Yes I can do nicly without days like yesterday.Have you had a good day? I went and fetched my new laptop today and got home to use it to come on my opera but found out that the only way was to have both laptops turned on at the same time and that was waisting money so in the end I reverted back to my old one until I can geta new lead.
hmm..yeah i did had a good day i guess...but just lil weakness..not a big deal...hmm....ah...u got it and returned it back....well u said that they was some battery back up problem with that old laptop...you should've been with the new one..anyway,...
The problem is I have to have the old on plugged into the mains and the new one as well at the moment I think I need a differen type of ethernet cable for it.I will get one and see how I go
Hi Afreen hope you are well my dear.I am afraid I have been given some bad news over the last two days.One of my opera friends died in the 17th and today I was told that the father of another of my friends father had passed away so I am not at my cheerful best at the moment,but I felt I needed someone to talk to.I hope you do not mind that I chose you.
I don't know how it happened I just got a messag this morning telling me that he had died.I am afraid that is all I know.Yesterday I am told that Wiwin had died and today I get the news that Condtremarts father has passed away it is turning out to be a sad week for a lot of my friens.
heyyyy....whats wrong with you?..this things happen...someone has to die..even me..may be now...or may be later who knows..lol..c'mon..don't take it too personal..and for this scenario someone is already no more...and world being better off without u didn't make any sense...we need someone or the other at some point of time...and if u think you were dead..then..i think you have to wait and also..everyone has to die..its a rule..we come and we have to go too...
I am so srry Afreen I just feel as if I dont want to carry on anymore I am in conctant pain people who I like are dying or losing someone closee to them it makes me wonder if it is worth it to carry on
No,no..don't say that way ...and yes you have to carry on...mourning is done for 1 or may be 2 or at the most 3 days after that you'll forget and just move on..and this is life...whoever it might be...
Yes my dear but will the pain be gone I have lived with it for over thirty years and it is getting harder and harder to live with in fact I am not sure that I want to
you're thinking too much,...don't think ...all these years you've thought and thought..now just forget things that'd be nice for you,and pain..everyone is in pain..we do feel like not living but live,we stick to it..and we forget things..so...its just a phase..forget it..and cheer up..
My dear Afreen you are like a breath of fresh air and so full of logic I only wish I was as wise.Thank you my dear friend you have been a wonderful help.
no logic here...if you're stuck to logic in these situations you're almost stuck there forever....so don't think much..and you're quite wise and also very sensitive....that's your problem...
aww...you can do it yourself..see...i'll tell u..i know this'd be weird and something stupid...i sometimes start laughing thinking about my chemistry sir's hair style at almost 3 in the morning..and laugh loudly ..lol..i think many things and laugh..you should try it..the comedy side i mean.....
I thought your last comment was going to be the last for the night you do realize that I am typing this in my sleep under my bedcovers with a candle to light the way.
Well my dear that depends on how much fun I am having,but I can tell you this tonight was going to be my last night on my opera then somr slip of a girl got her claws into me and changed my mind I knew there was a good reason for contacting you when i was so ;ow this afternoon I have enjoyed myself that much I have forgotten why I was so upset.
thank Afreen you have made me feel much better my dear but now I must admit defeat you win I surrender.I am going to bed please my dear dont reply to this commrnt or I will be up all night.So all that remaains is for me to say good night my dear.
ah lol..am late here,...ah well i did say where am from..but he was confused cause i said i know arabic,he didn't know that people can know languages despite not being from there,so i didn't go for clarification....
Oh ok I will have to tell Chiran so as to increase his knowledge.Now how will I put it.Oh I know Chiran I am not English as you thought but i am Chinger.That should work.
,its not about increasing knowledge or anything.just making a lil sense ...thats it..after i saying where am from and still getting confused is lil u know anyway...put up some music in my blog again..i mean i changed it.
I think the thing that puts me off is the fact that to me it sounds like a marching tune at the start and I had enough of listening to marching tunes to last me a lifetime.
ah i didn't notice that...but its a great composition by this very famous greek musician.."vangelis".>. that won an oscar too i guess...i dunno,it has this intense and very touchy feeling...anyway yeah personal choice..
I am not saying it isn't a good tune just that it isn't to my taste but I would never dream of telling you what kind of music to listen to you are old enough to do that for yourself all your choices are not going to please everyone but as long as they please you that is all that matters.
correct,also i've never forced anyone to listen to what i like,and music pleases everyone...only it should have good ears for a listen,and yes everyone has got different taste,.....if we're going to argue on this then,sure music is gonna win...
My dear Afreen I can not recall saying anything about arguing over a piece of music I think I said that if it pleases you that is all that matters.This is after all your blog we are talking about and if people do not like what music you are playing then tough all I said is that it is not to my taste. never said it wasn't a good piece of music.Because it is but not my taste in music.I am sorry but I did tell you that I would always be honest with you.Now my dear it is late and I am going to bed.I will talk again tomorrow.Goodnight Afreen God bless you and keep you safe.
Not too worry.Now Afreen I am going to close down after this comment as my computer is playing up.I just tried to leave a comment somewhere else and as I went to post it my computer switch off my opera and it took ages too get back on.So my dear I will say goodnight and God bless.
Not too worry.Now Afreen I am going to close down after this comment as my computer is playing up.I just tried to leave a comment somewhere else and as I went to post it my computer switch off my opera and it took ages too get back on.So my dear I will say goodnight and God bless.
Hi Afreen sorry for the delay but you wouldn't believe the problems I have been having.I have had the engineers out twice to fix the problem and have not been able to go on line for a week.I have been going more mental than usual.
Hi Afreen good I am glad you have managed to get it fixed.I have missed our little talks.Mind you I have been off for a week as I lost my internet connection and it took them a week to repair it.
Well I don't know really they sent an engineer out and he said that there was nothing wrong my end and that the fault lay with the exchange so he left and told me that he was going to notify the provider.Then I got a phone call from my provider to tell me that the fault lay with my filter and when I told them that the engineer had cleared that they said that the problem lay with my computer so I told them that the engineer had cleared that they came back with the excuse that it was a faulty router and when I told them that it and everything else had been checked by the engineer they decided to sent another engineer out to check and guess what he had not even entered the house and I got my connection back.
Not mine he just plugged in his laptop and ran a diagnostic check and found there was nothing wrong,but please do not ask me what check he did again \I think I have scrambled my brain.
That what I want to hear so as we are both doing well and i have had my rant about the faults of my internet provider what little gems are we going to talk about tonight it is your turn to choose.
Not bad but you have just reminded me I have not had tonights yet I turned the alarm off and thought I would do it after the comment I was writing and then forgot thank Afreen I will do it now.
Thank you I had forgotten and would have suffered tomorrow.You are a life saver you can choose the source of our discussion every night it might just save my life.
I always do my dear every night.I think your ears must have been burning as I have been talking about you telling my other friends how helpful you have been to me in the past.Now I have something else to praise you for.Keep this up and you will be awarded a sainthood.
I have to talk to them as they have my best interests at heart they did not want me to be on for so long and make myself ill they said that they would rather talk to me in shorter sessions so that they could talk to me for a longer time.
Mind you I am lucky to be able to talk to anybody tonight.I was involved in a traffic accident this morning when my driver nearly ran a pedestrian down.She walked out right in front of us without looking and if my driver had not got her wits about her then the woman would probably have been killed as it is I have to pay to have my car repaired,
Well I am better than I was but it did shake me up a bit.Well a lot really my driver wanted to take me to the hospital but I would not go I think she was scared after what happened the other night but I managed to persuade her that I was okay and she left it at that and talking of leaving it is getting a little late here Afreen so I will say good night and god bless.See you tomorrow.
Hi Afreen sorry about the delay but I have been a bit busy lately but I am finished for now and am all yours to do with what you will within reason as we don't want any more of those coffin comments although I think I may be improving with my after death speaking.
Join the club I am busy doing nothing every day it is such hard work all this laying around doing nothing it make me sweat that much I have taken to wearing my swimming trunks ready for a swim in sweat.
Well I think it is you banging my head to try and knock some sense in.Well today I had to take my grand daughter to the doctors as she was feeling ill and he has set up an appointment at the hospital for a scan and we still do not know what is wrong with her.
It is her tummy she keeps having severe pains.Now Afreen I have to tell you that this is my past posting on opera as I am leaving. In fact I have blocked all my blog posts and all my photo albums.I have been accussed of doing something that I would never dream of doing and I am afraid that the accuser will start telling my fiends and being believed.I ask you no matter what anyone tell you please believe that I have not done anything wrong.So Afreen I must say goodbye.If you do want to get in touch with me I will leave my email address in a P.M,but I will only leave it if you want me to I will stay on for a short while to wait for your answer.
how old is she?..what? u leaving? and what you've done?..remember i told you about being careful in making friends anyway..if u don't want to say what the matter is,just PM me...
Not too good really.I had another angina attack the day before yeserday an d can only stay on in short bursts or I will get in trouble with some of my other friends.They seem to think that being on opera is too strenous when in fact it is the opposite it helps calm me down.
oh,sorry to hear that.well,its not about opera or anything...may be you just staying too long on internet without moving,neck pain or yeah...quite strenous actually.
In fact I think they have got it all wrong I am moere relaxed when I am on opera as I know that my friends are OK but if I close down I start to worry about them and this causes the prolems.So I am not going to close down.
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days after that you'll forget and just move on..and this is life...whoever it might be...
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Originally posted by afreen rahman:
so...anyway..good evening..
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