Wednesday, October 8, 2008 10:37:21 PM
When your in-love with someone it's like you don't want that person to leave to go anywhere without you. My breathing use to get heavy when I was neer my love. I use to dream of her loving me at night. The thought of her next to me was enough to make me cry. Now I feel like crying because she isn't around me at all.
I use to have a love in my life that I thought would never break away from me. Now the day that I had to go to Federal Prison was the day that I found out that I would see my love again. I'm out of the Feds now and I still haven't seen my love. She no longer exist for me. It has me questioning weather she ever did exist for me at all. Some times I think that she was just a myth that I dreamt up to feel in the void that hounts me. Other times, most other times, I don't feel at all. How can that be?