Just getting started

Hi everyone. I don't really know how to do this so bear with me this is my first blog. I started this because some times I feel like I can't talk to anyone here. And I can't keep everything all inside. The traveling started for basketball we went on 2 trips so far. And one the last trip the boy I liked has feeling for someone else. And on the trip before that one we were starting to get close. But I think I am over him nowm, because the girl he likes now I a cousin of mine and I don't think I can like someone who like a relative of mine. So that kind helped me out a lot. And I pretty sure I do not have a best friend anymore. We only hang out on the ball trips now a days. Yeah during school shell say "Hi" and thats about it. I am thinking about going to school somewhere else. I can either go to a Charter school, Anchorage, or if someone moves to Fairbanks and they have room for me I can stay with them. My cousin said if shes done with school this coming summer she wants to move to Fairbanks. She said if she does I can stay with her. I would like to but I don't know how that will go. I think it will fun if I end up staying with her. Well I better be going.