Gary's ramblings

When I first met my 3 best friends, myself and two others were taking a creating writing class from the third. We "The Core Four" remained friends long after the course ended and sadly long after all of us stopped writing (sadly we all stopped writing that is, they are very good writers). So the other day I was reading Mommyluvsliz blog (She has the most thought provoking entries) and it got me to thinking about some of the stories I used to write. Most were of a physco thriller nature and dealt with subjects like if we believe something to be true, then it is, and of course the plot would be someone believes in something evil and that evil would come to life and yeah yeah yeah, heard it all before. But thinking about it again (and again, at the moment I have way too much time on my hands) I'm thinking there is something to, some of it anyway, and I'm not really one to believe in the supernatural. Have you ever, usually as a child, (I think young minds are more free) dreamed you had a new bike, or something like that, and woke up and looked out the window to look at it? The feeling only last for a second or two but in that second or two you honestly believe you have a new bike. Or, and this is even weirder, have you ever sat and stared at an object long enough that you felt as if you left your body. Okay, Okay, I said it was weird but I swear it has happened to me. Of course I know that just believing in something doesn't make it so, at least not in a physical sense. I mean yeah, I thought I had a new bike, but it was never really there. But maybe, there is the physical reality we all deal with most of our day to day lives, and maybe there is a mental/spiritual/whatever you want to call it reality that we occasionally slip in and out of. And maybe some people have trained themselves through meditation or whatever, to enter this state at will, and maybe some enter this state unwillingly and don't know how to deal with it and are deemed by the rest of us as mentally ill.

Yep like the title of the post says, it just keeps getting weirder.