Monday, November 3, 2008 1:17:12 PM
This whole thing is about her not getting what she wants most, Me! And this will never happen. I am not the same guy that she once new and I cannot be that idiot that I ONCE WAS FOR HER. I am married now to someone that loves me more than anyone that I've ever known and will know. I will not give that up for someone that left me for dead and is just pissed that I didn't die like she thought I would. I refuse to die then and I refuse to let anyone take me out. I'm back better than ever and she can't stand it that I still look good and everone who's seen me says so.
I'm the target now of her rath because she scewed up with me by abandening me like she did and I didn't die. I can expect her to do things like keep my daughter away from me and hold her hostege for my effections with she will not get. I won't let her hold my daughter over my head. I can't! If I did I'll never be free of her games and I do not want to play these games with her. I have to play this as if "what ever" and hope that I'm right because I love my little girl. I'll suffer for a little bit but the. Message will be sent that she can't hold anything over my head. It won't work!
I know also that now she may come at me with child support for my daughter. If she does that may backfire right in her face. I am my daughters father and I have the paperwork to prove it. Court works two ways in this country and for someone like me that's had my share of trials and two years of law studies, she's in for a time that she won't like. As I said, I may suffer a little in the beginning, only because I just got out, but things will pan out for me in the l ong run. My wife and kids love me, thay's a great start.