnt tell bout ur deep aches on a bloddy blog..pls shoot me! }

Ah! u could say its got to a point when everything is abit heating up IN here...so this is myway of letting out steam...getting out n relapse without caring much for public opinion..just being brutally honest....
I mean hey am nt dt bad,cute,stupid ,silly,crazy,funny ..u knw the classics dude...lol...oh ya n dnt be giving me all that crap bout ur "time will come"....will pretty much shoot u if u do,am seriouse..literrally shoot u ..hate that thing...and if u tinking i didnt have a gal i did ...bt as always sometimes they neva work..and am nt telling ur what happened..who is at fault or who isnt...so please reframe from asking...ait?..haha..lol
Oh when we were so young....sometimes i just sitt down with myfriends i tink out loud....litterally out loud ...Why isn't life simple anymore....why does it have to be so complicated with this issues...i mean do u rily need to play hard to get ..gals? for u to know a guy does cheerish u...i know yal gona say the old classic stuff bout "if you dnt play hard to get they wnt take u too be worth something"....and sometimes its just plain stupid...i mean even guys do dt crap n its pissing...red hot lava pissing .....
I mean whats wrng with..hey am i guy i like you a lot and ur a gal u like me alot...so y are we sitting here..waisting time for...
Ech y nt ...
Guy: Hey gal i love u alot for a long while....
Gal: hey guy so do i....
Then for crying out loud,you two get together n end this bullshit of .....ooooo! look at me am sooo hard to get .... u neva gonna catch me.. its so infuriating sometimes bt yet hey dts the weak minded world we in....what ever happened to simplicity..i mean if u like a gal dt much tell her n fuck the consequences n if u like a guy dt much ..tel him n atleast see if sometin beautiful gona come out of it..while waist time with all the useless...undefined tricks ...
Ah! men tot this was gonna be short....seems i have alot bottle up ..hey ...lol ..oh well i guess its nice to be able to let loose n just let off those steams...seriously it was burning in here...wooooooooh
Anyway i guess it stil same oh...ya i am looking for a gal to call my own..and spend those romantic .... with her ...lol..and i rily dnt give much shit if u tink this is desperate or something or if u got a problem with it..u can go kill urself for all i care...So any applicants?
LMAO>>>>

Anyway have fun...arigatoo ...