COUNTING DAYS

1.Maybe I should leave all my social site because I will so busy with my 30 day.

2.Sending some letter to my collage friends and apologizing to them “I’m so sorry guys I can’t attend in your wedding”.

3.Visiting my mom in Hong Kong and say to her that I love her very much and I’m so proud to be her daughter.

4.Visiting my Father and say to him that even we are never lived together, drinking tea in the morning but you are still my great father.

5.I will to talking whole day with my young brother and share about our life past (we are so funny siblings).

6.Going to the Church with my complete family (mommy, daddy, brother, me, anti, uncle, cousin, nephew, grand-ma, and grand-pa).

7.Celebrating Christmas with my Family (we will dancing, singing, eating and laughing whole night). So my last time is going in the middle of December until January hahaha.

8.I will go to the Tokyo, Japan and meet with my cool brother there (Shinobu Kyosuke and Shinobu Toshi, they are awesome Oniisan). maybe i will asking my little imoutochan, Gia, to take me there hahhaha.

9.Still in Tokyo, I want to meet with kenichi Matsuyama, you know guys I’m crazy with him…whoam, I want to talk with this cute boy..(it will be secret talking hahaha).

10.I will go to the the purilieus in Indonesia, Africa, India, China become a missionary.

Whew, it will be great trip and joyously. But, let check on again,
oh…why I didn’t write the marriage in list? Hem..i think it’s natural. I don’t want be creepy bride “if we were married then we just finished our blessing of the church, a hour later I’m dead, it’s not funny guys)

You could be very wise if you knew that you will dead soon but Friend, you don’t need cancer to change your life. You can do it right now by the power steadfast faith in God.

If there was something to finish DO IT NOW, anything, don’t wait until you have cancer (just for example). 30 days isn’t enough to do all things that must you do in whole 23 years you lived.

Ehm...okay what i will write here?
..(searching idea)
(ready)
Okay, i found now, something that i will drop here is the new page in my life...i am grow old so i am grow up 2

it's sound like me for time pass, i am the weird girl coz i am very rare to smile with another person.
in years pass almost half of my life, i was spent with pain ******** and thinning of the stomach wall
, i am going with the damn medicine everyday , it's hard to pass and you know
how sad when i know that almost have no hope of well .

but, did you hear i said almost so is there any hope for me even it's a little hope
then I gave it all to God and I believe that I will recover

I do not want to sit still to wait and weep for all,I believe God will give the best for me. I am not regret, if I must die then let that be the will of God in my life.

Time passes...
(it's picture of me when I go through it all)

so many thing that was happening in my life and i was ending this with smile LOL
in the end of 2009 and in my 23 years old i had the great thing and it's make joy...
i am on recovery processing now and i didn't feel pain in my body again hehehehehe
it's miracle of God...

and i am so thank full for my family (mam, dad, & my brother) and my friend's support here...
Domo Arigatou Gozaimasu Oniisan to Imoutochan desu
and thank's for being my family

new page in my life is starting now
so have a few of plan right now

Do you not know that in a race all the runners compete, but [only] one receives the prize? So run [your race] that you may lay hold [of the prize] and make it yours. Now every athlete who goes into training conducts himself temperately and restricts himself in all things. They do it to win a wreath that will soon wither, but we [do it to receive a crown of eternal blessedness] that cannot wither. 1 Corinthians 9:24-25.

Tidak tahukah kamu, bahwa dalam gelanggang pertandingan semua peserta turut berlari, tetapi bahwa hanya satu orang saja yang mendapat hadiah? Karena itu larilah begitu rupa, sehingga kamu memperolehnya! Tiap-tiap orang yang turut mengambil bagian dalam pertandingan, menguasai dirinya dalam segala hal. Mereka berbuat demikian untuk memperoleh suatu mahkota yang fana, tetapi kita untuk memperoleh suatu mahkota yang abadi. 1 Korintus 9:24-25.