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See you walk away...

Nobody's fault but mine


In the fuckin' unseen place I am
Lookin' for what I can't understand
"Listen to your heart before u tell him goodbye" she said
But what is my heart sayin'?
I can't hear
A decision for u and me or just for myself only?
Just want to think about noone n notin'
Just want to run away
Far from here
Far from here...

Sweetie

I first call u sweetie and then as u c the word, u think I'm talking to u or about u, it's so nice, and now I've decided to keep it for u only, I swear, sweetie!
How can I hide my feeling? To night, I just think about u and our relationship, I'm afraid of ur space in my heart, I don't know why...

waitin'


All things I can do 4u right now is staying calm and waiting...

Beginning

At the beginning of sometin' that u don't know exactly...U said u wished I were a man who can be together with u on the way to anywhere, so fun...
Take care n good luck, my dear! love

ok


Though it seems worse right now but things will be OK. When I tell me that, I think of u, sweetie...How can I hide my true feelings, honey?

slow down, slow down...


Where to go and how
If it's true, it's happening right now
Slow down, slow down...

There's st waitin'


There's st waitin' 4me this week, a new thing or notin' I don't know, just want to escape from this fuckin' boring stage, want 2change but no motivation to move.
What's really important to me, what?
I don't know, how can I know, how?
Shit!

what the Fk goin' on?



The party is4 noone but himself, he let them drink, drink and drink then they act like animals... a shy quiet girl, one of my students, comes wild with your alcohol, fuck!
They r just quite young, just quite rustic and poor, n u have money from others n u think u have power, fuck!
I can do notin' 4 them, I'll go when the course finish, fuck!
Go to the hell with ur fucking dirty thought!

I'm not a fool


What the fuck is he thinking? He thinks he is the King and everyone just have to do what he wants ?
Another said to me "If he likes to talk a lot, just keep quiet", it means nothing to me although he pays me money to do this course n if I say nothing then something happen, he can ask me why I didn't say anytin' at the beginning...So if he likes it or not, I have to tell him what I think it's good for the course n the participants because he invites me come here as an expert, not a fool that does exactly what he wants.
Anyway, I will have all my money at the end of the course, he he... drunk
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