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Too dark,Unknown

Softly floating in life
Gently kissing on breeze
To flying with a light
And see,life is so bright

Thinking about
What life really meant
It means happiness and blessedness
Or just trials and tribulations

Nothing lasts forever
For everlasting life
Souls will be vanishing
Up to heaven so high

Still there comes light
Too dark to see
For the things of this world
Will soon pass away

Heart at high pressure

Heart at high pressure

The world seems so dark and empty
Disease would be my whole life's pity
I really feel hopeless and tired
Can't look up and downhearted
If this is really my lifelong fate
God who doom me across this gate

Heart at high pressure tonight
Blank eyes opened so giant
You will never see this sorrily angel
Who Will be up against Azrael
Tears rolling inside so brightly
As shining as sunrise so lovely

The world have faded this moment
Everything looks so dark in sight
Nothing can light my eyes shining
Only a drop of lovely tears weeping
If my life still wonderful?
What means so called colorful?

So many question show up in my mind
It's a long night I told

My Rose

My Rose

I have a beautiful rose
Who was so blooming and see
You will never wither
Cause I was here for you

 

The smell reminds me

How pure you and me
The thing we share that was so true
I will live in eternity with you.

 

You are my rose,
Who engrave within my heart
We are locked so tight

We can together never part.

 

As long as my eyes are wet with tears
I will go on with you for thousands years,
And kissing your tears away
Keep you in my embrace tenderly

 

You are never far away from me

I am your shadow you can see
You are who the same for me
You are my rose, the one who linger in my heart

A shoulder to lean on

A shoulder to lean on

 

I'm so exciting to meet you today

You know the day we have depart for long

I need you sent a shoulder to lean on

In the midst of my darkest night

  

I can't control to speak up my life

Eager to tell you all in one breath

You know I was suffering the bitterness

My heart so pain and crashed nearly

  

Only you who can understand me well

Only you who can really read my true heart

Only you who can heal my broken heart

Only you who can take me to your heart

  

Time past as quickly as a meteor by my side

You shake your hand to say farewell agian

Your shadow have veils by my flowing tears

You know I need a shoulder to lean on

 

Holding Me...

Holding Me...

  

Holding me in your arms tightly

The autumn breeze floating gently

Across over that sway trees softly

You caressing my gold hairs tenderly

  

You took me in your arms that day

I can feel how much you care for me

There was no fears falling in my way

My heart was as calm as a blueness sea

  

When I was in your arms at that starry night

I can see how twinkling the stars were over the sky

Everything was very brighten just like a fire burn

I was no longer feel loneliness since that night

  

I dream I was in your arms in the moonlit night

You comfort me well and keep me from harm

Nothing will be desolation through my path

Since the day my heart lingering in your soul

 

No Disappointments

No Disappointments

Will accompany with you my god
In heaven you are my lord
Sit here calmly still
These wating days as sick and ill
Try to be strong
Can't counted then too long

Just wanna sit here calmly still
You know that's my will
No disappointments in the wolrd
Once paid must be hold
This is the god who lead the way
Follow it tight will never delay

I'm bound for in far away
There I can see my beautiful day
And the glories I there how graceful
This is the place where hopeful
Persuade myself here take a rest
Who knows if I can do the best

All the things here must cost
Waste the day how much is lost
Waiting is just to prove
How much you can show me your love
Tasting every bittersweet
How sorrow and pain my feet

No disappointments in my world
Have faced every time no matter how sad and hard

Walking around the Mamzar Beach

My mood is so badly tonight,don't know what's wrong during these days i always feel so annoying.The filipinaos always make noising at midnight,they speak loudly and keep talking,it's already 2 am at this time,but they didn't care others.I can't have a good sleepy since the day I moved here with them.We were living in a villa ,here have 6 ppl,four ladies from philipin,one is from Srilank and I from china.The black lady and I always feel painful,tonight i really can't sleep,so I tried to ask the black lady go outside and have a walk.
Now it's 2am,we two kept walking to the mamzar beach.It's very hard to get the taxi at this time,no other way to choose,we just keep walking and walking,finally we arrived.The beach is not far from our place,about half an hour walking to here.We brought some news papers and put them over the sand and sat down.We towards the beach just wanna listening the soud of the waves and sat here silently.In opposite is another small country which shone the light.FOr a moment we lied down in the sand and got some crocc ball to eat and have a bottle of juice.
BOth of our mood feel better in the beach,even it was late and dark.One or two hour have past,we stood up and walked towards the opposite which is Shaja another small country full of lights.In the road we talked and smiled.

Father's oak

【橡树爸爸】
  I don’t remember when I was born. All I know is that my first cradle has been an oak leaf and that the light filtered through the branches has tenderly caressed me. I was only a little acorn1 but the light was my mother. I was living wrapped up in a leaf near the heart of my father, the old oak.


  My parents loved me very much: my mother was waking me up each morning with sunrays and my father was singing to me each evening leaf lullabies2 and I was falling asleep in the leaf’s cradle, dreaming of angels.
  
  But one morning when I woke up, all forest had been covered by gold. I was so happy that I wanted to sing, but my father’s sadness has broken my joy.


  “The fall is already here, little girl,” he said. “And now we have to pass away. But don’t be afraid; next spring we’ll be back again for the earth to rejoice3.”


  And I still have lived like this for some time, each day in more light, each day between fewer leaves, until one da whenmy father dropped me down from his old and tired arms. And very soon it has snowed from the angels’wings and all my sleep has become angel wings and silver moon until one morning when I woke up gently touched by a snail’s horns.


  “Good morning, dad!” I said.


  “Good spring, little girl!” answered the old oak.


  “But what’s this? All winter long I have dreamed of millions of angels and now I woke up with millions of eyes. What happened, dad?”


  My father didn’t answer me, but I found the answer in the infinitely4 multiplied5 echo of my words. I wasn’t anymore the little acorn who had sadly entered the winter’s sleep. I was a rustling forest.


  我不记得我出生在何时。我只知道我的第一个摇篮曾是一片橡树叶,阳光从树枝间透过来,温柔地爱抚着我。我只是一颗小小的橡子,但阳光是我的母亲。我被一片叶子包裹着,生活在我父亲——那棵老橡树的心旁。  
  我的父母非常爱我:每天早晨母亲用阳光把我唤醒;每天晚上父亲则用沙沙的树叶声给我唱催眠曲,我在树叶摇篮里进入了梦乡,梦见了天使。
  但有一天早晨,当我醒来时,整个树林一片金黄。我快乐得想放声歌唱, 但父亲的悲伤打断了我的欢乐。
  “秋天已经来了, 小女孩,”他说,“现在我们必须离去。但不要害怕;明年春天,我们还会回来,和大地一起欢庆。”


  而我仍像这样生活了一段时间,每天的阳光越来越多,每天树间的叶子越来越少,直到有一天,父亲将我从衰老而疲惫的双臂上放下去。没过多久,雪花便从天使的翅膀上飘落下来,我所有的睡梦都变成了天使的翅膀和银色的月光,直到一天早晨,我被一只蜗牛的触角温柔地触醒。w


  “早安,爸爸!” 我说。
  “春天好,小女孩!”老橡树回答说。


  “可这是怎么回事? 整个漫长的冬天,我曾梦到数百万的天使,现在我醒来却带着数百万的眼睛。发生了什么事, 爸爸?”


  父亲没有回答我,但我从我话音的众多回声中找到了答案。我不再是那颗悲伤地进入冬眠的小橡子,而是一片飒飒作响的树林。w

  1.acorn[5eIkC:n]n.橡树果;橡子


  2.lullaby[5lQlEbaI]n.摇篮曲;催眠曲


  3.rejoice[rI5dVIs ]v.欣喜;欢喜


  4.infinitely[5InfInItlI]adv.无穷地;无限地


  5.multiply[5mQltIplaI]v.使(大大)增加

Lonely Heart

Looking up the sky was gloomy
Sitting alone beside the Creek silently
Homesick took the creek as HuangPu River
Like it or not,it would be never

A gust of light wind
Blowing softly i feel sad
Lonely night
Without a light

Heart beating so strongly tonight
Eyes wet as a drop of sea salt
Murmurd to the creek my river
Be my friend ever forever

Lonely night
Lonely heart
Lonely thought
Lonely without a friend