Monday, December 7, 2009 1:18:11 PM
self-talk
In the fuckin' unseen place I am
Lookin' for what I can't understand
"Listen to your heart before u tell him goodbye" she said
But what is my heart sayin'?
I can't hear
A decision for u and me or just for myself only?
Just want to think about noone n notin'
Just want to run away
Far from here
Far from here...
Sunday, October 11, 2009 3:57:23 PM
self-talk

I first call u sweetie and then as u c the word, u think I'm talking to u or about u, it's so nice, and now I've decided to keep it for u only, I swear, sweetie!
How can I hide my feeling? To night, I just think about u and our relationship, I'm afraid of ur space in my heart, I don't know why...
Monday, September 28, 2009 5:45:23 AM
self-talk
All things I can do 4u right now is staying calm and waiting...
Saturday, September 26, 2009 1:39:03 PM
self-talk

At the beginning of sometin' that u don't know exactly...U said u wished I were a man who can be together with u on the way to anywhere, so fun...
Take care n good luck, my dear!
Wednesday, September 23, 2009 1:28:36 AM
self-talk

Though it seems worse right now but things will be OK. When I tell me that, I think of u, sweetie...How can I hide my true feelings, honey?
Friday, September 18, 2009 5:07:32 PM
self-talk

Where to go and how
If it's true, it's happening right now
Slow down, slow down...
Monday, August 24, 2009 1:21:18 PM
self-talk

There's st waitin' 4me this week, a new thing or notin' I don't know, just want to escape from this fuckin' boring stage, want 2change but no motivation to move.
What's really important to me, what?
I don't know, how can I know, how?
Shit!
Sunday, August 23, 2009 1:19:03 PM
fuck it up

The party is4 noone but himself, he let them drink, drink and drink then they act like animals... a shy quiet girl, one of my students, comes wild with your alcohol, fuck!
They r just quite young, just quite rustic and poor, n u have money from others n u think u have power, fuck!
I can do notin' 4 them, I'll go when the course finish, fuck!
Go to the hell with ur fucking dirty thought!
Friday, August 21, 2009 12:21:56 PM
stuff
What the fuck is he thinking? He thinks he is the King and everyone just have to do what he wants ?
Another said to me "If he likes to talk a lot, just keep quiet", it means nothing to me although he pays me money to do this course n if I say nothing then something happen, he can ask me why I didn't say anytin' at the beginning...So if he likes it or not, I have to tell him what I think it's good for the course n the participants because he invites me come here as an expert, not a fool that does exactly what he wants.
Anyway, I will have all my money at the end of the course, he he...