What would you think if I sang out of tune, Would you stand up and walk out on me? Lend me your ears and I'll sing you a song And I'll try not to sing out of key.
Oh, I get by with a little help from my friends Mm, I get high with a little help from my friends Mm, gonna try with a little help from my friends
What do I do when my love is away (Does it worry you to be alone?) How do I feel by the end of the day, (Are you sad because you're on your own?)
No, I get by with a little help from my friends Mm, I get high with a little help from my friends Mm, gonna try with a little help from my friends
Do you need anybody I need somebody to love Could it be anybody I want somebody to love.
Joe Cocker - With A Little Help From My Friends Lyrics
Would you believe in a love at first sight Yes, I'm certain that it happens all the time What do you see when you turn out the light I can't tell you but I know it's mine,
Oh, I get by with a little help from my friends Mm, I get high with a little help from my friends Mm, gonna try with a little help from my friends
Do you need anybody I just need someone to love Could it be anybody I want somebody to love.
Oh, I get by with a little help from my friends With a little help from my friends.
aaaargh...I am soo sorry..I havent got much time to blog lately!!! I got sooo busy!! I had to clean out my roomk and my house and I think I gotta repaint a lot of walls.......and left me very tired to go out to anywhere....I still can view stuff on my mobile and read all of my pals posts but I cant post comments.....I will definitely post back to all of you when I have the time!!!
I cant concerntrate at work today! Had a weird dream with this dude haunting in my dream but I was a bit scared. Then this demon was chasing me & two people that I have never met before. The dream is quite long , just a lot of running! I woke up damn tired and sick. my chest hurts a bit. I am going to see a doc later.
I am sooo sorry..this is suppose to be oin my blog last mont but I havent got the time to put it up...
the library did an Animal Day that day and I was the amongst the fisrt person that came early and hold the burmese phyton and then there were people and a reporter who took my pic with the phyton, and I just gave the phyton a kiss on the head! hahaha then he interviewed me but it was difficult to speak as the phython was curling around the neck!!! I only said that these animals are important because they are a part of our life and important to preserve for the future generation and I work at the Esso station...but he really smoothens up my words and put in pump attendant???????? I am not A pump attendant!!!! hahaha....just because I was kissing a snake he put in 'nature lover'.....ahahahhahaha
oh well.....then I didnt get any copy of the paper the next day!!!! arghhhh.....untill today..I havent got a chance to see myself in the paper but my customers and the whole neighbourhood saw me in the paper!!! it is weird they didnt put up the pic in the internet!!!!!
I am sorry....that I havent been around very much.
I sometimes dont even know what to write!
So many times I have felt that I am completely free of my problems and depression and I felt that I am in control of my life and I am happy. There is nothing wrong with my work of my personal life. ah,yes, maybe its the people.
As long as I am left alone, and no stupid question asked, I am quite fine and happy but lately, a lot of people that talked to me kept asking the same question over and over as forcing me to do things that is impossible for me to do! At first I was ok and could ignore them but somehow the words got to me and I finally broke down.
What was the questions?
" Well, you do have a good education and grades...why didnt you continue your studies?" me: I cant...I dont have the money
" There is a lot of colleges and university that offers loans, why didnt you get one?" me: duh....My mum cant work anymore...and she is alone...if go to study, what will I feed her? sand?"
" What about your dad? where is he?" me: oh..he's loooong gone.
" Oh, I am so sorry, did he pass away?" me: oh he ran away...
Well...yeah....he ran away with a young indonesian woman and sold his house and everything and moved to Surabaya but I dont know what is the exact address but what I know I have 2 step sisters and 1 stepbrother....I am imagining him..a 65 year old man trying to raise 3 kids that is less than 12 years old there.....hahahaaa....his fault...he's the one that wanted to have a new and young wife and left me and my mum poor, alone and starving. His fault. I forgive him but the pain will always be there.He had found his path and I shall go mine.
Then I did try to continue my study in college and working at the same time. I can say that I have only half a diploma in Multimedia!!! I had to quit halfway. The stress of working and studying and the deadline and the assignments was unbearable to me and one day during a test I fainted. not to mention the stress that came from people that I thought was my friends and I was 'dead' because I got stabbed by so many people, I had my nervous breakdown.
Poor mum, she tried everything to help me to be alive again. I even got physically sick too and she drag me to clinics and did blood tests. oooo... then I found out that I got thalassemia minor!! thank God its not serious. If it was major...I'd be dead...i suppose..
I travelled a bit, changed my job, dissconnect my former life..and eventhough I kept working and working, I was happy. but now these people, Iknow they mean well, and have good intention, but please get out of my 'hair'....dont push me to do things that is impossible for me to right now. Whenever they came, they kept pushing me, asking me to go and continue my studies and as if working as a cashier at a gas station is not a good job....its a good job...the boss, the manager, I owe them my life...because of them, I found life again...and to trust another human being again.
I shall never leave them....ever...and I love this job. I am proud to be a Cashier in a Gas Station.
I am sooo going to tell them that in their face......
The world is blowing up The world is caving in The world has lost her way again But you are here with me But you are here with me Makes it okay
I hear you still talk to me As if you're sitting in my dusty chair Makes the hours easier to bear I know despite the years alone I'll always listen to you sing A sweet song And if it's all the same to you
I love you oh so well Like a kid loves candy and fresh snow I love you oh so well Enough to fill up heaven, overflow and fill hell Love you oh so well
When it's cold and darkness falls It's as if you're in the next room So alive I could swear I hear you singing to me
I love you oh so well Like a kid loves candy and fresh snow I love you oh so well Enough to fill up heaven, overflow And fill hell
The world is blowing up The world is caving in The world has lost her way again But you are here with me But you are here with me Makes it OK
Oh girl you're singing to me still
I love you oh so well Like a kid loves candy and fresh snow I love you oh so well Enough to fill up heaven, overflow and fill hell.
Some how, Listening to this song makes me thinks of my mum & all of my close friends here.
You light, the skies up above me A star, so bright you blind me Don't close your eyes Don't fade away Don't fade away
Yeh you and me we can ride on a star If you stay with me girl, we can rule the world Yeh you and me we can light up the sky If you stay by my side, we can rule the world.
If walls, break down, I will come for you If angels cry, oh I'll be there for you You've saved my soul Don't leave me now Don't leave me now
Yeh you and me we can ride on a star If you stay with me girl, we can rule the world Yeh you and me we can light up the sky If you stay by my side, we can rule the world.
All the stars are coming out tonight They're lighting up the sky tonight For you For you All the stars are coming out tonight They're lighting up the sky tonight For you For you,
Yeh you and me we can ride on a star If you stay with me girl, we can rule the world Yeh you and me we can light up the sky If you stay by my side, we can rule the world.
All the stars are coming out tonight They're lighting up the sky tonight For you For you All the stars are coming out tonight They're lighting up the sky tonight For you For you [repeat]
Such a beautiful song!!.........this is for all of my friends too