My OperaMerely a human being
Tuesday, October 19, 2010 12:32:37 PM
In a moment,I think of being social,being friendly. I thought of trying to blend in with the others,with this madding world. And the next moment,I realized that it's impossible being someone who isn't me at all. It's like you want to mix oil and water. No matter how much you stir the mixture,it won't become one
I never really understand how to spam in a forum,write sth nonsense,useless and sort of cutie. If your ask me to be critising,fair,I can do it in a blink of eye since it's my human nature. However,asking me to be cute? Er,it's a system error,folks.
In the end,I found myself such a miserable creature. I'm struggling to mix with a society,struggling to understand the others. I don't even have the will to fulfill my wish. Someone once asked me : Why do you take an interest in everything about "standing still" ? What should I say? After all,that's what I am. I keep on standing still,at the same spot as yesterday. Everything I have now,seriously,I have it without trying much. Not because I set foot in university's doorway and being cocky,seriously again,I never try that much to pass the university entrance exam. I hate the pressure my parents put on my shoulders. And I never study nonstop,to the very late of night.
I lolz at how so many people describe me as this funny,generous person. It's just not me. I also lolz at how people think they know me. No,dudes. You know nothing,even a smallest corner of my heart. Don't claim you are my friends until I announce it by my own mouth,okay?
I never really understand how to spam in a forum,write sth nonsense,useless and sort of cutie. If your ask me to be critising,fair,I can do it in a blink of eye since it's my human nature. However,asking me to be cute? Er,it's a system error,folks.
In the end,I found myself such a miserable creature. I'm struggling to mix with a society,struggling to understand the others. I don't even have the will to fulfill my wish. Someone once asked me : Why do you take an interest in everything about "standing still" ? What should I say? After all,that's what I am. I keep on standing still,at the same spot as yesterday. Everything I have now,seriously,I have it without trying much. Not because I set foot in university's doorway and being cocky,seriously again,I never try that much to pass the university entrance exam. I hate the pressure my parents put on my shoulders. And I never study nonstop,to the very late of night.
I lolz at how so many people describe me as this funny,generous person. It's just not me. I also lolz at how people think they know me. No,dudes. You know nothing,even a smallest corner of my heart. Don't claim you are my friends until I announce it by my own mouth,okay?
