when you present your whole life to God, then you are more than winning

someone asked me some question about boyfriend (wow it's sound like not weeddy to talking about Boyfriend ;P)

past,when i cooked(i always hungry on midnight, it's weird but i can't stop this)

ok let back to the story....
my friend and me had the "weird-secret-talking" at midnight in the kitchen and what about it? it's all about "what are you thinking about your ex. boyfriends, girl?"
me for a minutes, can't say a word..."well..." i tried to answer *take a deep-breath-sigh*
"he is good boy, handsome (definetly yes), cool, a best drummer i ever seen before, a good son coz he never forget to go to church every sunday,..." I took a deep breath and looked at my friend...
"just it that i can remember about him" i said. then, my friend looked at me with a serious eyes and she just said "ohhh...".
"you still love him?" asked her then made me shocked "ehm..what i have to say?, i never felt the same feeling since our broke" i said with the innocent face
"in past, you loved him much...i knew coz you told me it a thousand time" said my friend unbelievable
"Ok, but it's gone. i loved him in past as my boyfriend but now i love him as my friend" i tried to explain the truth.
"accepted, but how about your memories? what should you do if someday -accidentally- you meet him,
don't you feel awkward and weird? especially if you've kissed?" told her
"Wait"
"We never kiss, as long as, not yet" said me
then, my friend looked at me "Never?"
"Yes, never"
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