The Randomness of Life

A look at the oddness of my world...

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School's out for the Summer

Well, this certantly is my first entry in quite some time... but, schools out now for the summer!!! Just waiting for my transcript to come in the mail to know how I did on my finals...

I've officially come to an astounding conclusion - I would rather have schooling year round than have to move out of my apartment every spring... I honestly didn't know you could fit that much stuff in one small car... we even managed to get my desk in! In one peice!!!

Anyways, I'm off... need to unpack somemore stuff...

Here's somemore poetry before I end this though:


Apocolypse

the sunlight night
the darkened day
the stars shining
a faded grey

the blood-red dawn
hell's unquenched fire
is but a sign
of hatred's desire

My sister, My friend

This one is to my friend, the sister of my heart. Inspired by her and written about her.

Please, no flames on this one - it was written from my heart.

Sister-Friend

Dragon-Tamer
Fire-Walker
Peace-Bringer
Heart-Warmer
Secret-Keeper
Trust-Maker
Friendship-Healer
Sister-Friend

FEAR

This is an older poem of mine that I stumbled across agian today - but its words still ring with truth in my mind...
-The Wanderer


Fear

A prophet's voice
Cries the truth
Yet is quickly silenced

"Flames!!" "Flames!!"
It had cried
Yet these words fell upon deaf ears

A reeking stench comes from a corner
The smell of fear lies heavy upon the rank air
The wheels squeaking
Hinges creaking
The wind whistling by

The door is opening
Faces appear
A flicker of hope is quickly extinguished
For hard are these faces
With expressions of stone
And a disgusted look behind their eyes

As they look across the crowd
There eyes pausing to rest on a few
The young
The weak
And the old

Frightened a child begins to wail
Its young mother tries to comfort
Without success
For the stones are yelling
Eyes full of hate
Screaming
Yelling

The prophet looks
And sees flames
Rising higher and higher
Into the night sky

The prophets' eyes
Meet another's
Behind an electric fence

These eyes are no longer scared
They are haunted
Carrying the look of death

The rankness is gone
Replaced by heavy smoke
But a smell remains
Fear

Lost

Another poem of mine - this week seems to be a creative one for me...
I am torn on this one - wheither to extend it past its current ending, or to let it be as it is, short, simple, and compact. Let me know what you think of it.
-The Wanderer

Lost

Drowned
Within a sea of imagination
Trapped
Within a cage of my own design
Veiled
Within my own creation
Lost
Within the labyrinth of my mind

Final's Stress

I've got finals coming up in a couple of weeks - and all my term papers are due early next week. Next time I hear someone say that I've got it lucky 'cause I'm in college and don't have to do anymore schoolwork - I'm gonna remember this and just laugh.......then they'll think I've lost it - and it'll be entertaining....

Boy am I rambeling.....happens a lot with lots of caffine and no sleep....symptoms of college life i suppose?

Short-Write: An Introduction

(This is just a random story I wrote that was continued on for several chapters before being disbanded. I ran across it a little while back, and was caught agian by this segment. As I couldn't bring myself to throw it out, I'll toss it up here - tell me what you think of it. [no stealing, even if I'm not currently writing the story myself - it still is my work, and I will not take kindly to it being taken.])

Entering the dark and smoke-filled tavern, you pause by the side of the door, waiting for your eyes to adjust to the dim lighting within. After a moment, you can see clearly enough to risk moving, and glance around the filthy room at your fellow patrons.

As your gaze moves to the far corner, a figure catches your eyes, making them pause in their journey. Sitting with her back to the wall, both exits well within her sight-range, is a young woman cloaked in grey, with hair of a startling white.

Feeling your gaze upon her, she looks up, her eyes meeting yours, causing a cold shiver to run down your spine; a sudden crackle from an ill-kept flickering fireplace dances across her face, and you see a pair of palely glinting eyes laugh dangerously at you. Suddenly nervous, you are glad when she turns back to her companion, formerly unnoticed, and you find unconsciously tightened muscles relaxing and can barely refrain from uttering a sigh of relief.

"I said - what'da'ya have?" said a irritated voice, breaking through your paralysis and knocking you back into conscious thought. Looking for the voices source, you see the barkeeper, leaning over the filthy bar and glaring irritatedly at you, as though he'd been trying to get your order from some time.

Blinking, and shaking your head slightly to clear it, you turn to respond to the irritated barkeeper at long last. "A beer, I'll have a beer” You say, meeting his annoyed gaze squarely. Snorting, he turns his back to you and goes to get your beer.

Slamming your drink down hard enough to make it spill over onto the already filthy counter, the 'keep glares at you; without a comment, you pull a gald coin out of your wallet to pay for your drink. Picking up your mug, you find an empty table and you sit down, your back to the wall.

Staring into the murky depths of your drink, you are startled by a sudden bark of harsh laughter, drawing your attention back to the corner table and its occupants.

Looking at the table over the rim of your tankard, you can see the woman's companion clearly for the first time. His unkempt appearance and dark complexion make him the pallor opposite of his fair companion, for he looks anything but reputable. Frowning, you find yourself thinking that he looks vaguely like the slaver you glimpsed on your way through the market early that morning.

The object of your thoughts stands suddenly, throwing back his hood, his eyes glinting in amusement. Grabbing his mug, the dark-haired man raises it in a mocking toast to his...companion. Downing the entire amount in one gulp, the man slams it down upon the table when he is finished, smirking at the woman who is looking up at him coldly. Looking down at her, he lets out another grating bark of laughter and, smirking, walks out of the bar.

After watching the crude man's exit, you allow your eyes travel back to his former companion, watching as she slowly sets down her still-filled tankard, her shoulders slumping slightly in a gesture that confuses you.

Standing, she pulls her hood up over her startlingly white hair, and, re-settling her grey cloak around her, she prepares to go out into the darkened night.

A slight movement catches your eyes as she shifts slightly and a gald coin appears upon the table she was sitting at. Feeling your eyes still upon her, she turns; a pair of glinting eyes clash harshly against yours before you force yourself to look away, unable to maintain contact with the raw yet unidentifiable emotion in her eyes for long.

A swift movement brings her to your table and past it; you barely have time to register a brief pressure upon your shoulder, as if a hand had rested there momentarily, before she is out of the tavern and into the night.

Feeling somewhat lost, as though a great kindness had been gifted upon you, and you are yet unsure of who it was granted by and why it was that it was given...

Turning, you look out the doorway and into the darkened night, your shoulder still feeling the slight pressure of a gentle hand resting briefly upon it...[/SIZE]

A New Poem

I finally finished a poem I started a while back. It's not that long, but after writing the first couple of verses I kinda lost insperation for it for a while.

I'm really not sure what I think about it, its randomness to the extream is all I can say...but I'll put it up to see what you all think about it.

(note - the working title is "You Are Alone", but I was debating upon changing it to "The Ringing of the Bells". Read it and tell me which it should be...


You are alone
Granted solitude unwillingly
Wisdom escaping your grasp

Silence overwhelms you
Emptiness echoing all around
In an unforgiving cord

The ringing of the bells
Strikes a discordant tone
Jarring your senses harshly

Clapping screaming echoing noise
Holding your head in your hands
You are alone.


Well, that's all for this post - tell me what you think of this most random of poems and what you belive that I should title it. Be warned though - critisism may or may not be taken seriously, depending upon whether it is constructive or hurtful, well-meaning or full of spite. I hate it when people flame soley for the sake of flaming, so please, don't do that to me.

-The Wonderer

Hanging Out With the Guys

I was hanging out with some of my friends today at one of their houses, and discovered yet agian that it is a truly bad thing to give my friends caffine. After a bit of Mountain Dew (Pepsi in my case) in their systems, two of them (brothers in fact) started chasing each other around the room, trying to kill eachother or something. I think the younger brother insulted the elder or something - but it ended up with the younger of the two curled up in a ball on the floor - having been kicked in nuts.

Needless to say, the amusment progressed from there - they truly are an infinite supply of amusement.

off fer now
-The Wonderer