Monday, July 12, 2010 8:15:37 PM
I wish i had a wife. Whom I respect and love. There is no longer any regrets of not being young. I have wisened in many a ways. I love to have children and growing old with the woman I love. I want a peaceful happy may be some sorrows all along, but the truth is what ever may come standing together with your woman. How I wish I had a wife to share and live with.
Tuesday, November 24, 2009 4:51:41 AM
god, man, time
dont have any great ideas or prowesses to be a writer. i have some feeling that i am followed by ten people in scribd so well, obligated or should i say pompous itch to show off. well i tried to be a poet my father was one, a great one in my language(telugu). he was also a lecturer in philosophy logic and English literature. anyway the plo blood didn't work. i utterly failed at it. i had no language no proper schooling nor was i ever disciplined. then i saw that my logic or the talk i do is not the only thing but u need to have a flair and English language but no ideas mud head brain will be hailed by peers as great intelligence. but of course i cant speak beyond the sphere of my knowledge. i mean my times, my circle of known people and of course my city. well like many i also wanted to be great in others' eyes. so i read for four years all kinds books in English. picked up my language from there. and then went back and tried to impress they were so dumb or so intelligent they couldn't grasp wat i was trying to say. there is a lot of my side of story through my presentation to others in a colored glass. well this far i made it, its great!!!! so many words. cool now i will proceed one idea i meditated tried to crack and toyed with it for years. well here is the gem. say wat is god? i found an answer, god is neither power nor light nor any such bull shit or cow dung. he is nothing thats wat i deduced because if he really is god then he can not be contained by space or by any means. he doesn't have a manifestation to contain. that is an idea right follow it. then the next follows time is not there it is a bundle of events in a sequence or lack of it. we imagine up the sequence or lack of it to be the time. but it is only an illusion wat we create in our brains by our imagination to imitate god. because he is the one who started all the events and will end them too. so possibly we may be images of god. now where the fucking dan brownian core shit. of course which i never read, goes!!! if a bullshit painting can create such a rage in this stupid generation, i would doubt my own deduction. so here i end. i have enough venom towards anti christian or so much as claiming it to be a religion. Christ is not a religion put it in sequence kids use ur brains logic purity above all ur intuition.its rock and role. wat do u say?
aesa pallava
Sunday, November 22, 2009 1:13:55 PM
society, emotions, madness, insanity
Man as being is contradictory to life at large. The whys and buts are here. There are ways to assume this perspective because man is the only animal (sorry if u feel bad if I address so and feel superior to animals then shove it up your arse.) who thinks there are greater things than his life. Well I don't mean to say that other animals don't get inspired to protect their children and things like that do happen. That is because the obstruction it causes to their way of life. There are two ways animals react drastically and naturally when their life is threatened or when they find obstruction to their way of life. But man attributes an ideal beyond the scope of life and calls it is worth losing life. When beyond being of life is in question it is stupidity itself. Because life is essential to think and thought and action succeed that including all the cheap thrills and frills like art. Well I am not ready to negotiate on any of the points expressed and i will never reconsider to change my stand. The beauty of it all is that they propound theories as vague as thin air and say die for it. Now don't you feel the society as a whole is insane because they fall prey to megalomaniacs and stupidity, they get a fervor a kind of mass hysteria, in a sense the pathology of human emotional evolution and brought up itself has been corrupted. well so far so nice this is the thought of my day done with it over.
Sunday, November 22, 2009 3:43:26 AM
ideals, ideas, Senile, man
Wirring the days pass by some are entertaining some are sad some are so so. I remain the same nothing ever changed after I becoming 25, may be I stopped growing. Stone heart-ed very easily lulled into sleep. Ideals were there right in front of me teasing me to take them up and fight for their stupidity. I am not ready yet. I am not senile. The fact is that ideals and ideas are not worth living for. Live life pure as you are, not dictated or corrupted by an idea or ideal. The purity is in not believing in anything as simple as that. It is better to forget there senility of belief. Essentially young men and women fall prey for this stupid senile disease at young age. May be enough for the day will pickup the thread somewhere else.
Meaning of senile
1. Of, relating to, or characteristic of old age.
2. Relating to or exhibiting memory loss or mental impairment associated with aging.
3. Geology Worn away nearly to the base level, as at the end of an erosion cycle.
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