disincentiveness and frustration

Inspiration comes and goes these days, I rarely act on situations where I am truly inspired to do something with my creative mind. I mostly think about doing, not doing. Even when I'm not inspired I need to take control of any situation and use it to my advantage. It's easy for the flood gates to open and be overstimulated with ideas and whatnot, but just as easily I will remember someone and get distracted with the memories I once had, and once shared with her.

Someone once told me "Take the path of least resistance." I often think about this in my daily life, it accounts for how I conduct my day and my life as a whole. It reflects my practice in Aikido as well. However, my thoughts feel like they are Dammed up by leaves, mud, and logs. Somehow I need to transform these dams into moss covered stones, my thoughts can easily flow around and be filtered through.

Movement is key, to visualize life as movement is a goal I hope to attain.