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With a Little Help from my Friends...dedicated to all of my pals

What would you think if I sang out of tune,
Would you stand up and walk out on me?
Lend me your ears and I'll sing you a song
And I'll try not to sing out of key.

Oh, I get by with a little help from my friends
Mm, I get high with a little help from my friends
Mm, gonna try with a little help from my friends

What do I do when my love is away
(Does it worry you to be alone?)
How do I feel by the end of the day,
(Are you sad because you're on your own?)

No, I get by with a little help from my friends
Mm, I get high with a little help from my friends
Mm, gonna try with a little help from my friends

Do you need anybody
I need somebody to love
Could it be anybody
I want somebody to love.

Joe Cocker - With A Little Help From My Friends Lyrics



Would you believe in a love at first sight
Yes, I'm certain that it happens all the time
What do you see when you turn out the light
I can't tell you but I know it's mine,

Oh, I get by with a little help from my friends
Mm, I get high with a little help from my friends
Mm, gonna try with a little help from my friends

Do you need anybody
I just need someone to love
Could it be anybody
I want somebody to love.

Oh, I get by with a little help from my friends
With a little help from my friends.

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emm found this song while checking out Woodstock....
such a cool time and place to be...I wish I could be there!

I wonder why Joe Cocker looks sooooo "high" on stage!! I guess thats how he feels the song!


another video
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uQYDvQ1HH-E

here's an older Joe
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_wG6Cgmgn5U&feature=fvw

the original song from the Beatles
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jBDF04fQKtQ


hmmm..yup yup
Joe sings it better......

hope all of you likes this song!

I have been singing this song in my head for days now....and feeling quite better

Sami Yusuf



This music really soothes me.....hmmmmmm........beautiful.....

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Well..not Gozo Shioda but reallly cool.....
The God's Hand!!!



ok last one and its all Gaijins.....heheh I love the music!!!!Get the drums!!!!

Vry Stewpyd Xpearaement

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AAAAAAARHGGGGGGGG!! a little update!!!!

aaaargh...I am soo sorry..I havent got much time to blog lately!!! I got sooo busy!! I had to clean out my roomk and my house and I think I gotta repaint a lot of walls.......and left me very tired to go out to anywhere....I still can view stuff on my mobile and read all of my pals posts but I cant post comments.....I will definitely post back to all of you when I have the time!!!


gotta blast!!!!........



see you...luuuuve uuuuuuuu

want some hair?



hahaha I did a hair cut...and I look like a boooy!!!!! too ashamed to post my pic!!!!

nightmare

I cant concerntrate at work today! Had a weird dream with this dude haunting in my dream but I was a bit scared. Then this demon was chasing me & two people that I have never met before. The dream is quite long , just a lot of running! I woke up damn tired and sick. my chest hurts a bit. I am going to see a doc later.

Hip Hippies

It must be interesting to have grandparents like them!

*is grandpa wearing any pants or not?

Woohooooo....in the newspaper!!!!!!!!

I am sooo sorry..this is suppose to be oin my blog last mont but I havent got the time to put it up...

the library did an Animal Day that day and I was the amongst the fisrt person that came early and hold the burmese phyton and then there were people and a reporter who took my pic with the phyton, and I just gave the phyton a kiss on the head! hahaha then he interviewed me but it was difficult to speak as the phython was curling around the neck!!!
I only said that these animals are important because they are a part of our life and important to preserve for the future generation and I work at the Esso station...but he really smoothens up my words and put in pump attendant???????? I am not A pump attendant!!!! hahaha....just because I was kissing a snake he put in 'nature lover'.....ahahahhahaha

oh well.....then I didnt get any copy of the paper the next day!!!! arghhhh.....untill today..I havent got a chance to see myself in the paper but my customers and the whole neighbourhood saw me in the paper!!! it is weird they didnt put up the pic in the internet!!!!!


http://thestar.com.my/news/story.asp?file=/2009/10/19/nation/4929652&sec=nation



some pics
http://my.opera.com/Zulia/albums/show.dml?id=924428

in and out in and out of the State of Depression

I am sorry....that I havent been around very much.

I sometimes dont even know what to write!


So many times I have felt that I am completely free of my problems and depression and I felt that I am in control of my life and I am happy. There is nothing wrong with my work of my personal life. ah,yes, maybe its the people.

As long as I am left alone, and no stupid question asked, I am quite fine and happy but lately, a lot of people that talked to me kept asking the same question over and over as forcing me to do things that is impossible for me to do! At first I was ok and could ignore them but somehow the words got to me and I finally broke down.

What was the questions?

" Well, you do have a good education and grades...why didnt you continue your studies?"
me: I cant...I dont have the money

" There is a lot of colleges and university that offers loans, why didnt you get one?"
me: duh....My mum cant work anymore...and she is alone...if go to study, what will I feed her? sand?"

" What about your dad? where is he?"
me: oh..he's loooong gone.

" Oh, I am so sorry, did he pass away?"
me: oh he ran away...

Well...yeah....he ran away with a young indonesian woman and sold his house and everything and moved to Surabaya but I dont know what is the exact address but what I know I have 2 step sisters and 1 stepbrother....I am imagining him..a 65 year old man trying to raise 3 kids that is less than 12 years old there.....hahahaaa....his fault...he's the one that wanted to have a new and young wife and left me and my mum poor, alone and starving. His fault. I forgive him but the pain will always be there.He had found his path and I shall go mine.


Then I did try to continue my study in college and working at the same time. I can say that I have only half a diploma in Multimedia!!! I had to quit halfway. The stress of working and studying and the deadline and the assignments was unbearable to me and one day during a test I fainted. not to mention the stress that came from people that I thought was my friends and I was 'dead' because I got stabbed by so many people, I had my nervous breakdown.

Poor mum, she tried everything to help me to be alive again. I even got physically sick too and she drag me to clinics and did blood tests. oooo... then I found out that I got thalassemia minor!! thank God its not serious. If it was major...I'd be dead...i suppose..

I travelled a bit, changed my job, dissconnect my former life..and eventhough I kept working and working, I was happy.
but now these people, Iknow they mean well, and have good intention, but please get out of my 'hair'....dont push me to do things that is impossible for me to right now. Whenever they came, they kept pushing me, asking me to go and continue my studies and as if working as a cashier at a gas station is not a good job....its a good job...the boss, the manager, I owe them my life...because of them, I found life again...and to trust another human being again.

I shall never leave them....ever...and I love this job. I am proud to be a Cashier in a Gas Station.


I am sooo going to tell them that in their face......

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