Wednesday, March 7, 2012 10:33:48 AM
Cn u luv sum1 n hate da person same tym?
R u stil in luv wit sum1 wen every thot of da person u push it away frm yo mind?
I used to b in luv, mayb stil am jus in denial, bt i used to crave my lover.
Every sec that went by wud drive me crazy if i wasnt near her.
Id call n text her as many tyms as i felt n stil miss her.
Now every absence of her makes my miserable lyf a bit better, missin her bitter my soul i jus wish i cn puke my gut.
How cn i hate her wen shes my only 1?
I love the gal mayb m confuseda, bt stil i feel used...how i dnt knw
I feel lied to...how i wnt share.
I use work as n excuse to hide n distance myself frm da emtiness i feel wen i miss YOU, yes i stil miss U dats y i hate u a lot as well.
Through all of that i stil love you boo, n m so confused a part of me wana get ova yo boo. Yet anada part wana keep U boo.
I give n leave everythin to tym, only tym wil tel.
Sunday, October 2, 2011 6:56:05 PM
We walk among God's perfect creations, we walk blinded by illusions devoured by sin, i walked my path blindly bt today i hav dat spark in my sight,
I hav 1 of da most strongest emotion in me...i walk amongst angels i walk wit angels my lover is n angel lik no ada, shes my strength my shoulder to hold on to , shez my everythin n i thank God i was so blessed to hav my blinded sight peek for a sec to see her.
My lover is the best of the best
An Angel created n assign to only me
Shez da happiness i longed 4
I thank God i found my soul mate,
I wish every1 found theirs n this world wud b a happy 1...
Keep seekin patiently ul find yourz.
Saturday, September 17, 2011 11:37:24 PM
Ever been in the presence of supernatural forces? Have u ever seen or felt things beyond your reasoning mind? Things your mind refused to store because it wasn't meant for it to know of? One time i was in a position where by i was chasing some boy who was behind my house, i thought he was stealin bottles from our house around 6 pm so he ran n i chased after him, as we reached da plain gravel road believe it or not he went on all for, i couldn't catch up anymore but stared at what looked lik a dog until he or it vanished in the far darkness. After that my mind struggled to think of what just happened. I got back home never wondered what i saw. I never cared coz i thought what i saw was crazy. But now i don't think it was crazy i still wonder what happened. But i've no rational answer so i kept this to myself coz ppl would have thought i was crazy, after all that's what we call ppl who've encountered things beyond our understandings
Tuesday, September 13, 2011 11:02:00 PM
Oh child y wont u learn
Uve won da 1st race b4 U knew ur name
Oh child y wont U learn
U bcame da 1st out of 1000s b4 U wer formd
Oh child y wont u learn
Ur comin was anticipated
Oh child y wont U learn
U been throu worst b4 n uve made it
Oh child y wont u learn
Today u feel helpless
A simple challenge shook U nw?
Uve passed worst challenges b4, VALUE UR LYF MO frm NOW ON.
Sunday, September 4, 2011 11:10:28 PM
The rush of adrenaline
The thrill of victory
The scent of ...
Heat of the moment
Yo thoughts idlin
Yo desire salvating
The scent of...
Driven by hormones
Common sense blurred
Reality diluted by fantasy.
Thats when you'll know you in the zone
Th3 mom3nt of da he4t
Thursday, September 1, 2011 4:22:33 PM
How great it is to be in love, free love no conditions jus love expectations. It is so great when u meet dat perfect some1, yes dat som1 who gives u butterflies wen u thnk about. It is so great walkin hand in hand wit, da kisses u share...not to mention da passionate love in da bed room. Jus get all sad wen the enermy JElly yes i mean jealousy creeps in, then da silly imaginations, the lame excuses, and the incresing distance .how great it is the feel a feeling filling yo lungs so powerfully ud swear u been in heaven or at least nearer. It gets so sad wen a 3rd person comes between ya, then da love depreciate n da extra stuffs unappreciated no more. Excuses excuses which prolongs the ultimate da fights.loneliness creeps in n leads to the INEVITABLE BREAK UP.
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